Black Room

Welcomed by hope

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When I no longer wish for more. Hope comes by itself. Sending a spirit that invites love to return to try to fight for what incarnates desire.

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It is true the word poet, or the lyrics of a song that says love does not always have. And I feel that's what I'm feeling right now.

And this the second time, I succumbed to the pessimism of myself. I choose selfish. And let my heart break before I try. While buk asmarni says 'you won't know if you never try'. It is true what buk asmarni suggested. But giving up is better than trying. Like fiona, which I can't help assuming that fiona's beauty won't be appropriate when juxtaposed with my image.

Then I choose to hide. Letting the feeling flow. Love can't be forced, can it? Holding and expressing the same thing just flows my feelings into the wound. It's just that I chose to keep myself close to Fiona. Despite behind the fiona's happiness about her boyfriend, or the guy who approached her. There is loneliness falling from within me. Sedu became a sadness that teaches greatness of heart.Pasrah will state and power of love.

That's what I feel for buk mutia. When I got hurt because he had a girlfriend. I still admire him from a distance. But I am aware of my limitations. I will not demand and hope what is in my imagination.

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The third lesson. My class cheered for sports lessons. Doris and aldi changed the gym uniforms in the classroom without a care. The woman who was still in the classroom screamed in disdain and stepped out of the classroom. I also changed my clothes followed by nando and ijep.

After wearing the sports uniform. We walked into the office cheerfully. In the office buk ida is talking with buk febi, buk ida, and buk de. Aldi and I walked into the office through the left door. The teacher's office has two entrances at the front. Another one on the right near the local row of ten.

"Asalamulaikum" Salamku. "There's a ferry buk" I pretended to ask. This morning, the ferry was not present because there was a need for a dimuaro. The ferry guy himself said next week. Mr. Ferry is an athletic trainer at this year's porprov. There are five students of my school who become students of the ferry taught porprov which will be held in the grow. And three of them can appear to scent the name of the conjunjung up to the national level.

"Sir hendra ferry. Your sport?" Ask ida to us.

"Yes buk. We can minjam buk balls?" Aldi.

"Seek the same buk febi. Buk febi guru picket" buk ida replied.

I walked into the office. Buk febi lansung standing from the sitting "Miles of sports lessons only teacher sought if ngak enter" said buk febi serambi walk directing us kegorang behind the door on the right. Buk mutia and buk diana sat next to each other on the corner of the wall. I greeted buk mutia with a smile. Buk mutia smiled back. There is happiness that the universe entrusts through the smile of buk mutia. Footsteps were heard running towards the office.

"Why mother smiles to herself" Aldi's laughter patted my shoulder. Dimple cheeks from the smile buk mutia lost change sullen look aldi. Even when just pouting buk mutia still looks attractive. Buk Diana laughed at Aldi's behavior.

"Nih one more ah" said buk ida after seeing doris and nofri with bawling breath. "Sports hours are exchanged for MTK lessons" continued buk ida joking.

Doris and nofri just laughed with flattering buk ida. Doris and Nofri are buk ida's favorite children in class. Doris and Nofri are good at math. They often become my participants in quizzes who first solve the problems given buk ida.

"Aldis. Aldi still has the same remedy mother" said buk de guru PKN.

"Yes buk" Sahut aldi silent.

"Semester five, UH one, UH two. When to finish"

"Yes buk, immediately" replied aldi.

Buk de chattering about aldi. Buk ida agrees with the words bik de. Buk mutia and buk diana laughed at aldi. The febi buk let us into the barn to get the ball. I brought a stiff ball and Aldi brought a basketball.

"Well, that's actually smart. But he wasted his cleverness" said buk ida after I got out of the barn.

"Yes, it's a pity that his cleverness" Buk febi chimed in.

I just smiled kissed. Then run down towards the field. Not yet on the field, in front of the fourth tenth grade who can learn to idle. Bojek and his friends invited us to a local match.

"She, opponent?" Ask bojek to me.

