The Mist In Arumi's Heart

Sinking With Dusk

Dusk has descended on the western horizon. The sun began to hide and draw all its rays into the contest. Soon, the night will come. However, Arumi was still standing on the edge of that lake. The lake that used to be ordinary he and Moedya came to combine love under the shade.

The twilight breeze started coming to say hello. Feels soft and so soothing. He comes and plays Arumi's long hair with all his heart. No excuse, no cue. He did what he wanted to do with the girl.

Like a destiny that has been passed. Came and went unnoticed, forgotten, then suddenly remembered and finally became a sad memory. Leaving wounds that are very difficult to treat. Keep gaping and dripping blood. Painful.

Arumi was still glued to look at the greenish water of the lake. The shadow of the twilight sky appeared there, in the ripple of its water being blown by the wind. The water seemed so calm and moving.

The more the air feels the cooler. The wind that blew was even more bone-chilling and seemed to tell Arumi to go home immediately. But the girl still wants to be there. Being alone and thinking. Calm the heart and .. no! Abstinence for an Arumi to go back to lamenting her.

It was enough to make his life like being in the middle of the ocean. Without friends, without anyone. It was enough that he wept over all his folly, his carelessness, and perhaps this was the last time he expected someone named Moedya.

Yeah, Arumi won't be looking forward to it anymore. It was enough he waited all this time, what else his wait only ended with a disappointment.

The wind blows softly. His blow presents a longing that is increasingly open and seems to rebel in Arumi's chest. Tears came back without being asked. However, Arumi immediately wiped it off, especially when she heard a small greeting approaching her.

Arumi. The man was there. The man who had caused his life to be ravaged by turmoil in solitude. The man who had made his heart filled with fog that he could not shake. Moedya, the unsettling masculine man.

Moedya approached Arumi and stood right next to the girl. The girl who was now looking at him fixedly.

"You here, Arum?" Moedya asked with a flat inclination.

"Why do I want to come here" replied Arumi slowly.

"I'm here every dusk, and I'm here until the sun goes down. I've always done it since three years ago" said Moedya. His facial expression still looks flat.

"For what?" Ask Arumi. He began to take his eyes off Moyedya. Now he prefers to look back at a bunch of water that seemed to swallow the blue sky above him.

"Seeing your shadow, Arum," answered Moedya quietly and without looking at her.

Arumi looked back at the man standing next to her. I don't know what Moedya meant to say such a thing to her.

"What do you mean, Moedya?" Arumi asked again.

Moedya then turned her gaze over. A pair of eyes with a deep look, intensely fixed on the beautiful face that had long disappeared from his sight. The girl who lives in the shadows of dusk and drowns with the depths of the night. Lost from his sight.

"What have you done to me, Arum? Why are you making my life so bad? I feel like I have lost all my strength and become weak," said Moedya still with a flat expression.

"I should have asked you that. You are so outrageous!" Reply Arumi.

"You are outrageous, Arumi!" Moedya said with a tone that was suddenly firm and made Arumi flinch.

"Your mischievous behavior has ruined everything! You don't know how much I feel hurt!" Moedya Sentak.

"I've apologized to you! I've explained it too, but you don't care about me at all!" Arumi is no less strict.

"What kind of explanation? You want to tell me if you're unconscious? Not intentionally? Or what?" Challenge Moedya. He then gripped both Arumi's arms quite hard, making the girl grimace in pain.

"Three years I lived in that shadow. I kept looking at it and it felt so hard for me to forget. You think I have no feelings, so I can take for granted everything you've done, Arumi? You are so outrageous!" Moedya again.

"I'm drunk, Moedya! I was unconscious! How many times do I have to tell you that? I didn't realize when I did it!" Arumi. The girl defended herself again.

Arumi turned her body. He folded his arms around his chest and looked at the man who now seemed to be at the peak of his anger.

"I wouldn't blame you if you were angry with me, because I deserve it. However, did you know that I also felt so hurt," Arumi again wiped her tears.

"I'm alone, Moedya. I was lonely and looked very sad. I bear a heavy burden in my heart. I was so tormented because of all this ..." isak Arumi slowly.

"Damn it!" Gerrutu Moedya's. He would not be able to vent all his anger on Arumi. In fact, he could not bear to see the girl tear up.

Threw Arumi's body into his arms. Moedya held the girl very tightly.

"I miss you, Arum. I miss you so much ..." said Moedya. "On the one hand you are my strength, but on the other you also weaken me. Again I feel powerless in the face of love, which has made me look so stupid!" Moedya continued without letting go of her embrace.

While Arumi just sculpt. He did not dare to return a hug from Moedya, despite the fact that he missed it so much.

For a few moments Moedya clutched tightly to the body as late as Arumi. The man didn't want to let go for a second. Arumi could only close her eyes.

The smell of the man's body is still the same from three years ago. The fragrance that Arumi is already very familiar with. However, it would no longer make him feel lulled. Arumi has made her decision.

Moedya's body was pushed slowly and kept away from her. Arumi does not dislike it, but he must be firm, because Moedya is no longer his.

"No, Moedya!" Reject Arumi. "Don't seduce me!"

Moedya was stunned looking at the girl. "Arum?"

"Don't come near me what else touches me!" Arumi moved backwards.

"I may not be a submissive girl. I'm a dissident and mischievous, but .. but I don't want to go back to being a traitor" Arumi said. He still gives distance between himself and Moedya.

"What do you mean, Arum?" Ask Moedya. "Is it because of Diana?"

Arumi did not answer. He just stared at the man in front of him.

"What did Diana tell you?" Ask Moedya again.

"Everything, Moedya. He has reminded me that you are no longer worthy of me to wait. No, Moedya ...." Arumi shook her head.

Moedya scrunched her forehead. "What are you waiting for me for? Aren't you with Edgar?"

Arumi shook her head firmly. "You're wrong, Moedya! I never accepted Edgar, either then or now. I never received it ..." replied Arumi slowly. After that Arumi turned her body. He soon left Moedya there and left the man in his heart.