The Love of the Sinner

No need to work hard

Aldiano would be completely unthinkable and only understood if what was revealed by his father really made him very pretentious.

He is indeed the rightful husband of the woman who is currently in front of him, but realizes if he has a dark past that does not even know whether he has recovered from his madness or not.

Being an abnormal man who likes same sex and now the father says to impregnate a woman, so that makes him not know what to comment on.

He was even at this time confused to answer how, so he could only round his eyes because he was very surprised by what the father had just said.

Bambang Priambodo feels that now is the time for his son to prove he has realized the mistakes of the past. That it is no longer a sin as it used to love the same sex.

"Why? Didn't you realize now that your actions were wrong and now you're trying to be a good man? So what's wrong with starting now?"

Why wait any longer if you can now prove that you really want to change to the right path? Do you know what marriage means is worship? So, which favor do you deny if something halal is worship and get reward." He was currently holding tightly onto his son's shoulders, and directing a sharp gaze.

Wishing his son to realize that what was just said is true and is the way to return to Him. "Everything will be fine if you prove that you have returned to the way of God."

"You know that not giving a living to a wife is sinful. While the living for the wife there are two, namely the material and inner living that you must fulfill."

"Papa does not need to explain in detail because you have been to school and definitely know." Bambang Priambodo even now turned to staring at his daughter-in-law to ask for an opinion.

He actually did not want to corner his daughter-in-law who had been very good, but thought if this was a way to make them have an inner bond between married couples, but thought if this was a way to make them have an inner bond between husband and wife, hope it will end up being a good thing.

"Daughter, you agree with Papa's request, right? You're willing to conceive the successor to the Priambodo family, right?" He was even currently grabbing the palm of his daughter-in-law.

As if to hear the yes answer from his favorite daughter-in-law who looks confused at this time. He even thought that something that happened today was God's way to unite the Son and his son-in-law, so he could think of an idea to confess if the Princess was pregnant.

He is even thinking now that what he hopes to achieve, will feel very grateful because his happiness is complete.

"How, Aldiano? Why just shut up and not say yes? Think of the reward of keeping the commandments of God and it will take away your sins." He actually felt very angry at his son who seemed hesitant just to say yes.

Even when turning to his son-in-law was the same as just being quiet and not opening a word, making him feel confused to convince his Son and daughter-in-law to unite as a normal married couple.

Meanwhile, the current Princess was speechless and chose to go to the toilet because she wanted to wash her face. He even felt increasingly dizzy, so he could not answer the words of his father-in-law who he himself did not know how to express.

Meanwhile, Aldiano, who had just been silent staring at the silhouette of the woman who had just entered the bathroom, now again heard a voice from his father that seemed to persuade him to say yes immediately.

"Aldiano, are you still hesitant to return to the way of God? Didn't you say you wanted to wash away your sins by being a good man? Now is the time to prove it by your deeds." He is still confused as to how to convince his son.

He did not know if his son had an interest in the Princess who was a woman. Moreover, during this time his son was much more interested in being in a relationship with a man and he knew if it was just one man and never changed.

'Had my son known that doing that would have been far more enjoyable with an opposite sex than same sex. How should I explain if such a thing is very taboo to talk about, ' muttered Bambang Priambodo who is currently still waiting for his son to open his voice.

On the other hand, Aldiano was actually from there thinking about whether he could do it because it had been related to the same sex. He also thought whether the Princess would accept him or you were disgusted by him.

It made him feel like a man who was inappropriate for a woman as good as the Princess. It was not a problem that he was disgusted to approach the Princess because he now realized that she was much better than any other woman he had ever met.

However, at this time he was confused to explain to the father who might not be able to understand what he felt. Until he was currently staring at the middle-aged man filled with hope in him.

"Pa, I can't decide because it looks like I have to speak four eyes with the Princess. So, let me discuss this matter with the Princess first. Papa just come out so I can talk to the Princess" said Aldiano, who is waiting for the Princess to come out of the bathroom.

He believes if the Princess feels the same way, which is to feel confused to explain and maybe while talking together can reveal what is really felt.

However, it had to speak four eyes and that was what he was thinking at the moment. He currently feels that the Princess should speak honestly to him without having to have a father who might make him uncomfortable, so the thought of speaking four eyes is much better.

Bambang Priambodo is currently justifying the words of his son, so he currently feels if time is needed by them and he wants to give it without forcing.

"alright. Then, Papa went to the cafeteria first to buy coffee as well as food. Surely the Princess hasn't eaten either, has she?" As he had just closed his mouth, he immediately saw his son round his eyes.

"Yes, Pa. He hasn't eaten anything and I didn't even tell him to eat. Buy him food" said Aldiano, who happened to see the Princess coming out of the bathroom.

"Daughter, you haven't eaten yet?" Bambang Priambodo walked up to his son-in-law and tried to check his forehead for a fever.

"I'm not hungry, Pa. That's why I don't eat. When you feel hungry, you will go to the cafeteria. So, take it easy," the Princess' son who was currently intending to apply his body on the sofa.

However, he did not do so because he was told by his in-laws to accompany Aldiano.

