The Malang Widow

Lani Consultation

"Eh jeng, the Deri has been a long time widower, do not want to marry again??". Asked one of Deri's neighbors who was gathered with his mother to gather vegetable makers on the side of the road.

"Well... Where anyone wants to... Her work is unclear... In this day and age, where there are women who want the same widower and not established anymore... Ow hell...". Sahut one of the mothers berkaster motifs thick lipstick flowers while reddening her lips.

"Nak yes... This is all because my ex-man who made my son so stressed, finally fired him from his work... The former manku base is indeed outrageous behavior, making my son dizzy... How not to be distracted by his work....!". Teri's mother's heartily and no less frenetic.

"Here's this sampean jeng... Jing... I was already horrified by the talk of my brother who is my neighbor with Mbak Lani, his ex-girlfriend Deri, right?? He ngaku kog if he ever cheated with Deri and make Mbak Bunga ask for divorce...!!". Said one of the middle-aged women whose hair was starting to whiten.

"Huu... Huu.... ". Cheers at the same time some of the vegetable buyers' mothers.

"Salahin Mbak Bunga... The Flower Mother is good...". Said the mother with thick lipstick earlier while sorting out some vegetables.

At once his mother ran towards the door of his house and entered by banging the door of his living room violently.

"Jebrett...!!!!". The sound of the door was heard screaming at the ears of his house at that time.

Deri who heard that only scrunched her forehead in wonder. But not much did he do to just know what happened to his mother. He continued to read books in his room.

"Assalamu'alaikum...?". Before long my greeting voice sounded from behind the door of his living room.

"Goddessalam...!". Her mother's voice was Deri with a still upset tone.

My feelings were getting messy before he opened the door for me. My body trembled, hugging Umar and Shanum before the worn and porous door.

"Kink...". The door sounds opened. The figure of my former mother-in-law is now standing in front of me looking at me sharply.

"Pain you come here...?!!". Asked himself with his widened and sadistic eyes. Although he had looked at Umar who was beside me twisting my clothes staring fearfully at his attitude, it did not seem to touch his heart which I initially assumed he missed his grandson.

"Emmmmm.... I'd like to see Deri mak... May??". I asked in a nervous and downcast tone.

"Why what?? Want to bother my son again to be more stressed...!!!". Ask her again with a more subtle tone.

At once Deri closed the book he was reading in his room because he heard the conversation between me and his mother who quite raised his ears and curiosity was made. He immediately ran towards the living room.

"flower???!". His voice looked at me with a sharp glare.

I looked at her face and waited silently for her mother to leave from before me.

"Yumar...". Deri's voice weakened which instantly grabbed Umar's body and swarmed several warm kisses at him.

My mother finally went to see this.

"How are you doing, Bunga?" Teri asked as she then took Shanum from my arms.

"Alhamdulillah good...". My answer was brief as I stretched out my hand moving Shanum into his hand.

"I'm sorry......". His words were so heavy as if he could no longer continue with those words.

"Yes, I understand how you are... I'm just here to tell you something...". My heart in a flat tone.

"What news?". Deri asked as he stroked Shanum and squatted down next to Umar to get close to him.

"Uwais's sick... He has a deep longing for you... Until he got carried away in his sleep... Please look at him to treat his longing...". My love for him.

"Astaghfirulloh's chat.... I'm sorry...". Said Deri while sobbing.

"Already, my time is not much, I leave Uwais to the nurse to pick you up here... Now come with me...!". My call for her to hurry up to follow me.

"Well, as fast as I take my clothes first...". He said as he rushed to his room and took some clothes that he put on his favorite mountain bag.

I also nodded in agreement. I'll hand him my car keys soon. We drove shortly to the hospital. In the course of my eyes began to be uncompromised. So long I held back the sleepiness I finally fell asleep with Shanum holding position on my lap.

Deri looked at me with a pity look. She felt so guilty about her helpless self. But immediately he tried to joke with Umar to melt the atmosphere while releasing longing because long time did not play together.

