Black Room

Remedies

There is nothing to blame for what happened. Nothing needs to be justified from regret

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One day there will be a story that will be remembered. The stopping point of a story as the meaning of life. Whether it's a victory or a defeat. But for sure. The essence of the past is only a lesson.

Half of my childhood was spent teaching and studying religion at the back of the house. I've always loved listening to stories about prophets and the adage in elementary school culture lessons. But I don't know what to blame for my stride that has deviated from the truth.

There is nothing to blame for what happened. Although regret often presents endless sadness. But the events that have passed should be a memory for the lesson.

Life is too big if it continues to be enjoyed, too small if we understand it. The world is just a game we believe will end. Later, our attitudes and actions will be held accountable in the future. Where heaven and hell are the rewards of the world we choose. No human can guarantee that a person will enter heaven or hell. We are all human beings who can only work without ever being able to determine the final outcome. This world is a puzzle and many intersections are choices that do not know how to end? Black is not necessarily despicable. White is not holy. Man is a creature that never escapes sin and error. But the only good hope left is self-reliance on the path He has desired.

I don't know what my future will be like. But I believe that it is only in the Quran that I should be guided to life. Even though I am now a despicable person for falling into a black space. I promised myself to be a human being and a good life after marriage. May I return safely.

It was wednesday by noon. The sun hit warm when I came out of the canteen. Sounds echoing from the field. All the students and teachers gathered around the basketball court as a place for a negligent ball game. Men wearing negligee and hijab became entertainment filled with laughter. I walked down the stairs alone. The match has been going on since.

The game stopped immediately as music played. The men in negligent clothes stopped the ball and swayed to the music playing. Like the rules of a negligent ball game. Each player should be swaying when the music is playing. This game of negligee ball is usually only held for entertainment. Students cheering in happiness. I decided to walk in the field after seeing ijep and nando who were huddled in the crowd.

The game resumed after the music was turned off. Ripo put the ball into his negligee and took it running. All the spectators laughed at the ripo who was like a pregnant woman. Nando and ijep noticed my presence on the sidelines with laughter. They greeted me before going back to being immersed in the happiness of the negligee ball.

Music is back to play, all players in the middle of the field again wiggle the body to follow the rhythm of the music. I saw mutia who was standing in the company of a buk diana across the field. Buk Diana told mutia my whereabouts. I smile.

"You're not playing" mutia whispered from a distance.

I'm shaking. Mutia pursed her lips. Then he spoke to buk diana. Music stops. The match resumed. Cheers roared back to cheer the race. Teachers and students dissolve in laughter and happiness.

Twenty minutes later the ball game was over. There were no wins and losses in the race this time. Daster balls are held just to entertain and enliven the final race of the semester. So too with pillow wars. Pillow wars are no longer representative of each local. Anyone can join and register for a pillow fight. The head of the osis closes the event before it will be continued with a pillow fight.

In the field, I was still standing in the middle of the crowd that was starting to disperse. Aldi approached us in a full-length negligee shirt. Her climatic hair was wet with sweat. He asked me why I didn't play. I'm shaking. Aldi took off the dock tells about the excitement of his game. We just reply with laughter. Then walk towards the local.

In the field of volleyball, members of the sausage are busy with when and rope. Gani and Caknun stuck it into the ground. Looks like it's preparing for a pillow fight arena. Ijep greets winty accompanied by elsa coridor warehouse. Winty replied with a smile. Ijep revels after the departure of winty who became gebetan ijep.

"After failing to get annisa now switch to winty" said Aldi meledek.

"Oh yeah. Broken it must grow" Sahut ijep confident.

We laughed. Ijep is still paying attention to winty who is busy with osis activities in the field of volleyball. Nando shook his head at the ijep's behavior. I admire the tingka ijep. I also had the feeling of having someone who was admired at school. Love does not make people use logic.

We sat on the last floor in front of my class. In the field of volleyball, a rope-bound cushion battle arena is similar to a boxing ring. Across the field, mutia and buk diana walked toward the office.

"You've approached him?" Aldi asked.

"It has. I also have a BB pin. But I approached with a sms" Obviously ijep.

"How's the response?" Ask aldi curious.

"good. But he didn't reply again after a few messages. Maybe the pulse is over"

"Why don't you approach him through bbm jep?" My toot.

"Andoridku's broken. So I have to wear a nokia flashlight" Sahut ijep.

