Black Room

Thursday, bring you back.

Jealousy is a comparison of feelings. A balance between happiness and sadness, between beauty and bitterness.

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The sun was shining right above my head. The light stings into the skin as me and aldi sit under a durian tree in front of my class. My locale got an idle sociology lesson. DrumBand children continue to practice in the field chasing the target so that they can win at the provincial level. I told aldi that I had broken up with Annisa. Also the news is uproar that annisa is no longer a virgin.

"Charm, who?" Ask aldi.

"That's what I don't know. He told me I wouldn't know him. But fool about it. What is clear now that the cave has broken with annisa" Sahutku porch noticed annisa who is practicing drumband in the field.

"Yes, that's better. Instead of continuing the crack" said aldi "The person who enjoys his virginity, you are told to take responsibility" he said.

I agree with aldi. With an outline, aldi's words also lead to me. But I didn't tell aldi about my virginity being snatched away by an annisa who was no longer a virgin.

DrumBand music continues to play melodious with the tone of each beat accompanied by dancers. My locale sounds noisy with some kind of chaos. The chat I and aldi have switched to discussing the lesson to be mediated.

"Where is annisa aldi?" Ask buk mutia who suddenly stood behind us. Buk diana also stood beside buk mutia. Buk diana smiled at me. Buk mutia looked at me with the corner of her eyes. I smiled at buk mutia asking about annisa. He must be insinuating me.

"That's a buk holding a pawnshop" Appoint aldi.

"Holding the pawnika of many aldi" Sahut buk mutia.

"That's a buk wearing tights" Appoint aldi again.

"Where" Buk mutia focused on following the direction of aldi's index finger. "Pretty annisa's an aldi?" Buk mutia asked.

"Lumayan" replied aldi.

I smiled at the behavior of buk mutia. I don't know what it means this afternoon. "What happened to Annisa buk?" I pretend I don't understand.

"Dikan, you are sick with my mother. I'm just as disappointed" Sahut buk diana who followed mocking me that afternoon.

I laughed when I heard the words of buk diana. I was being played by these two young teachers. "Sickness?" I said, shaking and laughing.

"Dikan make ibuk disappointed, just know whose mother is dikan" said buk mutia with a joking face. It was seen once that he made fun of his face that was holding back a smile.

"Oh, disappointed?" I said casually "Lantas what about Ade SPD?"

"Haah ade? ade mana dikan nih" asked buk mutia surprised. Her cheeks turned red. Maybe I don't think about what I'm saying.

"Yes mom's boyfriend"

"Mother doesn't have a boyfriend" Elak buk mutia.

"It's still busy" I said with a little laugh. Buk mutia looked at me with a curious expression. Maybe he was wondering where I could find out about his girlfriend. "I see it with my eyes on my own. Mom changed her bbm status with the name Ade Spd. It's there" I said pointing to the front of the lab. Footsteps were heard running and stopping near us. Doris.

I laugh. "Hud still want to avoid, what's wrong with being honest" I said in disbelief.

"Hp mother died anyway, if ngak ibuk love look to dikan" said buk mutia by showing her hp towards me.

"No need. Do what I show it" I replied.

Buk mutia pursed her lips in a flash. Then he asked aldi which one was Annisa. "Where's annisa tuh aldi?"

"Wait" Doris said "Jealous to be dating annisa" asked Doris to buk mutia.

"No, why am I jealous" replied buk mutia with a sour face. I smiled at his expression. "Laughter is yes" said buk mutia who saw me smiling.

"Well, if my mother is not jealous, what is her mother annisa" Doris said.

"It's hard to know" Sahut buk mutia.

"Yes, why do I know which one is annisa" Doris asked cornered mutia's book. I smile. Buk mutia looked at me without any ekperesi.

"Where beautiful mother compared annisa was aldi" asked buk mutia. Wait for you buk, but you're making fun of me. Gumanku's.

"That's no annisa" Sahut aldi pointed to the crowd of Drumband children who made themselves "Annisa walked the front two" continued aldi.

"There" Buk mutia was focused on the direction that aldi pointed to "Nak look the same mother" replied buk mutia.

"Annisa rusli the ten-three boy. Mom ngak know"

"Yes, I don't know. Mother rarely goes in ten three" Sahut buk mutia.

"It's hard to see Annisa. Ayok is shown" Invite me while standing.

"Remain" Sahut buk mutia.

"Tomorrow" Take me to aldi.

I, aldi, buk mutia and buk diana walked over to Annisa into the local ten-three. Not until we're in Annisa class. In front of the office, the bell rang. Buk mutia dragged buk diana into the office. While me and aldi behind the kelokal to take the bag. I was happy even though buk mutia was just making fun of me that afternoon.

"She's often annisa wan" Tanya aldi.

"Let it be in" My voice "I don't want to repeat it" I replied.

Me and Aldi took the bag and went home. Aldi came home with nando first. While I wait for Annisa in front of the canteen tek rida. Annisa walked up to me. But what I have in mind is buk mutia. The feeling I had towards buk mutia was intact since I first saw her in the office that Monday. It's also complete with the pain that he won't be able to touch.