Black Room

Luka

Wounds are the risk of falling in love

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The distance between happiness and sadness is just like the steps of the right and left foot, in happiness there is sadness that will soon come to harmonize. And vice versa. Happiness and sadness depend on our mindset in addressing a situation. But I don't understand what happened to me in mid-August.

On Tuesday, the bright shining sun lived the earth. The bell sign of the end of the break has rung. Me, aldi, nando and Jefri walked after spending the rest hours in the bagan tek rida.

In front of the laboratory it appears that all OT teachers are sitting in a row, except for Mr. Angga. There was also buk mutia, the young teacher who managed to make me fall in love. Buk mutia sat at the end next to buk diana. They seemed to be enjoying the demonstration of my school drumband children who were training in the field.

I walked very slowly. Like the sweeper in the cartoon dora who stepped carefully so as not to be caught stealing by sidora. I intended to joke around by surprising buk mutia who was busy fiddling with her phone. However, my steps came to a halt when I saw buk mutia replacing her bbm status with 'Ade Spd'. Buk mutia has a boyfriend? Obviously it was his girlfriend. The man's name he wrote on his BBM status.

I turned around. I was silent and unable to speak. Buk mutia already has a lover. I feel like my chest is so tight. I walk into my local. My mind feels like it is pressing on my mind.

It was so crowded when I just came in. As usual lola is always the reason why the classroom atmosphere is always excited. Lola is seen surrounded by two lovebirds, doris and nofri.

"You can't run from you frog princess" said nofri, who was besieging Lola.

"Although nofri handsome" Persuade lola with a cute face, but looks disgusting.

"Dihhh unclean"

Doris snatched lola's head from behind. Lola rubbed her head. Lola turned her back towards Doris.

"Doris is the same as princes" said Lola

Nofri kicked lola from behind. Nofri's kick was so tight that the lola bounced and fell in Doris' arms. Doris grimaced in disgust. Everyone who saw the incident laughed.

I sat with my head on the table. Lola and Doris just couldn't make me laugh. I still feel a pain with what I just found out about buk mutia. Am I jealous? Am I disappointed? I don't know. Who am I?

And that afternoon, I felt myself deeply troubled by his restless heart and erratic thoughts.