I laughed lightly "You're no match for me" Walking through the spaciousness

"Fear" said the bojek "Our sparing in?" Ask bojek to aldi

"Whatever" Sahut aldi "Gimana wan?" Ask aldi to me.

"They won't fight" I continued to walk in the field.

"You're scared" cried bojek dismissively

I kept walking regardless of the bojek.

"Dikan's. Just accept their offer. Let the game be more exciting" Doris suggested.

I nodded in agreement. Bojek and his friends ran cheerfully into the field. The game starts with six against six.

"Thousand heads" said Pongah

"Two thousand" I said.

"Okay, who's afraid"

I kicked the ball up into the sky signalling the match had begun. Nando and ijep who are less able to play ball into laughter in the game. Tullo scored the second goal when the game had just gone ten minutes. One more goal they will come out as winners.

"Two blanks" said the proud tullo.

Not a minute tullo was proud. With a loud tent from the defense area. I managed to make Andra afraid to stop him. The score changed 2-1. The match was fierce. Aldi as a goalkeeper desperately resisted their attacks which were indeed children of extra-full futsal. Aldi passed the ball to me after he pulled a tullo shot. With the neymar skil I passed several opposing players. Then pass it to kedoris after in front of goal. The score turned into a draw. Doris celebrated like a professional with her arms stretched out like the wings of an airplane.

Buk mutia and buk diana walk from the office. Buk Diana laughed a little at the celebration of Doris.

"Where's mom?" I asked buk mutia.

"Pak apin place. Follow me ngak" Sahut buk mutia.

"Now. But payin yah" I said jokingly.

Buk mutia nodded and smiled. I also returned it with a smile. Then get back in the game. Buk mutia and buk diana walk into the canteen pak apin. The match was eventually won by Bojek and his friends. Me and aldi walked to kantin pak apin. Nando, ijep, nofri, and doris are held captive by bojek and tullo. They ask for their betting money as a winner.

Dikantin pak apin there are only buk mutia, buk diana and bik surti. Buk mutia smiled even when I hadn't set foot on the pak apin bag.

"Why mother smiled herself from earlier" said aldi and sat in front of buk mutia.

I laughed seeing the expression of buk mutia staring at aldi. Buk mutia was so cute when she pursed her lips.

"Frenta lemon flavor one bik" My message

"Maybe. Buk mutia was happy again in" said buk diana and laughed.

"Why happy, mom?" Tanya aldi sarambi undressed. Sweat flows "To the extent of a smile of its own"

"Serba is wrong ibuk same aldi nih. Wrong smile, angry also wrong" Sahut buk mutia.

"Yes, why did I keep smiling all the time" Tanya aldi again mocked buk mutia "Jadian is the same sir fadlan?" Connect aldi.

"Aldi bang. Pay the bang" said Adan to charge the betting money.

Aldi complained about taking the money in his pocket.

Adan went from the canteen after receiving the money given aldi.

"Woi, aren't you being asked?" Shouted doris to adan.

Adan just turned his head and continued walking regardless of the words of doris. No one would dare to ask me. Even when Doris had reminded me that I had not paid the bet money for my defeat, nor did she dare to ask.

"Fear he asked the same time" said nofri.

"Hah buk" said aldi again "Why mother happy" continued aldi mocking buk mutia.

"What is aldi nih" Sahut buk mutia shook her head.

"Write, happy why mother" urged aldi "Abis meet mother same girlfriend mother?"

"Aneh aldi nih e" Sahut buk mutia shook her head in surprise.

"Who is wan? Buk mutia soan?" I asked and sat down next to aldi, in front of buk mutia. "Pak fadlan" I said.

"Yes, buk mutia right again deket same pak fadlan" said aldi "Bik, bikini frenta cola one bik" Message aldi on bik surti.

"Aldi nih a gossip muh" complains buk mutia "From which aldi can cheap gossip like that" asked buk mutia.

Aldi laughed "Pak fadlan himself who said that he liked the mother" said aldi and walked into the house of the apin sir.

"Gossip mogul aldi nih" said buk mutia look serious.

