The Malang Widow

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This morning, I don't make breakfast for Deri every day. Sometimes he cooks for himself, but sometimes he buys breakfast outside.

At first he somewhat objected because he was used to eating my cooking at breakfast, but because of the circumstances for a long time he was accustomed.Some times Deri offered me to use the services of ART. But our economic conditions do not seem to be enough for that, while the needs of Uwais and Umar increase from day to day.

The income from my snack online business also somewhat decreased turnover because I was busy taking care of my two babies. While Deri's salary almost all sent for his sister's tuition in Yogya.

"Darling... You're clean, right?" asked Deri as I was washing some of Umar's diapers.

"Yes clean, I've washed it.." I showed off the diaper I was washing.

"Ih. That's not what I mean, baby." she said as she approached me and hugged me from behind.

"What is clean? I'm going to bathe." I said continuing my activities.

"Yes, that's the blood has stopped its belly.." he said, scratching his head shyly.

"Ehmmm, why?"

"I miss yank." said he was spoiled.

"Heheheheh yes. lapan kog" I smiled at him.

"Alhamdulillah... mean later malem can dong?" sanya happy.

"Can what?" I said taunting.

"Ih....uh right... pretend you don't mean??" he started to get annoyed.

"Yes.iya..my dear husband... I also do not want to do the same with God.." I said gently while moving the handle of the mop cloth to the floor cleaning my laundry water.

"Well.that's dong...."

"Hmmm"

"Eh but have you taken the Pill?"

"Udah... just calm down.."my answer was reassuring.

"OK..later malem get ready ya.." he said excitedly while sipping a cup of coffee made.

"Dear, what is Uwais' fate? are we being honest with our family if he is." I thought for a moment.

"Don't you first love, this is not easy, we must think carefully..kasian Uwais if you have to know from the beginning, better later when he is already an adult..." deri's words to me.

"Yes, yeah, we'll think about it sometime.

"Dad..yeah I have left first yes..you do not be sapped.... Assalamu'alaikum" said Deri did not forget to give me a kiss on my forehead.

"Goddessalam".

Before long he departed, I hurried to start my duties. Starting from bathing my two babies, breastfeeding, feeding Uwasi, until they really sleep.

Sometimes a sense of tiredness appears on the sidelines of my activities. But immediately vanished when staring at their faces are so handsome-looking. Moreover, Uwais whose behavior began to be funny.

I often forget to take a shower and forget to eat. Because several times Umar woke up asking for breastfeeding. While Uwais is just starting to run needs close supervision so that nothing dangerous happens.

After a long day of my work, Deri returned home. As usual, I prepared a meal on the table. While carrying Umar, I accompanied Deri who was eating, while Uwais was on the floor mattress in front of the TV was playing.

"Yank... I miss cooking the old you.." said Deri when eating my cooking.

"Yes.. cook the old you. which tastes like a restaurant..."

"Oh... So the max of cooking me now is not good huh?" tanyaku.

"It's not so dear.. It's still delicious kog, but you must cook it in a hurry, so sometimes less salt is just as less sugar...."

I just fell silent. I realized since I was too busy with my two children, my cooking time was getting narrower, so I cooked more often simple, fast and sometimes less seasoning because it was often disturbed by the cries of Umar or Uwais.

"Not what kog dear..but this is delicious kog.." the sentence tried to calm me who looks lethargic.

"Yes.. later I try to fix as much as I can.." I said weakly.

"Doain me yes let naek department.. let his salary go up, later I will find a maid so as not to be soybean.." he said again.

"He em's... God willing..."

The night has arrived. The moment that Teri was waiting for after the agreement this morning arrived. Unfortunately I fell asleep first. I felt very tired and sleepless, because all day I accompanied my two children. The Uwais who is still active pray to and fro, and Umar who cried several times to be slammed.

"Honey.." whispered Deri trying to wake me up as usual when she wanted to ask me to make love but I was asleep. But I haven't woken up.

"Darling.." whispered him again as he rubbed my head gently.

I slowly woke up and opened my eyes, although it was still very heavy.

"You're ready first let's not sleepy." he said telling me to wash my face.

"Hiiiya.." I said as I yawned and was still lethargic.

I started to get out of my bed and did some squirming movements to recover my strength.

Shortly after I washed my face, we started the romance. But just as Deri started making fun of me, Umar suddenly cried.

Soon I approached her and I checked her wet diaper. It turned out to be Umar pup, and I had to clean it first so that he would be comfortable again.

Eventually Deri had to let go of holding her shoulder while waiting for me to finish. After everything was sorted out, we began to continue our event which had been delayed. But who would have thought, Umar again cried, this time he asked for breastfeeding.

Immediately I carried her while breastfeeding her. Long time he suckled my eyes began to fall heavy. It looks like Deri who has been getting tired of waiting for me is now asleep.

I who had finished breastfeeding Umar could not wake him. I finally slept next to him, considering that my eyes were also very heavy. The fatigue and drowsiness flail into one, making me unable to compromise to continue making love with Deri.

Moments after I fell asleep, apparently Deri woke up. He seemed to want to continue the romance he had long been waiting for after I gave birth to Umar yesterday. But seeing my face that was already sound and looked so tired, he finally could not wake me up.

Finally that night we both fell asleep and forgot our agreement this morning.

In the morning when we woke up to perform the Fajr Prayer, he looked disappointed, but he tried to understand the situation. We finally planned the next schedule, hoping that this time would not fail again.

"I'm sorry dear.. I can't follow your will.." I said shortly after the morning prayer and was tidying up my face.

"Yes, that's okay." said Deri while watching Uwais and Umar who were sleeping.

"Ssttt... mumpung they are sleeping... yuk.." said Deri while glancing at our two children.

"But.." I said that then he was impatiently gripping my hair began to kiss my lips with a violent smile.

Finally we managed to have a delayed romance. Meanwhile, Deri was nervous, because he was late to the office.