The Malang Widow

Made up

Bucin, that's the proper name for me that can't get Deri out of my life. It was as easy as I repeatedly fell in love with a man who I had not known further only with Junior High friends and one area but honestly I had never known him before.

Deri, who had known my status and had been away from me for some reason, was now trying to get close to me again, knocking down the defenses of my heart that had been covered by it.

My morning opened the door to settle my slightly dirty contract and intended to sweep it away. I found my favorite red rose placed right in front of my newly opened contract door.

Spontaneously I was surprised and curious who the romantic who had put my favorite rose here. I picked up a fresh red rose wrapped in ornamental plastic equipped with a beautiful ribbon decoration. I breathed in the fragrant aroma that calmed my heart at that time, and I was really curious that I was made for the surprise.

"Ting" read a message from my salary.

[Roses are beautiful, like the person who receives them]. That is the content of the message that apparently Derilah who has given me the rose this morning.

This time it seemed like the fade had already been whipped inside my heart that had initially had to try to reject that Deri. Now I began to be lulled by the real romantics he had made.

[Thank you for the roses, how do you know I like roses?]. I asked her to reply to her chatt without hesitation to stay away from him.

[Tau dong, because you are beautiful like a rose, so I love you as well as you are beautiful. Btw what shift are you doing today?]. The contents of the chattnya that came back seduced me and instantly made my body jump in excitement.

[I'm the day shift]. My reply

[Yes already ati-ati leave, I'll be picked up tonight]. Close the chattnya that he was at work at the time.

Today my steps were visible with a sparkling face towards my workplace. My cheeks that blush throughout the journey accompanied by my smile that feels so excited can't wait for tonight picked up by Deri.

I don't know why I'm so beautiful it's like holding back the long long-cherished long-time miss for him because I haven't experienced being picked up by him since that incident.

In my workplace, I unceasingly look at the clock in my hand on the sidelines of my busy work activities. I want my time to hurry up to meet with Deri to enjoy the night with him even if it's just picked up and then delivered back to my contract.

Finally the night that awaited arrived where I came home from work and waited for Deri in front of the gate of the hospital where I worked. I saw Deri who usually had been waiting there but currently there was no nose.

"Where he is, don't you pick me up" I muttered in a disappointed heart.

"Wait long, dear? sorry late, my tires leaked" he said suddenly from a direction that was not noticed until a little idle me.

"Hmmm, kirain won't pick me up" I replied a little sniffly.

"No my dear dong, I should have waited for you from here, but I have to name the tires first, so it's late, let's go up". Obviously while taking me immediately on the bike.

"Why are you calling me baby?" ask me in his bonds that turned out not to go in the direction of my contract.

"Can't I just call someone I like affectionately?" while grabbing my hand to hold her waist to be closer on her back that fragrant perfume makes me so makim in love.

"But I'm not your girlfriend?" reply me with a little wonder but delight and try to clench her back gently.

His smile broadened our way to the place he had apparently prepared for both of us.

Flicked the motor and immediately took my hand to get off the bike. Looks like a starry hill is the chosen location for me tonight. It was so romantic that night, plus my feelings for Deri that were blooming like my name.

"Why did you bring me here?" I asked while looking around that seemed lonely on the hill, only the two of us were now looking at each other.

"Have you not answered my question on the bike yet?" I asked to return the look on his face.

"Which question?" ask her with a smile that melts the lava of my soul.

"When are we going out and making you call me baby?" I just kind of blushed a little embarrassed.

"You're not my boyfriend" he replied with a mocking smile.

"Want to?" much disappointed.

"Yes, not a girlfriend, but a future wife" he said getting closer to his body that almost hugged each other.

My heart that was beating so fast was no longer able to look at his face. His hand gently caressed my cheek which had since lowered its head in embarrassment.

"So?" my short question is still in my submission.

"Yes, from tonight on you belong to me, will you?" ask him who holds my shoulder.

Without any further defense I nodded in agreement.

Threw my chin that had not been seen from him since because I kept my head down. The look on his face that was getting closer to mine made me even more nervous and finally closed my eyes anxiously.

A sweet kiss landed on my forehead which instantly made all my body soul shake wanting to shout happily at that moment. I really miss the caress of a man with great romance now I have got to a Deri whose night is mine.

Warm embrace he gave to my slim body. Instantly I welcomed his embrace by holding my hand on his body with full soul vibration that I never got from a Bagas even though he had become his wife.

The night is getting colder and foggy, fade the sprinkling of stars that have accompanied our warm embrace that we do not want to let go of just like that.

My breath that began to tight because he was so tightly hugging me was finally I tried to rewind a little. But I didn't think Deri was getting her body back to me with a hug that made me not want to escape.

"Deri, do you really love me? am I not worthy of you? honestly I'm not entirely sure about you if you really love me?" askaku who somehow suddenly hesitated to remember about my status which has been lulled with romance since.

"I'm sincere with you, please don't discuss your status issues again, I accept you as you are" he said reassuring me who then hugged me warmly again.

"I just want you, trust me, I'm not going to be away from you anymore". Again he convinced me that made my heart now have no doubt about him.

Instantly he took off his hug, and looked at my face which was still in his embrace. I grabbed my hand and then put it on his shoulder. Called my cheek while looking at my face, and his face looks closer to me so that not far away it wants to kiss my lips that have been waving wanted to be kissed but not brave.

Immediately I turned my face away, and I took my hand off his shoulder. I turned my back to her body in shame.

"Yes, it's late, you must also be tired of coming home from work, yuk I anter you to contract". He offered with a face that did not look so disappointed because I refused to kiss his lips to me.

I immediately got on the bike with a swift. This time without her grabbing my hand, I immediately hugged her from behind so fondly. The distance that is not too far makes my journey so short. I want to be with each other as if I don't want to be out of it.

"Basar Bucin is stupid" I murmured inwardly but unmoved still dissolved in the cradle of my love for the deepening Deri.