The Mist In Arumi's Heart

The Mist In Arumi's Heart
Ends at the Lake of Memories



That afternoon, the weather was pretty clear. It seems nature provides an opportunity for the two people who have long missed each other, to be able to meet face to face in a historic place for both of them.


That day, Arumi looks very beautiful with a midi dress limited to the knee with three-quarters of an arm. He also allowed his long hair to unravel just above his left shoulder.


Standing while placing his hand on the iron border of the lake, Arumi stared at the greenish water ripples there. After which, he set his sights on the beautiful afternoon sky. His smile also spread on his joyful orange lips. "Thank you, God. You didn't rain today" said Arumi slowly. A happy hue, perfectly painted on her beautiful face.


His happiness that day grew even more, when he heard the sound of a motorbike stopping not far from him. Arumi immediately looked over.


It appeared to be someone he was waiting with anxious expectation. Moedya just took off her helmet. He also removed the black glasses he was wearing.


Arumi's gaze could not be diverted at all from the owner of the masculine face. The man who was now stepping gallantly, headed towards him.


That day, Moedya came wearing a jacket made of jeans. Still loyal to her torn pants, Moedya looks very confident, even though the man's heart is actually very chaotic. It has plunged itself into big trouble.


"Hi, Arum," Moedya said as she stood next to Arumi who was welcoming her with a loving and hopeful look. "Have you waited a long time?" Ask later. He looked back at Arumi deeply.


Moedya's heartache, when she saw the beautiful face, revealed a sweet smile to her. He wants to turn the clock around and fix everything, or even prevent all the things that are the cause of his separation with Arumi.


"It's only been about ten minutes. Today I just went to the store for a while" said Arumi slowly.


Moedya nodded as she responded to the girl's reply. He then turned his gaze to the vast lake before the two of them.


"Now it is no longer allowed to fish here. There are barriers everywhere" Moedy said with a faint smile. I don't know what he meant. Arumi doesn't care about that.


"When we parted, I never came here again. There are too many memories in this place. Memories that are very hard to forget" Arumi replied. He also glanced at the lake.


Moedya did not answer. He still seems to think. There were many things that revolved around his head and made him dizzy, especially after his conversation with Diana. It's becoming increasingly wrong.


"Thank you, Arum. You are ready to come here. I thought you would reject my invitation," Moedya still looked clumsy. It was like confusion and did not have material to be a topic of conversation with Arumi.


Yeah, of course you are. All the strands of words that he had prepared last night, in fact, had to disappear immediately swept away by the tears of Diana who felt hurt by his attitude. Moedya could no longer think clearly. After all, he was not a heartless man, even though his appearance was not as neat as Edgar or Keanu.


"What are you asking me to meet here? We just met yesterday at the store" said Arumi. He then poked his lips when he remembered the last soft kiss he had from Moedya.


"Um ... I .. I want to talk to you," replied Moedya. He took a deep breath and began to calm himself. Moedya then turned her body to Arumi.


The girl's hand. Hands with very well-groomed and smooth yellow skin. A very beautiful taut fingers and a palm that is so soft like the palm of a baby.


Moedya immediately let go of Arumi's hand. He now placed both his hands on the beautiful face, cupping her with a feeling. All the love he devoted to the owner of the beautiful face, although in the end they had to separate.


"Arum .. You are the sweetest thing I have ever had in my life. I've never felt such great love for a girl and I don't know what loyalty is. When I was with you .. I found it all. In you, in your love, in our relationship" Moedya half-whispered. While Arumi was just staring at the man. He still guessed where Moedya said he was going.


"I love you, Arum. I love you so much" Moedya clasped Arumi's fingers tightly and kissed her many times, making Arumi feel even more astonished at the former's attitude.


"I know you've been waiting for me for a long time. You always wait for me patiently. For three years I spent my days in prison. Then we get back together. However, somehow because it seems like the universe does not approve of our relationship. I don't understand why we have to get back apart and live our days in solitude" Moedya seemed unable to control himself.


"I'm so angry and hurt! A Moedya, must be hurt by a sweet girl like you. That's a really ridiculous thing for me, Arum! I can't think clearly, and I ...." Moedya did not continue her words. Without Arumi guessing, the man suddenly knelt before himself. Moedya also lowered her face.


"What are you doing? Come, stand!" Arumi lowered her body and was about to help Moedya to get up. However, he was instantly stunned when Moedya again said, "I'm sorry, Arumi! I'm sorry I can't be a good lover to you. I only have great love and feelings, but I don't know how to express them and show them to you. Please forgive me, Arum!"


Arumi was still glued to Moedya. There was another feeling he caught from the man's attitude. She, was not the Moedya that Arumi knew. The man looked very weak and helpless.


Slowly Moedya stood in front of Arumi. For a moment, he looked at the beautiful face of the former. Moedya then kissed Arumi's forehead gently and soulfully.


Haru, that was how Arumi felt back then. There was a strange sigh suddenly present in his heart. Her tears fell without her noticing.


Moedya looked back at Arumi's face once more. He wiped the tears off the girl's cheek. This time his sensitivity was broken. He knew there was still so much love in Arumi's eyes for him. The beautiful face was gently cupped back.


"Don't cry, Arum! You don't deserve to shed a tear, for a bastard like me!" Prevent Moedya. He then put his forehead on Arumi's forehead.


"I'm not a good man, honey! I'm .. not the right man for you ...."


Instantly Arumi opened both eyes that had been closed because they were too carried away. Arumi's tears came back, as Moedya removed her hand from the pretty face.


"Find your happiness, Arum! Thank you for ... our beautiful story so far," said Moedya as she walked back and away from Arumi. In the end he turned his body and passed towards his motorbike without looking back.


While Arumi, he was still fixated with feelings that were terribly broken. Pain that is not playing. The beautiful delusions that he had imagined since his arrival at the lake, all vanished and were not left. Fly with the twilight wind and sink to the bottom of the lake.


There is no love from Moedya. There was no man's warm kiss like he did yesterday. Moedya left him. He has said goodbye to Arumi's life.


One thing that made Arumi full of excitement at that moment, he saw Moedya rubbing her eyes as she passed. A Moedy crying out for love? Arumi couldn't believe it.


Then, what did Arumi himself feel after Moedya at that time? Arumi was numb. He was confused and did not know how. At that time, Arumi was only fixated on staring at the departure of Moedya from the sight of his eyes, from his life. Without tears or lamentation, Arumi simply fell silent. His love story has ended completely there, by the lake of memories.