Aldi laughed with satisfaction. "Laughter again" said buk mutia with her sweet lips. Maybe annoyed by the gossip brought aldi. "Tell me the same friend dikan not be a gossip" said buk mutia with an annoyed face. But it makes me smile.

"But if Ade Spd's mother's boyfriend is not a rumor, right?" Me smile.

Buk mutia grunting. He seems to be getting annoyed with my question. "Joking, buk" I said.

"Where did you know your boyfriend's mother?" Buk mutia.

"From my mother's status" Sahutku "Emang right?" I asked again to make sure.

Buk mutia exhaled a rough breath. "Iya ibuk has been dating her name ade. But it broke up three months ago" said buk mutia.

"Basak yes" I asked as if I did not believe "So why my mother's status is still her name?"

"Status ibuk which" Sahut buk mutia "Strictly new last night friends with mother in BBM"

"Let's see a month ago in front of the laboratory buk" I explained "Hud again play hp continues to be deliberately see the status of mother with the name Ade Spd" My neighbor.

"See Doris the same nofri who has been friends with mom for a long time at BBM"

"Doris, is there a status of mother's name?" Ask buk mutia to doris.

Doris stared at me "Yes there, what's her name ya forget" Sahut doris joked.

"Doris is the same as the bo'oongnya" said buk mutia

Doris laughed "Emang yes. Don't lie to me" Doris joked. "Who is the name forgotten" continued Doris pretended to be confused.

"Yes there are tuh" Nofri followed "Aleksander tobik if not wrong name buk mutia girlfriend" continued nofri.

The canteen laughed. Buk diana asked if doris and nofri were one village. I turned back to look at mutia. Buk mutia looked at me sharply. His black eyes will drown me.

"Besoklah ibuk storyain" said buk mutia "Oh yes, so because it is firm away from mother?" Buk mutia whispered.

"No ah" I was quick. "When dikan farhin ibuk. Emang dikan readya mother" Sahutku.

Buk mutia nodded her head and smiled. I don't know what he meant by his smile. I felt awkward looking at her smile that was like I was laughing at my stiff body. I stood up and moved near the door. Listening to the talk of buk diana who was arguing with doris about macro and micro economics.

Buk mutia was still smiling as I deliberately looked at her. His smile makes me gerogi. Buk mutia sensitizes me to stay away because she already has a lover. The bell roared loudly one time, another hour of lessons before going out to play. We broke up to change sports clothes with white gray uniforms. Buk mutia and buk diana are seen standing up to return to the teacher's office.

"Buk mutia who paid bik" Doris said "Yeah, buk?" ask doris to make sure.

Buk mutia. Doris laughed happily and ran out of the canteen.

"Nofri also yes buk" said nofri also asked to be paid.

Buk mutia nodded again. Nofri ran after doris

"Their only time is buk" said aldi also memelas

"Yes yes I paid. How much is all the bik?" Buk mutia.

"Dihhh well ya ibuk" said aldi pleased "The cheaper should be ibuk sustenance"

"That's how it is if it's what it wants" Sahut buk mutia.

Aldi, ijep, and nando walked out of the cafeteria after saying thank you.

"How much bik?" Ask bik surti.

"May my mother pay" said buk mutia.

I just kept quiet and looked at buk mutia.

"Udah. let me just" said buk mutia.

"Really, buk?"

Buk mutia nodded with a smile. "Thank you" answered me and stepped out.

"Cieee was embarrassed" said buk diana to disappoint me.

I just smiled without looking at Diana. Just one step I left the canteen, Mr. Apin. Buk mutia called me.

"Dimuaro body there is no guarantee?" Ask buk mutia.

"Well, why are you buk?"

" There is a yes" Buk mutia smiled "That means no trouble tomorrow if we marry" said buk mutia.

I laughed at the mutia buk. How dare buk mutia joke with such a death row.

"Smart ibik ya" I said.

Buk mutia smiled. I smiled as I walked into class. I who do not want to hope more, was approached by hope that makes me want to try again.