Black Room

Night of hope

In life, others are just a show of helpers. And for a change, it starts within ourselves. The environment is just a factor in change.

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Tonight I regroup with the humans in the dark. I would be angry if I saw me still hanging out with my friends. But, I wanted to prove to mom that I could change without having to stay away from my friends. Doesn't change start with yourself?

It's been an hour and we've been waiting for a nice bang gates to take a shower. The resentment in our souls began to be unstoppable. The crowd around us was just noise that made our souls even more so.

"****** gates ni mah" pram bang fishing rod with restless facial features.

We laughed at the pram bang. It's half nine o'clock in the night. As always, we always donate to buy a packet of marijuana. Where one packet of cannabis is valued Limapuluhribu. And the money raised is still forty thousand. And bang gates hasn't shown up yet.

"How amazing are the gates"Reveal bang pram who stood from his seat "Male but took longer bath than female"

"Ah, you don't know gates, pram" Sahut bang dani.

"Gates is a pram artist" Bang Reno co-opted.

"Kampung artist" Ketus pram.

We laughed. We are not surprised anymore with the habit of bang gates. Bang gates are always long when bathing. Even bang gates can be two hours in the bathroom. That's the habit of bang gates that always makes us upset. As at this time for example, bang gates like no sense of grace. Bang Gates knew we were waiting. He intentionally let us wait. That bad habit of bang gates feels very strange to us. However, that strangeness is only for us to understand.

The atmosphere of garnet tek lik is getting crowded. Vehicles parked in front of the teak shop eat the shoulder of the road that makes congestion occur at a glance. Fried stalls da jangguik opposite the cafe also looks selling well. We sat next to a fried food stall da jangguik. Bang pram made us laugh. Bang pram is a type of person who likes to talk. So with that bang pram often give birth to jokes with silly stories.

A few minutes later the bang gates came with momon's mommoncengi. Bang gates looks handsome with a plain white T-shirt with rusti on his chest. Also the hair that is drizzled is combed to the side.

"Yok, vino bastian has arrived. Filming begins" Sindir bang pram.

We laughed out loud. Bang gates also laughed. Aware of his mistake that made us wait a long time. Bang gates immediately took out a ten-thousand piece of money from his pocket. Bang pram gets ready for the transaction after receiving money from gates.

"Where is pram?" Ask bang dani.

"Where else, if not to the palace" Sahut bang pram "Borrow the bike ya dik" said he asked permission.

"Wear the bang" I said.

"Yuk. Temenin cave" said bang deni

"No need. The cave itself" Bang pram refused. Afraid the show will be exposed.

The theatricals? Well, going to the trough is just an alibi bang pram to lie to us. Bang pram actually also has several packages of marijuana for sale. And only I know about the charade that bang pram is doing.

Pram Panendean is an ex-narapida who was released just a year ago. Bang pram was locked up for three years for marijuana possession. I got to know bang pram after he got out of jail. At that time I was sitting in a circle with bang febi, bang gates, and bang eldom, bang pram who had just come out of prison immediately joined sitting in a circle with us. I'm the new kid in this RGM group. And since then I know bang pram. Me and bang pram got closer when ipan and dori asked for help to find large-scale marijuana. And bang pram introduced bang teiko as a big city to me.

That's where I started selling drugs. This illegal business has been running for less than a year. I took marijuana to bang teiko for two kilos for one transaction. One kilo for ipan dinagari padang sibusuk, while another for kandi dinagari tanjung ampalu. The profit I get from one transaction is two million. One million from ipan, and one from cipher.

While bang pram gets a line of marijuana from bg teiko. Cannabis was accepted by the pram bang as a wage because it has helped bg teiko to find a passien. And marijuana given bang teiko is what is sold by pram to be used as money. Bang pram deliberately by acting as a courier so that his identity as a marijuana dealer is not revealed. Bang pram does not want to repeat the same mistake.