Umar's face looked still stiff with the presence of Deri. Unlike Uwais, he when abandoned his feelings have not been as sweet as Uwais who is older than him. For him the departure of his father can be forgotten for a long time by itself, and no need to make him tormented inner like Uwais who longer knows the figure of his father.

Arriving at the hospital, Deri did not dare to wake me up. He let me sleep in the car. Slowly he took Shanum who was also asleep in my lap so as not to wake me up. He looked at my face with a seyumnya that seemed to release his longing for me. His hand moved as if he was imagining stroking my face gently without a touch.

Then he immediately went with the children to the room where Uwais was treated.

Arriving there appeared the Uwais lying weakly on his bed. His steps quickly towards Uwais. Threw his hand and immediately he kissed while sobbing longing.

"Pig... Abi's coming??". Said Uwais who began to open his eyes slowly due to feeling the squeeze of his fingers by Deri.

"Yes son... Abi has come.... Uwais is healed... Don't be sick anymore...". His words in a soft tone.

"But abi has to promise... Abi jangn left again...". Speak Uwais with his tone still weak.

"Yes dear... Abi promise...". Sahut Deri while peeling his forehead whose temperature began to subside.

*****

Astarghfirulloh... I overslept... Didn't Deri wake me up?? My murmurs were just starting to open my eyes and squirm.

Instantly I went home to take my labtop so that I could while doing my duty in the hospital. At the same time, I visited some of my employees who served at my Baby Spa Clinic.

Although this morning I had given the instructions for the task I sent through the green message, but my heart was still moved to make sure that they worked well even without me.

After making sure everything was in order, not long after, I immediately returned to the hospital to see the state of my children.

"I'm sorry I was a long time ago when I went to the house to take the labtop, there was a job as a moderator of women's health consultations that I had to serve...". I said the one who just entered the hospital room.

"Yes... Please focus on your cooperation... Let the kids this time take care of me... But don't forget to get tired of rest...". Said Deri attentively.

Soon I sat on the couch and opened my labtop. I carefully began to open a consultation service involving several obstetricians in Kotaku.

As a moderator, I facilitated some of the questions about women's health that went into my email. On the sidelines of my work, sometimes I look at Deri and children who are busy joking. So did Uwais who looked very happy with the presence of Deri at his side.

My heart calmed down for a moment to take them off temporarily. Umar who was awkward also began to get back to familiar with Deri. Likewise with little Shanum who is not fussy in the deck of Deri.

I let them give up longing, while replying one by one to the messages that came into my email.

Suddenly my net was fixed on one of the messages whose profile picture looked like Lani's figure. I looked at the photo carefully. And it's true that the account was Lani's who sent me a message that she herself probably didn't know it was me. Because my name as a moderator is not listed on the application. Only the names of some doctors who answered the customer's questions were plastered there.

I slowly opened the message from him. I looked carefully at every sentence he wrote in the email.

Good morning doc, my name is 35-year-old Lani. I want to tell you about my history before I decide to consult this application. At the beginning of my marriage with my husband had an affair with my ex-lover first. The result of the affair turned out to be pregnant with me, although not known by my affair, because I hunted back to my husband.

"Deg....". My heart was racing staring at the writing. I swallowed my saliva forcibly so that I could still reread the message from Lani who actually re-inched the wound in my heart. Moreover he mentioned her pregnancy with Deri certainly.

"Huf.....". I pull my breath as long as I can. My trembling hand tried to open my labtop screen so I could read the continuation of the message from the woman who had damaged my household.

*At the request of the husband and the consent of both of us, we finally decided to abort the content. We want to continue our marriage in peace. But it is unexpected the impact from after that, until now we have not been blessed with offspring. Our marriage is now in its 8th year. We have various ways of getting pregnant. Starting from insemination, until the baby tube is quite draining of the cost, but it does not produce results. The last result of checking, I was declared to have myoma and suspected malignancy. I'm so afraid doc, is this going to make my uterus even more hopeless to get pregnant?? I was already planning surgery later this month, but the doctor who treated me said it was the worst possibility that my uterus would be removed. Is that really doc?? If true, then extinct is my hope to get pregnant??

Response please. Thanks*.

That's the content of Lani's message that I've read since made me stunned to listen to every sentence.