The Love of the Sinner

Out of the circle of sin

After enjoying instant noodles together at the dinner table while chatting a lot of things and also discussing the exit involving the family name Mahesa due to the past exposed, the, arya is now sick standing up from the chair.

He who felt that he had prevented enough time after eating to go to sleep, now bent his assistant's broad shoulders. "Sleep! We talked long enough to late. Tomorrow our energy is needed by many people. Moreover, it must be against the reporters who will definitely find out the real thing about my past."

The assistant now did the same thing by getting up from a chair and nodding his head. He had been hard to sleep if he woke up suddenly, so he had to eat and after being full he could just resume his rest.

However, because there is a boss with him, so it is not immediately sleeping because it says if after eating should not be directly collapsed because it will trigger stomach disease and others.

"Good, Boss. We'll face those reporters tomorrow. I still haven't heard from anyone who's been spreading secrets about your past to the media. I hope that you wake up tomorrow to get some good news and find out the mastermind behind this incident."

When he saw his superior lift his thumb to justify, he walked to follow the man into their respective rooms.

Arya who was currently just laying down her body on the bed while looking towards the ceiling of the room, was, never could forget his mistake with Calista and also how the attitude of his parents-in-law who did not want to forgive.

"I still have to go to Calista's funeral as a final tribute and my apology to her for always making her feel disappointed because of my feelings that always doubted my love." He thought about going to the funeral after it was over because he did not want to get the wrath and also attracted the attention of the reporters.

Until he who is currently closing his eyes and hopes to fall asleep soon so that tomorrow can wake up early, and solve all the problems that occur in the company.

Until he sees the shadow of the past and finally remembers everything.

A few minutes later, he heard the incoming notification he had just heard. Thinking if it was a very important thing, now immediately grabbed his phone on the nightstand.

Until he now read a message from the assistant who just sent a mobile number from Putri because he knew it from one of the IT experts who hacked the number of Bambang Priambodo.

"Well .. how quickly he did his job." Arya immediately saved the Princess number and currently immediately pressed the call button without caring if it was late at night.

He was very worried about the woman who was his ex-wife. Moreover, everything also started from his mistake because he felt sure if there was someone who became an informer on one of the reporters was a person who did not like him.

Especially now that his mind is suspecting one person who is likely to spread secrets about his past that is rarely even known by others, namely his in-laws who now hate him.

"Hopefully what you're thinking is not true because before getting any evidence about who's spreading information to reporters, I'll keep quiet. After getting accurate evidence, it will move to make calculations." When Arya does not accept the crime because the most hurt is the female side.

So, it would not feel calm before talking directly to the Princess that he had even seen before like experiencing a heavy burden on his shoulders. Moreover, seeing the woman close her eyes and several times massaging the temple while in a taxi, made her not have the heart.

Until plus one big problem that finally concerns two big companies and family good names. As soon as the phone connection was lifted and heard a voice from across the phone that was not like people waking up, Arya felt sure if the current Princess had not slept from earlier.

"Hello, who is this?" asked the Princess who had just finished cleaning up the mess that Aldiano had made when he forbade her to leave the house.

At first he never picked up the phone from an unknown number for fear that it was a fraud or a bad person. However, because this time he had a big problem concerning his past, so he thought that the one who called was the one who wanted to destroy him.

Until he blinked his eyes as soon as he heard a very memorized voice and felt confused how.

"Hello, Princess. I'm pretty sure that you already know an article circulating on social media about our past. So until now you have not slept and must be thinking of a way out, right?" Arya actually wanted to directly say if she had remembered about her past.

However, still want to know the response from the Princess about the hot news today. How to find the woman to face, want to know.

When he found out if Arya was calling, he felt very confident that what was discussed was about articles on social media that had been spread and were being handled by his in-laws. Now, he could only exhale violently when recalling his past sins.

"It is certain that your family is currently bearing shame because of me and is worried if you experience a decline in stock prices. I'm sorry for coming back to Jakarta and making trouble for you. I'm so sorry to be back here, that it's making people around me have problems."

The pesky carrier woman is the name for her from a former in-law who had never liked her before, so now believes that it is all true.

Especially when remembering when living in a mountainous area with Mira, it makes residents feel embarrassed. Although it was just a misunderstanding, still he finally had to give up going from there when he felt comfortable living in the village to open a new sheet.

Arya who initially thought that if Putri would cry because she felt ashamed of the past that was revealed by the media, this did not believe the response of the woman who instead thought about the fate of her company.

He who initially wanted to entertain the decline of the Princess, as if he felt slapped with the guilt of the woman who is now more mature.

"Daughter, I've remembered everything."

The princess who had been thinking of making amends for making the company rice and the Mahesa family's good name was threatened badly, immediately blinked her eyes and swallowed the saliva violently.

