Black Room

Luka

Wounds are a risk to be accepted when falling in love

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The distance between happiness and sadness is similar to the right and left foot steps. In happiness there is a sadness that will soon come to harmonize. And vice versa. Happiness and sadness depend on our mindset in addressing a situation. Happiness is not born from a desire. But happiness is born from a sense of gratitude even though the desire is not realized. And sadness is born from regrets that should have been allowed to pass.

On Tuesday, the bright shining sun lived the earth. The bell sign of the end of the break has rung. Me and my three best friends walked after spending hours of rest in a bagan tek rida. In front of the lab, the young teachers sat in a row watching DrumBand's children who were training in the field. There was also buk mutia, the young teacher who managed to steal my heart with love. Buk mutia sat at the end next to buk diana. They seemed to be enjoying the show that my juniors were performing. My three best friends are also lulled by the dance on the field.

I walked very slowly towards buk mutia. Like the sweeper in the cartoon dora. I set my foot carefully and did not sound. I intended to joke around by startling buk mutia from behind. Buk mutia was busy with her phone. However, my steps came to a halt when I saw buk mutia replacing her bbm status with 'Ade Spd'. And with a moment the happiness faded in my heart. Stifled by the feeling of jealousy that left me speechless. Buk mutia has a boyfriend? Obviously it was his girlfriend. The man's name he wrote on his BBM status.

I turned around. I was silent for a long time thinking about what I had just seen. Buk mutia already has a lover. I feel like my chest is so tight. I walk into my local. My mind feels like it is pressing on my mind.

It was so crowded when I just came in. As usual lola is always the reason why the classroom atmosphere is always excited. Lola looks surrounded by two lovebirds. The laughter broke instantly.

"You can't run from you frog princess" said nofri, who was besieging Lola.

Lolal stopped three steps in front of nofri, while behind him was Doris who gave no room to run. Lola looks resigned. But lola didn't lose her mind.

"Dihhh unclean" Sahut nofri felt hate.

Doris snatched lola's head from behind. Lola rubbed her head. Lola turned around and looked at Doris

"Doris is the same as princes" said Lola

Nofri kicked lola from behind. Nofri's kick was so tight that the lola bounced and fell in Doris' arms. Doris threw the lola out of her body. Doris was disgusted. Everyone who saw the incident laughed.

I sat with my head on the table. Lola and Doris just couldn't make me laugh. I still feel a pain with what I just found out about buk mutia. Am I jealous? Am I disappointed? I don't know. Who am I?

Soon, buk ida entered the class with mathematics lessons. A lesson I really like. In the end I understood. Being happy and hurt are consequences that we have to accept when we fall in love. And I'm trying to forget buk mutia and today's incident. MTK lessons became a diversion that helped me to forget the chaos that occurred today.

And from this day forward, I've been trying to get away from buk mutia. Because the best way to heal a wound is to go away from the life of the person who gave us the wound.