
Love will make you smile even if you are disappointed.
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The light of the sun was pierced through the curtains of a boarding room. I woke up from my nightmare. I rubbed my cheeks that felt wet. Black spots on the pillow. Damnit. Inconventions again. Gumanku's.
BlackBerry showed at half eleven less. Dori was still asleep beside me, while ipan was lying on the sofa. I walked to the bathroom to wash my face. Heavy drunk last night still leaves my head that feels heavy.
I saw a vomit mark in the hole wc. I doused it until it was gone. Maybe someone threw up last night. My eyes look so red in front of the glass. My head is still throbbing pain. I feel fresh after washing my face. Sandi opened the boarding door by tapping a large black plastic.
"You're up" said the password by putting black plastic on a ceramic floor.
"My head hurts" I complained and sat on my lips.
"Relax, the head medicine is still there" Password said by releasing marijuana wrapped in a piece of paper to me.
I stared at the password that walked into the passcode room. My head will hurt more by smoking marijuana. Sandi opened the plastic she was carrying after coming out of the bathroom. I was still stunned by the painful head. Sandi took out a bottle of mineral water and drank it.
Sandi wakes up ipan and dori to eat. Sandi also bought rice packs. Bang aziz is nowhere to be seen, maybe he went to college this morning. We started filling our empty stomachs. I eat so well. I last had lunch yesterday at bagan tek rida.
"Pan, yesterday's still there right" Ask password was eating.
"There was. Accidentally cave dwelling" Sahut ipan.
After we finished eating, we sucked the shabu. The head that was heavy and aching, now felt light and peaceful. Shabu can make me recover from the pain. We talked about smoking marijuana.
An hour after that. We started going back to ipan. We hugged as if we would never meet again. All feels sad with the status of fugitives who are carried by the ipan. However, we understand that this all just needs to be accepted without being regretted.
Mobik avanza cipher began to distance itself from the hustle and bustle of the city. Modern magnificent buildings are now replaced with green land and beautiful scenery. Hills and steep ravines border the sea road. A group of monkeys were seen relaxing on the iron road divider.
"What nyet? Find dori" Password out the window.
I laughed out loud.
"Dor, your friend" said the password.
"Yes, the cave continues" said Dori with a pity face.
Me and the password laughed. Dori pouted sourly.
We stopped at a panorama at the foot of sitinjau hill. From there the city of Padang looks very clear. The vast harbors, ships, and sea were also clearly visible. Sandi ordered three iced teas on the shop owner's etek. Some people are seen taking pictures with a beautiful panoramic background. We sat in a chair with a view towards the sea.
"How will the field not be destroyed if the tsunami comes. Look, the field is parallel to the sea" said Dori
"Yes, look at such a vast sea. Padang will be devastated if a tsunami comes in the earthquake" Sandi also argued.
I accept speech. Padang city is low ground. Padang was once shaken by an earthquake that devastated the city and its surroundings. I still remember that incident. I was nine years old in September 2009. The vibration felt strong at that moment. The city of padang is flat with land. Thousands of people were buried in high-rise buildings. Fortunately, the eight-magnitude quake was not a tsunami. Dori and cipher continued to chat about the city of padang and tsunami. BlackBerry rings notification sign of incoming message. I took my Blackberry out of my pants pocket and read it.
"You didn't come home because you were afraid of your anger?" Mother's message.
I'm speechless. She still cares even though she is angry with me. I'm actually going to go home even if mom's angry. I'll still be home even though mom's going to throw me out like a few years ago.
"Wouldn't you throw me out if I come home" I replied.
The sun hides behind the cloud. Dusk looks gloomy with a gray sky. Dori and cipher laughed on the sidelines of their chat.
"If the tsunami must have moved the capital to a high hill" said the password.
"High hills are still prone to disaster" Dori denied "Payakumbuah far from the sea" said Dori
"Wrong. The provincial capital will be moved to kedhamasraya" he said.
"Yayaya could be" Sahut dori chuckled.
Dori is funny with his wishful thinking if his village of padang sibusuk becomes the provincial capital. We laughed out loud with dori's laugh. In yesterday's earthquake, the provincial capital was reported to be moving on the grounds that the city of Padang was too prone to disaster. But the news is only slanted news because the capital has not been moved. My blackberry went off again with laughter.
"So morning Annisa met mom in the market. He asked for you this day he said there was no news. Go home. I never wanted to kick you out" Mother's message.
I smile. She was no longer angry and expected me to go home. Annisa's? I haven't communicated with Annisa since yesterday. I didn't pick up the phone from Annisa. I don't know why I'm bored with Annisa.
We went back on our way home. We intend to stop and visit the noval who is now being held in the rice field police. Car avanza cipher speeding on the cross Sumatran road. My blackberry is ringing.
"Go home. I feel lonely more than what your boyfriend feels. I've cooked your favorite cob for tonight" Mother's message.
I'm moved. I still love him even though I let him down. I remember a mother saying one day; the feeling of love will make you smile even if you are disappointed. Maybe it's the feeling of love that makes you forgive my mistakes.
We arrived at the sawahlunto polres. Noval met us in a prisoner's suit. Noval is only in jail. Bento was freed by noval sacrifice. Bento could be free because noval gave a confession that bento did not participate in this problem. We went home after a conversation with Noval.