The Malang Widow

Pretend Happy

I slowly opened the bathroom door. Without looking at Deri's disgusting face, I rushed towards Uwais.

"Precious quais....Let's eat the biscuits first...." I said as I grabbed the plastic bag in Deri's hand without looking at his face.

I put a face as excited as possible in front of Uwais. I sucked one by one the biscuits into Uwais' mouth gently. Even though my heart feels awkward, my happy smile is always thrown to make himself eager to eat.

"Honey....If you're tired, you rest first, let me change the nyuapin Uwais.." the sentence tried to prevent me from continuing to feed Uwais.

"No....Let me take care of Uwais, I'm used to kog.." I replied a little sniffly. I wish I had claws on his face that always pretended to be gentle with me. But as hard as I can try to dampen my emotions, even though my heart is fighting hard.

"Permy....Uwais had finished his meal, already full.." said Uwais who began to refuse me a bribe.

"A little more, baby, let's sleep well....Yuk sip again...Aaa...Aaam....?" Persuade him.

"Udah Umi yes....Uwais is full of kog...."

"Yes already....Now Uwais bobok yes, let it heal tomorrow." said I who did not forget to kiss his forehead.

"Yes Umi..... Abi....Uwais bobok first yes....Abi same Umi don't forget bobok ya..." The words before closing his eyes.

Me and Deri nodded their heads at him. At once Deri grabbed the dress that I put back on the bed like before. He didn't seem to know that I had smelled the lies he was doing behind my back.

I deliberately held back my anger so that there would be no quarrel in this hospital. Not to mention this will add to the pain of my two children when they witness this.

So after Uwais closed my eyes, I also seemed to fall asleep side by side with Umar who happened to be awake at that time asking for breast-feeding.

I pretended to close my eyes because I was so disgusted to look at the face of Deri who had been standing next to us. His face that seemed to be cluttered was that there was no friend he could talk to.

Soon, he finally fell asleep in the waiting chair. I opened my eyes to peek at his movements. Seeing her sleeping, I wanted to smash her face with the bottle on the table.

Istighfarku continued to muffle the demon who possessed me to avenge his actions.

****

The next day, the doctor visits the state of Uwais and Umar. Relieved that his condition began to improve and showed rapid development.

"Deri....Please take care of Uwais and Umar for a moment, I want to go home first change clothes and wash some clothes Uwais and Umar who yesterday was vomited.." I said with a flat face.

"Yes dear...."Are you tired, right? Kog looks like a jutek? If you want to rest at home first is not what kog, today I have permission to leave with the boss...You just slept at home, who knows here was not good...." The words try to give me attention.

"Where's the car key, I'll take it first... Are you no longer busy at the office? Kog can take all leave?" I said while taking the key from his hand and still not strong to look at his face.

"It's urgent, baby...I told the boss that our son was both in the hospital....Thank God my boss understands...." The answer made me mutter the bullite....Ih..hufth....

"Okay, I'm saying goodbye" I said as I passed.

"Eh baby....Forget the greeting.." Prevent Deri before I leave.

"Oh yeah....Assalamu'alaikum" I said in a flat tone and there was no tenderness to her let alone kissing her hand as I often do as usual if I was about to leave.

"Milkahmur"

Not long after that, the dress sounded. Lani's name appears on the glass screen of her phone. Instantly he turns off his phone and tries to ignore it again, although Lani keeps calling him a few times.

While I got home, I called some coolies to clean my furniture. Some of my clothes and my two children started I took a prick and I put them in a suitcase. Likewise with all the clothes of Deri, all I have prepared into a suitcase with complete.

I called Riyanti my kajiyan friend, some of the furniture I gave her to donate to people in need. Some of them I share free of charge with my neighbors. Because I can't possibly pack all the gear in my house.

Of course too much and troublesome later.After all I finish, I put all my equipment and my two children into the car. Some heavy equipment, I have been packaged through transportation services to my hometown.

Deri's suitcase and equipment I left lying in front of the door that I've written a piece of paper that the building was for sale.

After everything was done, I went back to the hospital.

"This is your motor key...." I said as I handed the key to Deri.

"Kog Dateng didn't say anything?" said me.

"Oh....Yes, it was in a hurry...Worrying about the situation Uwais and Umar." I said that immediately approached the two children.

"So why are my motorcycle keys brought all the way here?" ask yourself a little wonder.

"No, because the car is the same as me, I need a hero, if I bring a motor I am tired... So your motorcycle was delivered by a neighbor here, so later if you want to go out using a motorbike...." My words explained to him.

"Oh....Yes, no, papa...."

Suddenly, his face trembled again. His face was so nervous when he found Lani's name on the screen.

"Thank dong....Who knows it's important." I said a little cynical by holding both my hands in my stomach.

"This is from the office, there must be a problem....For a moment, I pick up the phone first." he said as he passed out of the room.

My lips just smiled wryly. Rona my face was very jutek and seemed to grumble at the shrewdness of his acting.

Hmmm lying teros..... I murmured in my heart with a tone of war.

****

While Deri was outside the room Deri answered the phone from Lani in the corner of the room.

"Honey....Where are you going?? We just got married already left....???" lani said on her phone.

"Yes, you know,...My two children are in the hospital, I can't go anywhere...."

"So when did you take me to my hostel??"

"Yes, wait for my son to get out of the hospital tomorrow?"

"Hmmm yes...See you tomorrow....Emmuach..." The words closed the conversation between the two of them.

I who was peeking behind the door of the room was very disgusted to see the expression of Deri who was talking on the phone.