"Let Papa go to the cafeteria, you better talk about what Papa said." Then he walked towards the exit and let his son and son-in-law speak four eyes as requested.

Now, the treatment room was filled with silence because the two people who were there seemed busy with their thoughts.

Until Aldiano's baritone voice broke the silence between them.

Comehere! I want to talk to you!" said Aldiano who currently thinks that he needs answers from the Princess.

Understanding what Aldiano was trying to talk about because he had heard the man talking to his father, he now walked over and landed his body on the chair to the left of the treatment bed.

Not because he was embarrassed to discuss the problem of husband and wife because he was not a teenager who had just fallen in love or just had intercourse. However, he did not know what the man before him looked like.

She was washing her face in the bathroom and staring at her reflection in the mirror, thinking that she was indeed Aldiano's wife and that it was his duty to serve her husband, so think it is impossible to refuse if the man wants it.

Only, he thought that if Aldiano was disgusted at him and preferred the same sex, so that made him feel confused about what to comment when his in-laws asked.

"I want to talk about what Papa said earlier." Aldiano who did not want to beat around the bush because he was curious about what was on the Princess' mind about him.

"Yes," said the Princess briefly as she stared at the man who seemed hesitant to start the conversation.

Aldiano, who had never been close to a single woman, was confused to explain how. He even felt that the princess was much more experienced than him and might be able to help him to discuss the words of the father.

"Aren't you going to talk about it first?"

"What discuss?" The current princess was completely confused as to how because honestly she was only this first time close to an abnormal man.

Aldiano is currently scratching his nape which is not itchy and confused to begin with. Until he felt annoyed because the Princess was like pretending not to know their discussion.

"You're not a plain girl who doesn't know anything about what Papa asked for, right? Why ask what." He snatches upset because he thinks that the current Princess is reluctant to discuss the issue of pregnancy.

Until he immediately bearded in shock when the Princess spoke in a loud voice that made him confused to answer.

"Yes, I know that Papa's talking about pregnancy, right? But how am I supposed to get pregnant if you're just disgusted at me? Didn't you like men all this time? So, how could you possibly insult me? So, now what are we going to talk about? About you being disgusted at me, or not being able to haunt me?"

The princess felt furious because she was ridiculed, so she immediately asked many questions that had danced in her head because she herself was also confused by the man's thoughts.

Aldiano, who had thought that Princess would be disgusted by him because he liked the same sex, now felt like he had just gotten an answer to his question.

"You misunderstood me?"

"Misunderstand me?" Again the Princess made the earth confused with the attitude of Aldiano who according to him is less alert in any case. "What did I misunderstand?"

Aldiano, who is currently beating for a moment to normalize his feelings when he wants to talk about what his father wants.

"Yes, you misunderstood me for thinking I was disgusted by you. Instead I thought if you were disgusted at me for liking the same sex. Don't you disdain to be close to me because you've been close to the same sex?" He had just closed down and again got a scolding from the woman he thought was now turning out to be very chatty.

"If you say disgust, I used to have an affair with another man while I still had a husband. Isn't that much more disgusting than what you do that only likes one person?" The princess never even disgusted the prostitute, but she was even disgusted at herself when she remembered her past actions.

She felt unworthy of any good because of her disgusting act of betraying her husband. Even now he cannot forgive himself when he remembers all his past sins.

Until so get a question that he considered very, so that at this time think of something. "If we both feel disgusted at ourselves for raising is inappropriate for anyone, maybe we can make peace with ourselves first just open up."

Realizing that what the Princess said was true, Aldiano nodded his head. He had never met anyone who could understand his position. Now he feels he has found someone who can understand how things are going when he used to get lost on the wrong path.

Until now he has decided something that he thinks is very big. "Daughter, how about we treat each other by accepting each other's flaws? Only we are wanted by Papa," he said, who currently sees the Princess speechless and did not immediately answer, making him feel worried if he gets a rejection.

The princess, who had spoken so much out of annoyance at the misunderstanding, now thought that what Aldiano had said could not hurt.

"I am your legal wife in the eyes of religion and country, so you have the right to do anything to me for good. Even when you want me to get pregnant right now, I will never turn her down because it is indeed the duty of a wife."

The princess has fully considered that her status as a wife must be completely understood and not only considered as a status on paper.

That is why he said it with full confidence because he really wanted to repent and carry out the obligation as a good wife for a husband who would accept it.

Aldiano never thought if the Princess considered their marriage really like a normal relationship. He currently feels slapped with the words of the woman and makes her overcome with a sense of sinner for hurting women as well as that.

"Daughter, you're seriously considering me a husband and are ready to go"

"Yes, of course. Do I need to prove it to you?" said the Princess who currently wants to show that what she said is not nonsense.

He was currently seeing Aldiano blink his eyes at being confused by what had just been said.

"Prove?"

"Yes, I can prove that I'm going to get pregnant because I was very fertile."

"With my current state?" Aldiano is currently unsure as his paralyzed condition is unlikely to be able to do so.

The princess who could understand the grim look on Aldiano's face, this did not want to burden the man. "I'll do it and you won't have to work hard to get me pregnant."

To be continued...