Black Room

Happen Again

How can I stop to suck it. If at a time like this only he can be my opponent.

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I take mother's advice. In the past, mothers were very angry when they found marijuana. Mom even kicked them out of the house for weeks. But now mom no longer holds me back.

I was busy cooking in the kitchen. I contacted my password via BBM. Want to return the goods.

"Sandi, his cimeng has been returned by his mother. Tomorrow the cave brings it to school. You go to school" I wrote at the mesengger.

"Save it first. The market is hot. I don't want to get into trouble just because of that cimeng" Reply to the password.

"Keep how. If I keep it, it'll be out later"

"Sir papa. Take it for you. I'm sick of living like this"

"Thyak?"

"I want to stop, right"

I was confused by the coded message that suddenly wanted to stop being human in the dark. Does he have problems with his mother?

"Bang dedek's house was killed by the police. But bang dedek managed to escape kebogor" Password message.

Bang dedek also escaped? Will I be the target of the police after this? I was so scared when my mind started imagining it happening to me.

"Pure. Everything's under control. No one knows about you. I stopped just because I didn't want to be like ipan and bang grandpa"

The cipher message didn't work to get those evil thoughts out of my head. Ipan and bang dedek get marijuana from me. Of course I'm the next target of the police. I feel tormented by my own thoughts. "Ah, super paranoid" I muttered. Stop thinking about the fear that has not happened. It's so torturous.

The sound of the motor was heard stopping from entering the grounds. Sired. His voice was heard talking to his mother. I am still busy with my thoughts. Until I realized I was asleep.

I don't know how long I slept before I woke up. The sky was dark blue when I looked out the window. I closed my bedroom window. Mom and Dad were waiting at the table for dinner.

At the dining table. Father and mother argue over the responsibility of those who still want to corrupt me. I was in third grade, and mom told me as good news at the dinner table.

"Dikan bertaar again want to pass" said the mother who filled the plate with rice for the father.

"Good" Greet the father cheerfully, with his wild eyes looking at the side dish. Mom cooks cob fish with mixed tofu, plus the pleasure of vegetable toge. Menu.

"I'm again dizzy with the graduation fee dikan, certainly need a lot of money" complained mama. There are still eight months left I'm graduating. But it's mother's mind now.

"I now join wood disomel imang (His brother father), doain just smoothly" said the father

Mom just shut up. From the look on her face I could see that she harbored what she wanted to say. But I told her to be quiet. It looks tight when he breathes. There was a pain that my mother had inflicted on me.

What you said on the desk was just nonsense. I know that was just my reason for calming him today. However, after his day later must be the mother who paid him alone. Mother seemed to hold back anger with the attitude of the father who seemed not to want to know with the family. All her duties were taken over by her mother.

Dinner is over. He burned his cigarette to calm his stomach which had just been filled. While the mother was busy cleaning up the leftovers on the table. I walked and locked myself in my room. Just like my father, I also smoke after eating.

From inside the room, sayup-sayup tendengar quarrel father and mother. I don't know what other problems they're having. They chided each other with harsh words of contempt. I heard mom crying and also the sound of broken plates being accidentally broken.

"Just kill me, so you'll feel good" Mother's cry sounded bitter. I heard her roar. This is not the first time they have fought. I took the marijuana I had kept under the bed. Yes, only marijuana is able to calm me from the anger that was born from their quarrel.

Frenetic noise continued to be heard in their quarrel. The sound of the plate being broken kept bouncing on my ears. I was silent mute. I burned my ear. It felt rather calm as thick smoke blistered from my mouth. How can I stop to suck it. If at a time like this only he is able to be my opponent. Gumanku's.

I turned on the music, and covered my ears with a handshet. It is filled with music and feeling