"Decetin just keep going. When do you need to call. Make him comfortable with you" Aldi suggested.

Ijep nodded his head. Aldi continues to encourage ijep to approach winti. Although sometimes at the end of the sentence aldi corner the ijep that is too pigeon to approach annisa until the girl is dating the ferdi twelve grade child ipa.

"Ah, what matters is that I'm not like a nando who can only hold" Ijep said

We all laughed. Nando smiled, holding in shame. Nando liked our classmate tika secretly. Nando did not dare to approach tika. Especially to express his feelings. Aldi tells the story of his former crush before dating karin. Junior two years under us was very indifferent when approached by aldi. Aldi gave up on approaching him. But aldi's ex-girlfriend says she's PHP after dating karin.

Buk eni pesma standing in front of the committee table in the field of volly. Buk eni pesma as the sausage builder announced that the registration of pillow wars had been opened. There are no charges and conditions, anyone can enter the race.

"Ikut yuk" Ajak aldi

I'm shaking. Nando also shook his head. Nando is shyer than me. Aldi and ijep went down the stairs to enroll in a pillow fight. Nando and I were sitting on the stairs. The committee table is crowded by students who want to compete in the final semester competition. Like negligee balls, pillow wars are also not intended for women. Eni pesma book announces that registration is closed. The committee only provides 16 quotas. Some of the students complained about not getting rations. The dessert song plays at a loud volume. Some of the students were following the music.

After dividing the lot, putry as protocol opens a pillow fight event with the first match between adan and arga. Caknon and gani blindfold both players with a tie as the rules of the race. Adan and Arga threw pillows after joko as the referee started the match. All the disciples cheered cheerfully looking at the two players who were hitting the wind. Arga finally won after successfully hitting adan first. Simple is the game.

Aldi entered the arena challenging kiki who was a bit higher than him. They throw pillows at each other with their eyes closed. Aldi turned his back on the opponent and even hit when as a corner of the arena until he fell. All the students laughed out loud. Me and nando were spinning. Joko starts the match after Caknon and Gani manage to repair the damage to the arena.

Footsteps were heard approaching us. Mutia and buk diana were already behind us. I smiled at mutia. His body was as wide as that of buk diana.

"Gapain with smiles" Cynic buk diana

"What's going to my mom" Sahutku smiled a little.

"It's the same with buk mutia" said buk diana sitting on top of us.

I'm laughing a little. Nando also laughed before returning to look at the excitement on the field. Because of the war the cheer cushions are getting boisterous. I too was immersed in staring at the excitement on the field. Aldi finally lost after his head hit by a pillow. Mutia sat down in praise of lombam's excitement

"Nando's the same why don't you come?" Ask buk diana.

Nando shook his head. "Lazy buk"

"Prestigious kali kak" mutia said.

The prestige? Mutia smiled as I looked back.

"Not prestige but shame" I said.

"Look at gani tu heh" said buk diana laughing. Gani downstairs is dancing disturbing caknon. They have been friends since childhood. "Bottom yuk mut" Take buk diana.

"No, brother. Tia here only" Sahut mutia.

"Yaudah I'm going downstairs first huh" Buk diana stood "Nando here just be a mosquito repellent dikan mutia?" Pants buk diana.

Me and mutia laughed. Nando stood up from his seat with smiling lips restrained in embarrassment. Nando came down the stairs following buk diana. Nando stayed down even though I held him down. Nando's stocky body looks almost as large as that of buk diana.

"Oh, mom looks like she fits the nando path" I said.

Buk diana and nando just turned their heads and smiled invulnerably. Me and mutia laughed. Buk diana and nando joined the audience.

"So diana already has a fiancee" said mutia.

"Let's just joke" I said

"But I don't want to know"

"Father, I'm a promotion" replied mutia.

I'm laughing a little. The pillow fight resumed. Cheers roared back to celebrate the race. Mutia was still sitting on top of me while I was sitting on the bottom.

"Oh yes, finish your remedy just as crazy. We only have one more day here. Later you are difficult to find him to make a remedy" said mutia serambi watching the excitement of the race.