The night grew lively with uncontrollable frenzy. We are still waiting for the arrival of the pram bang. My hanpone is ringing because of the incoming call. Dende. I kind of got away from the crowd and picked up the phone.

"Yes" I started

"Where?" Ask dendi from across there.

"Diwarneted. What's up?"

"Can you please cimeng ngak?"

"How much?"

"Where else is it?" Much

"Front of the house"

"Jaudah will be informed of the cave" I closed.

I immediately called bang pram and told him to bring another package for dendi. Then I went back into the row of sakau men who were waiting for the arrival of the pram bang.

My friends are busy talking about people's skewed talk about us. I'm not surprised by the assessment of people who say we have no future. People will certainly look negatively at anyone who is entangled in drugs.

"It's actually a secret. But they make it their daily chatter" said bang eldom

"You know how else" said bang gates "Our village, which likes to gossip is not just mothers, but fathers too" he said

We laughed back and forth at the rambling bang gates. Soon after, bang pram arrived. Bang pram whispered to me that my order was in my motorcycle pocket. Then my friends started switching places. Towards the house where we used to sit for the night.

"Let's go, won't you come?" Ask the Denis who saw me still sitting.

"First bg, later the cave will be" I replied.

"Buy it to the wine" said bang pram who told me to buy the wine.

I'm nodding. Then they left by leaving me alone in the seat opposite the tek lik stall. I immediately called dendi and told her to meet me. A few minutes later dendi came with iit.

"Who are you sitting?" Much

"Fourths the same alpine and endo?"

Hah alpin's. I don't want to comment long. I immediately exchanged the package for the money given by dendi. There's no point in me talking about alpine anymore. It's all clear. Alpin lied to me that he no longer smoked. But what hurts even more in my heart is that the alps are starting to move away from me just because of the risk problem.

"You're not getting any better than an alpine" asked Dendi.

"The alpin is far away"

"******. Because the girl friendship becomes damaged" said Dendi.

I don't understand the word dendi. I don't feel the word dendi. After all, dendi did not know the true events. Then I drove my bike to buy wine. Then followed my friends in our usual place hanging out.

Arriving at the house of Gadang. I opened the wine I had bought and poured it into a plastic cup. My friends were busy talking about women and love. Indeed, the enemies of man in the world are treasure, throne and women. Among the seven of us in RGM. Bang eldom, bang febi, and bang reno were married but divorced. Bang eldom and bang febi had one child. If bang reno has two children who live with his wife in the development. While bang pram, bang deni, bang gates, and I'm still a bachelor.

"Cat given salted fish cook nolak hek " Said bang den

"That's. Very hypocritical if you refuse" Sahut bang pram.

"It's not. But what about my son" obviously bang eldom

"Yes, if you are still thinking about children, you should just go back to your old bini" suggested bang pram.

They keep talking about love. I remember the risk. The woman who once offered love and promised to endure as hard as the waves of life separated. But now I hate to remember everything about risk. What's more, the resentment was burning even more at the sight of my friendship and the damaged alpine just because of the risk. I sipped a glass of palm wine to eliminate the problem that became a burden in my mind. Can't a drink take the pressure off the problems we're facing?

I smoked the pot that bang Febi gave me. Pram still tells the story of a woman and her past love who left her to marry another man. How sad. My blackberry rang an incoming message sign. Fiona lantika's. My pal.

"My relationship with afdal has been two years. I wish he was the man who would marry me" Fiona said.

I swallowed spit. Feels very bitter. Fiona was a friend I knew four years ago. I made him my best friend because I couldn't tell him how I felt. However, fiona was also reluctant to understand all the feelings I harbored for her. But one thing I realized, fiona was insensitive because she never had any feelings but to think of me as a friend.

I smoke marijuana with my stomach. My head's clinking.  Marijuana started to affect my consciousness. I sucked deeper. I feel like I've been drifting very high. And on such a lonely night, I wish to find a woman like fiona, the woman who made me fall in love with wounds.