The Love of the Sinner

The Love of the Sinner
The broken hand



"Stop thinking negatively, Noah! Like I said earlier that this time only requires your trust. You have to trust me. I'm not a very stupid woman and can be easily conquered by Jack."


"If so, how could I possibly choose you to be my lover? I've been with Jack for years, but never once opened my heart. Does the evidence still make you not believe me?"


Amira Tan who had completely lost her temper while trying to make Noah could understand that there was no other way but this. Moreover, Noah's attitude that is considered very childish will make him unable to control his anger and certainly their relationship will experience problems.


Because it does not want to be like that, now Amira Tan chose to stand up from the chair because if long together with Noah who is still difficult to understand, it is certain to argue and end in a fight.


"You need to think about this calmly, Noah. I can't linger here with you because my parents will be suspicious. Especially mom and I don't want the pain to recur."


"Rather than we quarrel to fight for truth, it is better to introspect each other and think with a cold head without anger."


Then he walked towards the care room of the mother without looking back again. Without waiting for a response from the lover who currently still did not say a word.


Even a moment ago, Amira Tan noticed that Noah was grinding his teeth with a hardened jaw. It was as if he was with all his might holding back anger, so as not to be vented on him.


'Noah seemed to still be unable to understand that my decision was the best path between us. Why is it so hard to give understanding to Noah? Is this all because of his very young age?'


'As I have often heard, the young soul of a man will burn more if he is under 30. While the age of adulthood will make a person wiser. That's what makes Jack and Noah so different.'


As Amira Tan walks along the steps towards the mother's room, she continues to compare Jack and Noah, different things are felt by the man who is currently standing up from a chair and shuffling frustrated hair.


Of course Noah was really very upset because Amira Tan couldn't understand his intention to be more careful with Jack. Actually wanted to stop the woman when she left, but because she did not want to make Amira Tan more depressed by the circumstances, so let go without saying a word to reply to the words of the woman he loved so much.


"What am I supposed to do now? Goddamn bum! Jack was really very cunning, whereas Amira Tan was naive and easily fooled by that bastard."


Because I feel so angry, he could not control the anger that rose in his heart when he remembered everything Jack said and also the expression on the man's face when he wanted to fight with him to prove who would forever have Amira Tans.


"Do I need to kill Jack to keep Amira Tan forever just mine?" Noah realized his stupidity and patted the eel many times.


"If I do and get caught by the police, always rotting in jail, Amira Tan will end up belonging to another man. Isn't this much more stupid!" the circus Noah spoke to himself like a madman and could see the gazes of several people passing by.


A strange look that seemed to think that this time was like a madman for talking to himself while cursing. Unable to contain the anger he felt, Noah had even aimed a punch at the wall and made the hand with the strong books bleed.


Noah grimaced with the pain in his hand, but realized that the pain was not as painful as the wound in his heart.


Noah was currently gazing towards his blood-tinged hand, but only let out a wry laugh upon realizing that this time of being a man was useless when not getting the blessing of the beloved woman's parents.


"Love that does not get blessing, it turns out it feels this sick. Though with confidence I said I would kidnap Amira Tan and take her away from her parents, it turned out to be just nonsense and could not do it. He would definitely not want to leave the old man if things were this way."


Not wanting to be overpowered by the anxiety, Noah chooses to leave the hospital with pain in his hands. However, the sense of hearing captures the voice of a woman trying to stop her footsteps.


"Sir."


Noah halted his footsteps and looked back to find out who was calling. Call him or someone else.


As soon as he saw a woman in uniform who was one of the nurses at the Hospital, he pointed to himself.


"Did you call me?"


The woman in the white uniform nodded her head slowly and pointed towards the injured hand and bled out blood.


"You are injured and need to be treated. I've seen you punch a wall and it must have hurt a lot. If it is not treated immediately, there is a possibility of fractured bones. Looks like you're being heartbroken, so it's up to venting on an even innocent wall."


Noah was currently staring towards his bloody hand. "Let this hand be broken. Let's just say you never see what I'm doing." Then he turned around and walked towards the elevator as he wanted to leave the hospital which was considered like hell for him.


However, back to hearing the voice of the nurse who even wanted to walk chasing and now was next to him.


"Master, I am a medical officer who cannot stay silent to see someone get hurt. So, you need to be treated immediately." The nurse did not want to give up trying to persuade the man she had just seen.


All because the actions of the man are reminiscent of former lovers who used to do the same when they did not accept being decided. Until now had a bent bone on the hand, so always feel guilty.


"Please come with me to be treated for a while. I'm not going to tell you to pay, so take it easy because this is on the basis of humanity as a fellow human being."


"I don't need any of that!" Noah steps into the elevator without caring for the nurse.


However, the door that was about to close was held back by the nurse who went inside and made her feel astonished at the woman's actions. "What do you really want?"


To be continued...