"Yes, yeah. I'll relax later" My heart

"Why not now. While there is still time" mutia said

"Now I'm not concerned because there's you" I teased

Mutia smiled broadly holding back the laughter. Both of his dimples were very deep. It was as deep as my heart that fell in love when she laughed

"The same exercises at LKS. Sintya says you haven't entered the training grades at LKS" mutia said after her laugh

I looked and nodded. Mutia smiled. We again witnessed the excitement on the ground. We were both immersed in the excitement of pillow wars. The body of one of the participants who was fat and short looks funny when floating a pillow. The audience laughed out loud. Nando, aldi and ijep were laughing. Mutia also laughed. Her deep dimples were clearly visible from the side.

"Funny andre" mutia said in her laughter. That fat guy's name is Andre. He's a tenth-grader.

I nodded "He's funny because he's fat" I replied.

The fat man eventually became a winner. He celebrated his victory by raising his hands and running merrily around the ring. Everyone laughed at his behavior. So dramatic.

"My body is getting fat" asked mutia.

"Yes, your body is getting wider. It's almost as wide as the diana buk" My heart's cold.

"That's it, I just felt after I had a glass this morning"

"Good" I said, staring at the spaciousness.

"Good?" Mutia asked did not understand. He looked at me with a questionable face.

"Yes, it could be that you're happy that's why you're gaining weight"

"Yes, I'm happy because I have so many friends here"

"You're happy because there's me, right?" My cetus.

"GR" said mutia smiling.

We were back immersed in the race. Pillow wars succeed in being a fun pastime. Laughter is born as the happiness of all students. Buk Diana and my three best friends walked towards me after coming from the field. Ijep also lost a pillow fight. We sat the six with occasional laughs watching the pillow fight. Half an hour after chatting and laughing together. Mutia and buk diana walked over to return to the office.

"Dikan's. Do not forget to complete your value is the same syntia" said mutia after a few steps.

I'm nodding.

"Don't do it" Cetus buk diana buk diana.

I just laughed in response to diana's buk chirps. That young economics teacher was indeed a humorous person. Buk diana laughing.

"If ngak be underestimated break aja kkan buk" Aldi also chimed

Mutia simply replied with a smile and passed. All three of my best friends laughed before sinking back into the excitement of the volleyball field. I picked up a piece of paper and started memorizing geography's recollections.

After a few minutes. After feeling able to memorize all the problems. I walked to the office to meet the synthetical buk. In the office, I immediately approached the synthetic book that was sitting in his chair. Next to the synth buk are diana and mutia who also sit in their seats.

"Buk can cure buk" I asked.

"What's dikan? Buk mutia" Sahut buk sintya make fun

Buk diana laughing. Mutia smiled holding back a laugh. Buk nit sat in the corner also turned his head. My face is red withstanding shame. There are some senior teachers in the office.

"Remedi buk" I said again to convince myself

"Yes, it was Puxin who saw buk mutia" Sahut buk sintya.

Damnit. I'm being made fun of by the crazy buk. I want to step away. But I know the crazy buk is just kidding. I finally stood up and heard the wacky bouquet chuckle.

"Later can no longer see buk mutia" Buk diana chimed in.

I just kept quiet and embarrassed. I feel very gerogi. My body feels stiff and cold. Mutia smiled to herself with a laugh. I shook my head inexplicably with the crazy buk and the diana buk.

"Yes, tomorrow there will be no more buk mutia here. Be satisfied see buk mutia first" Buk sintya again

"Tomorrow kangen anyway" cried buk diana chimed.

They laugh cheerfully. I felt a little uneasy seeing these three young teachers making fun of me. Mutia looked at me with her conical lips and wrinkled forehead. I laughed a little at him. Feel entertained.

"Can I have a solution?" Much

"Yes, where's the UH paper" Sahut buk sintya.

I gave my UH paper to the synthetical buk.

"If ngak mutia who sayin, maybe will not be remedikan" Gerutu buk sintya.

"Can it start buk?" I ask you to focus again

"Began" Sahut buk crazy laugh.

I began to read the questions and replies I had memorized. Next to the crazy buk, mutia looked at me without blinking. He looked at me even though I was staring at him. He purposely broke my constitution. The crazy book and the diana's buk laughed to see me stammering about the remedy. I finally came out after the crazy book signed my paper.

"Dikan" Call buk sintya.

I stopped and looked.

"The strong who hold the shinders" said the sintya buk.

I immediately ran away from the office without responding to the buk sintya. Although a little ilfil with what do sukya buk and buk diana. But I feel very happy. I returned home and delivered mutia to the front of the school near her house.