The Love of the Sinner

Uneasily

Noah who from earlier felt very worried about the expression of a woman with a pale face as soon as he got a known phone call from the father. "Hurry up and explain to me and don't worry me, honey."

Noah even now seems to get a bad feeling and worried if what is conveyed by the father of the beloved woman will have an impact on the relationship that has just been established.

Amira Tan, who was very worried about the situation of her mother, now hugged Noah tightly. "My mom is in the hospital now. I'm so I happened something bad to her."

Noah gently rubbed the woman's back with a trembling voice that signified such worry and fear. Trying to calm the feelings of Amira Tan, so as not to think negatively.

"Your mother must have received treatment from experienced medical staff. So, no need to worry and just pray for healing. What really happened to your mother? Why did you suddenly end up in the hospital?"

"Does your mother have a history of dangerous diseases like heart disease for example?" ask Noah who currently wants to find out what really happened to the future mother-in-law and thinks that the application will fail because of this.

'I couldn't have proposed to Amira Tan to her parents if things were like this. So, having to delay until the future mother-in-law recovers first, right?' murmured Noah who was currently pulling away to be able to see the pale face of Amira Tan and gently rubbed the white cheeks.

Moreover, feeling unbearable when seeing the clear circle escaped from the eyeballs that from earlier glazed so getting bad news about the mother.

Amira Tan is currently still trying to normalize the feeling of anxiety as well as worry because of thinking about the circumstances of the woman who is very dear.

Until all the actions of Noah are full of tenderness, a little comforting and managed to calm the feeling of chaos because it is very pretentious with news from the father.

"My mother has been very weak and often sickly. It all started from the actions of my father who had an affair with his mother Princess. Since then, often fainting and said the doctor there is a nervous disorder because it is often caused by stress and keeps the problem yourself."

Amira Tan currently thinks that the cause of the mother ended up in the hospital was because her father had said about their relationship so that the middle-aged woman dropped.

"Did my father go home and tell my mother about our relationship? Then feel surprised and end up fainting? What if something bad happens to my mom? I will never forgive myself. Quick, get me to the hospital now!"

Noah feels that what Amira Tan is saying is like the end of their relationship. Moreover, the pale face full of worries from the lover, such as not caring about the continuity of their relationship because it only focuses on the state of the mother.

However, he tried to think positively and did not want to discuss it today when Amira Tan's feelings were not okay, so it just nodded weakly and immediately drove the vehicle leaving the office towards the mentioned hospital.

Although along the way, he became filled with worry about the fate of their relationship after this. However, his lips were unable to say a word to ask Amira Tan who was known to be looking frightened because of sitting quietly next door.

Meanwhile, Amira Tan is currently seen biting her fingernails because it is a habit when she is overwhelmed with anxiety. While staring at the streets filled with vehicles in the afternoon.

'Lord, protect mama. I don't want anything bad to happen to her. I would never have forgiven myself if my mother had died just from hearing the news that I was currently in a relationship with Noah.'

Right now, he felt perplexed as he was overwhelmed with fear if right thought. Don't know how to. Until the atmosphere in the car full of silence between them, made Amira Tan turned towards the figure of the man behind the wheel.

Noah, who had been busy with his own thoughts when thinking about the continuity of their relationship, immediately turned to look at Amira Tan.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I'm scared." Amira Tan only answered briefly and did not continue what she was currently thinking.

Because it will increase the burden in the heart and certainly hurt the loved man.

Honestly Noah wanted to answer the same thing to Amira Tan, but did not want if the lover was getting down. "Fill your mind with positive things and also pray to God to protect your mother."

"So, don't think things are bad because that will only add to the feeling of uneasiness." He even acted a thin smile, in order to give an injection of spirit to Amira Tan at this time.

'I know that right now you are worried about the fate of our relationship because you feel that way too, dear. However, it will try its best to keep you, ' he muttered back in focus staring at the streets.

Although not entirely able to focus on driving because the mind is overpowered by fear and worry, but still trying to behave normally in front of Amira Tan.

Meanwhile, Amira Tan, who is currently a little comforted by what was delivered by Noah, breathed a sigh of relief and obeyed in a busy way to make prayers in the heart for the recovery of the mother.

Even all good prayers are said when Amira Tan puts her hands together while pleading with God. Not only asking for kindness from the health of the mother, but also their love relationship that has just begun.

'Lord, I believe that You will not give trials beyond the limits of the people. I wish everything was okay and handed it to you.'

Along the way to the hospital, only filled with silence because the two are busy thinking the same thing, namely the continuity of the relationship that has just begun.

If a while ago both felt confident that they would stay together no matter what, but now it's different.

Amira Tan is even doubtful about her relationship with Noah. Worrying will not be able to keep a much loved man if something happens to the mother.

'If something bad happens to my mother because of my relationship with Noah, what should I do?' muttered Amira Tan who is still continuing the activity of normalizing the feeling by biting the fingernails.

Things that have always been a bad habit and are often scolded by the mother if doing such things, but today there is nothing that prohibits and makes the child feel guilty for being the cause of the woman who has given birth to him practicing in the hospital.

To be continued...