The Malang Widow

Arriving at Mother's House

"I'm sorry....Der...I mean I want us to move out of here looking for a more comfortable place, which is a bit spacious...." Lani told Deri who was about to walk away.

"Yes I know, before I also intend to take you away from here... But not now." he said as he pulled his suitcase.

"Eeehh.... Yes, I understand.... Yes, that's why I asked for allotment of shopping money just for my needs." said Lani while putting her hands on Deri.

"Lani's...I can't give money to you right now... I again need money for the cost of the Flower bill to Lampung...."

"But I'm your wife, I'm entitled to a living....!" he said with a high tone.

"It...I can only love that much for you." said Deri as he put money out of his wallet.

"Kog's just this? Is this your salary at the office?"

"Take Lani....Flowers are also usually I give that ration... That's the remaining money I've paid for two, half to send in my college tuition, the other half I still share two more for me the same interest...."

"Huh???" lani said gawking with astonished feelings.

Deri let out a long sigh, before he finally stepped away towards Ferdi's house.

He soon arrived at Ferdi's house.

"Plac!!!" The blow landed on Deri's cheek from Ferdi's hand after hearing his words.

"Basic is not sane!!! I don't know if the cave wants to say anything else... How darn it to be this elu guy Deri...Deris.... As such cave gajaknya yes, do not have a cave nyelihin bini cave, let alone there is already a child gini, lah elo...Shrimp look pretentious, uh even ****** same wife person...!!"

"That's Fer...The cave is also confused with its own cave." replied Deri while holding his cheek which had just hit Ferdi slap.

"Denger to Der...Gua sure cheek elo that cave slap pain is not comparable that Rasain Flower now!!!"

"Yes the cave...."

"Either what is in the mind of elo cave is not out of thought.... Elo can be as good as Lani.... What happy flowers are not??? I think your in-laws are really good, it's all bought... Kufur favors elo....!!!" Ferdi continues to hit slurs on Deri nonstop.

"The happy cave with flowers... Even very happy... Weepy... Cave is obsessed with virginity." said Deri with a slightly embarrassed face.

"What??? Truly***** elo....!! Virgin alike no what difference??? Huh uh?? You want virginity that only enjoyed 5 minutes doang, but elo lose a family that has been awake??? Cunein!!!"

"Tau Fer's... Khilaf cave..."

"Hmmm... Males cave, I don't know what else to say elo..huft.... Stir the Flowers now!!!"

"Yes that's him... The cave cannot be now... Gua was punished by the boss because of his permit and late.... There are also no fees, the cave money has been asked Lani...."

"Hmmm... Gua's worried about the flower hunting suit..." Said Ferdi whose face looked like he was thinking hard.

"okay...Okey...Weekand elo can go to Lampung? take the plane to cepet...Go home from work and leave immediately.... About the cost so that the cave is responsible." said Ferdi trying to provide a solution.

"It could be... Hopefully, the next three days Bunga has not yet reached the Religious Court... And I still wish I could continue with Flowers again..."

"But inget yes.... If the flower can return to the elo, do not get to be elo again related to Lani... If that happens, the end of our friendship.... Cave disgusted to know have a friend cheating..."

"Sana elo bring your suitcase to the room, elo nginep here until bosen can, as long as you do not nginep again the same as the *****....!"

"Yourf...." The sound of Deri's long breath. He could not say much when Ferdi was angry with him, because he was aware of his mistake.

*****

Late at midnight, I finally arrived at my mother's house.

"Assalamu'alaikum." I said as I knocked on the door. Several times I knocked there was no answer. My mother probably got late in her sleep.

For a moment Umar cried quite loudly. His loud voice made my mother wake up and immediately opened the door of her house.

"Oh God of Flowers??? Kog you came to malem-malem gini....?? Where's deri???" Ask my mom who looks left-right there's no Deri next to us.

I welcome his hand and I kiss the takzim. I could not hug because I was still holding Umar who was crying.

"Mom please Uwais sleep in the car..." That was my only sentence as I immediately put Umar to sleep in my room.

Mom immediately helped me bring Uwais inside and put him to bed. His face seemed to be hunching that me and Deri were going on.

"Tomorrow, ma'am, let's talk... Now I want my wife to be so tired...." I said, lying down between Uwais and Umar.

I fell asleep with my deep wounds and emotions. I was tired of taking off a moment of my anger that had peaked since. My mother looked at me from the front door of my room. His net glazed over looking at the three of us who were lying full of lethargy.

At dawn my mother woke me up to perform the Fajr Prayer. My body was still tired, I was strong enough to step even with a stagger. Shortly after, my mother began to interrogate me.

"I want to get divorced for Deri ma'am." I told my mom who was preparing breakfast.

"Astaghfirulloh's chat.... Are you sure about the flowers?? Has your decision been unanimous in taking divorce steps for the second time?? Is there no other way?? What do people say, son... if you come back???" My mother's words were so shocked.

"Deri cheated ma'am... I can't be treated like this.... Let me be a single parent... No matter what people say...." I don't know what else to say and wish my mother would understand.

"Yes Allah....Why can Deri be so.." Mother's voice weakened, as if not believing the circumstances that have occurred.

"Toy....Hoek..." Suddenly I felt my stomach so nauseous. Cold sweat started coming out from all over my body. Instantly my head was spinning and my eyes were twitching.

"Flower....You why??? You must have caught a cold... The sauce must be you... Already there rest, let Umar same Uwais mother who takes care of.

Spontaneously I ran to the bathroom. My nausea grew more and more as if my stomach contents should I vomit all at that time.

"Toy....Hoek..." The sound of my vomiting was constantly heard causing anxiety between me and my mother.

Before long he took eucalyptus oil for it to spread all over my body. Then I lay my body on the bed to get rid of my navel.

Uwais and Umar's voices were heard waking up. I let them be with my mom. Besides being tired, maybe my mom misses her granddaughter who hasn't seen her in a long time.

Before long my eyes were closed withstanding the nausea of my stomach which I did not have time to think what caused it.