The Love of the Sinner

The Love of the Sinner
To be a better person



"Suster, my husband just moved his hand" said Amira Tan, who called the nurse to check if she had no problems waking up.


She is confused by her feelings for Jack, but still want the man to survive death because he is not a woman who does not have a heart and wants others to die for doing wrong to him.


"Good, Miss. The doctor will examine the patient" said the nurse who immediately contacted the doctor in his room to tell about the patient who might be aware.


At this time, Amira Tan returned to the room to see Jack. He actually felt his body was very tired because he had not slept at all when it was early morning.


Until he now walked into the room and make sure if the husband has opened his eyes. However, his hopes were dashed because what he thought was wrong. Right now, the man was still closing his eyes and was already not moving his hands anymore like a moment ago.


A few moments later, the door opened and the doctor and nurse came inside.


"Now his hands are no longer moving, Doctor. It was clearly moving. My husband's fine, right?" Amira Tan suddenly feels worried and afraid if something bad happens to Jack.


The doctor has not answered anything because it directly checks the vital signs using a stethoscope and also sees the movement of the tool that sustains the patient's life today.


Meanwhile, Amira Tan is just waiting for an answer from the doctor with a raging feeling and filled with worry. Until the baritone sound from the doctor made him a little able to breathe a sigh of relief.


"So was the response from his brain after the surgery, miss. The drug effect is not over. Maybe in a few hours the patient will be conscious. Moreover, the most important thing now is that the patient is free from critical time." The doctor told the nurse to take note of what was said.


Amira Tan immediately breathed a sigh of relief and turned to look at the husband. "Thank God, Doctor. I think something bad happened because after moving, it still didn't open its eyes."


"Not because everything's okay. You can wait while you rest. You look so tired." The doctor could see the exhausted look on the woman's face in front of him, so he tried to calm down so he could rest while waiting for his husband.


Amira Tan now nodded slowly and saw the doctor and nurse now starting to walk towards the exit. He again landed his body in the chair next to the treatment bed.


Silently staring at the figure of the man before him, now grasping the palm with those powerful books.


"Wake up so I can teach you a lesson! You have to take responsibility for what you did to me that encouraged every means to get to me by separating Rey." Amira Tan was really upset considering that, but also could not bear to see the man who was her husband was helpless.


He used to not be able to love Jack because his feelings from the beginning only consider friends. However, after giving birth to their baby because it was confirmed if it was Jack's child while secretly doing DNA tests, over time his love grew in the man.


He did not want to get more tormented with his thoughts, finally dropping his head next to the husband's palm. Wanting to calm his mind and physically very tired, he hoped that when he woke up later, Jack was conscious.


Especially considering if his daughter cries bitterly when she sees the father drenched in blood and of course make it not bear because the little child sees something that should not.


"Come conscious for the sake of your daughter who is waiting for your return home" said Amira Tan who is currently closing her eyes and hoping to rest from her physical and mental fatigue.


Until a while later there were regular breaths coming out of the figure of the woman who had dissolved in the subconscious.


Until a while later, the figure of the man who had previously closed his eyes, now slowly opened his two eyes. Jack was conscious when the doctor and nurse came out, but pretended to keep his eyes closed because he wanted to know how Amira Tan was when he was unconscious.


He wanted to see the response from his wife. Whether to take good care of him or not to care about him after knowing that he was the one who caused the separation with Noah.


Still very much remember when he confessed all his sins for thinking will not survive the will after his stomach pierced deep enough. Until a while ago heard Amira Tan who cursed at him and made him even more afraid to open his eyes.


'What I fear most is your hatred for me, my dear. But when I heard you told me to wake up because our daughter was waiting at home, I was really grateful to be alive and to see the fruit of our love,' muttered Jack who was currently staring at the tired face of the wife who was facing towards him.


Jack did not dare to move because he was worried that the woman who had fallen asleep woke up because of his actions. Finally, he just kept quiet and stared at the figure of the woman he loved so much from the past until now.


'Dear, I hope you will forgive my mistakes and look to the future without looking to the past. I did it all because I love you so much and didn't want to lose you.' Jack still continues to speak in his heart because he is currently thinking about something about who is behind the stabbing.


'Who really wants to kill me? Must be the man from one of the guys I beat in court. How am I supposed to find out about that guy? I have to find him and also protect my son and wife, ' muttered Jack who is currently thinking if his wife can experience the same thing because he also works similarly.


So, he will pay a bodyguard to protect his son and wife and himself so that nothing bad happens. 'I will protect you from the bad guys who want to get rid of us. Thank you, Lord for still giving me the opportunity to live and take care of my child and wife.'


Jack considers that the incident that happened to him is karma from his past bad deeds and now wants to become a better person and repent for his mistakes.


'Forgive me for making Noah and others my victims. From today on, I promise to be a better person, ' muttered Jack who still did not distract him from the beautiful face of the wife who was still breathing regularly and was already in a dream.


To be continued...