Black Room

I want to be faithful

Love is a test of faith.

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If man lives with five feelings; Fear, anger, disappointment, sadness and happiness. Love is the combination of all these feelings. Love will make you feel all that with certain times.

Love is like a condition for the adventure of life. Without love, people cannot understand what they are created and given life for. But, despite all of that. Love is only a matter of sincerity and greatness of heart. A broken heart is a risk, and happiness is a bonus. When we fall in love, we must be ready to accept both.

Love in youth is like an endless stream. We never know whether the river will lead us to the estuary or drown before we get to the wedding. Death and death are taboos for us to know. However, the best option is to accept and live what is destined for us.

The year has changed new. Expectations rise to color the beauty of the life to be lived. I can't be sure that mutia is the soul mate God sent me. I can only believe all hope and work with prayers to be granted. However, the real answer is still stored in the secret of destiny.

I passed the turn of the year by calling with mutia. I didn't leave the house and just locked myself in my room. Mutia has returned to her college. It means the days we go by beating the distance. And the most important thing in a long distance relationship is news and commitment.

I am a loyal man. I always learn to be faithful. Whoever I'm in a relationship with, I swear I don't want to be double. I want to live with one love, one woman. I learned not to be like my father. For me, love is perfection. And I have stained that perfection with self-hypocrisy. But someday I will understand. Love is a test of faith.

The future is too hard for us to think about now. One second later, we cannot know what will happen. The world is full of questions whose answers cannot be accepted by reason and logic. However, the future needs to be designed so that we have a purpose and a reason to live.

I walked alone through an old room that was no longer used. The boisterous voices within the school environment have ended the semester break. I walked into the local with a new spirit. A spirit that wants to quickly graduate and get a job.

My three friends immediately greeted me with laughter when it reached the local. I put down my bag and sat in my chair. All three of my best friends approached me with praise for the increase in my grades reported last semester. Another classmate listened to our conversation from her seat.

"You know what, why did he get an eighth rank?" Ask aldi

Nando and ijep stared at each other and shook their heads. I sat in the chair smiling. I knew aldi would definitely say that I changed because of mutia.

"Color dated mutia" said aldi and laughed.

"That means now there is no spirit anymore donk yes, Kan buk mutia already does not exist" said Doris from her chair.

"Ohhh. Keep the spirit yes dik ya" said aldi "Dikan will marry the same buk mutia"

Class laughs. I just laughed a little with aldi's teasing.

"But mutia's boyfriend?" Ask lola

"It's a guy who doesn't listen" Doris looks upset

"The bag is called lola. Old loading" said aldi.

"You're perfect" said Lola.

"Lu it's yes, make the emotions of the cave go up" Aldi began to grow furious.

Lola sneered with her mouth twitching. Aldi who was upset approached lola. Aldi pinned lola's head until Lola grimaced in pain. Doris also followed lola's head.

"Kesel gua see it" Doris said.

"Gua I swear you like the cave" Rutuk lola.

"Dih amit-amit" Doris said with a look of disgust.

We laughed out loud. Shortly after that the bell rang. We walked around to attend the first ceremony of the sixth semester. There was a strange feeling when I stood up following the ceremony. That strange feeling was born from the presence of mutia that no longer existed.