"What's? You remember everything? How could? Did you just fall or hit your head?" The daughter who is currently sitting in the room alone because her son from earlier was not returned by her in-laws and invited to sleep together.

So, now you can talk freely to ask about how can the ex-husband now remember everything.

Arya who does not want to make Princess feel guilty, now tells about how she can remember all the past when suddenly a shadow appears in her memory.

"Maybe it's because of this problem, so it keeps my memory coming back. I will not let you face it alone because I am guilty of committing sins in the past. But we've both repented and want to get back on the right path, right?" Arya wants the Princess to remain heartened by what she faces and willing to forgive her mistakes.

He actually wanted to say that from the first time his feelings never changed in the Princess, despite taking it out on Calista when it hurts so much to know the results of DNA tests that turned out to be fake and was a big conspiracy from his parents.

"Thank God if you think so, Arya. May the Lord give us a way back to His way. I'm glad your memory has returned and I know that I haven't cheated you since I've been in contact with you."

"Although a woman who betrays her husband does not deserve to be trusted," she said, holding tightness in her chest and making it difficult for her to breathe because imagining the past left her completely hurt.

The wound that he had buried deep was now gaping again and remembered the figure of the man he had loved dropped a talak and more defending other women. Until he could feel how devastated the feelings of ex-husband first, namely Good.

Until he remembered the words of Amira Tan about her former first husband who would marry a Muslim woman and closed.

"Oh yeah, I get word from Amira Tan if one week away, Good is getting married to a teacher. I'm really grateful that she's finally able to live happily and that my sons have a good mother figure and understand religion, not like me who is sinful." The real daughter had been very tormented by the feeling of longing for her sons.

However, he felt very embarrassed and inappropriate to face his sons and daughters because he was very despicable and sinful.

"really? Thank goodness she decided to remarry after saying she wouldn't marry for the rest of her life and focus on her sons and daughters." Arya actually did not intend to insinuate the ex-husband of the Princess, but it used to remember the expression of the man's face when saying this.

The daughter who does not blame Bagus for remarrying because she had always wanted her first ex-husband to be happy and also her children get the affection of a mother to replace him.

"That is what God's soul mate is because even though man seeks to say no, but if the creator of the universe wills, it is very easy for Him to do so." When the Princess had to shut her mouth, she heard a knock on the door and immediately went from her bed to see who because there was no sound.

"Some time, someone knocked on the door. You just rest because it's night. Good night," said the Princess who did not want to be caught picking up the ex-husband's phone in the middle of the night, so immediately turn off the phone and put his phone on the nightstand.

Thinking if the one who knocked on the door was her in-laws, she hurriedly walked over to open the door that had been locked. As soon as he turned the key and opened the door, he frowned when he saw the figure of a man who was none other than Aldiano standing before him with a sharp gaze.

"Master? What's up?"

Aldiano was told by his father to take Pampers instead of Xanders because when asleep always wear it so as not to wet the bed. As soon as he was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, he heard the voice of the Princess and made her stand in front of the room while listening.

When he felt that he had been standing at the door for too long, it certainly made him very upset and wanted to stop the woman from calling Arya Mahesa.

"When we're busy solving problems about your past, you're so nostalgic for him. I heard you talking on the phone with your ex-husband. Never pick up the phone from the guy because later it will only be a problem and be associated with the others, so it spills everywhere."

Then immediately walked in without excuse as this took away what the father had ordered himself. He who circulates his gaze around because he actually does not know where Pampers is, so his gaze stops on the phone on the nightstand.

Feeling that something needs to be done, now walk over and open the phone belonging to the Princess.

"What are you doing, Mr Aldiano?" The daughter who was lazy to explain because she thought it would be useless as usual and just wasted time and energy, now feels surprised because her phone is in the power of the man.

"I'll block your ex-husband's number from contacting you! You must listen to my words so that there will be no trouble ahead!" Aldiano, who opened the top call list, immediately blocked the number from contacting the Princess.

After finishing, he put the phone back in its original place and looked at the woman who was standing not far from him. "Papa told me to get Pampers to replace Xander. Quickly get!"

The real princess did not mind the problem of blocking Arya's number so that she could not get in touch with her ex-husband because there was no intention at all to interact again like before.

Still, he felt uncomfortable dealing with a man who once meant a lot to him. Moreover, the feeling for the man was as if 50:50 between hate and perceived love.

Now, he chose to head towards the cupboard in the right corner of the bed and open it, then took 2 Pampers and gave it to the man who was still waiting for it.

He did not even think that the man would obey when asked by his father to take Pampers, so it felt strange.

"Papa actually brought Xander here because I'm done packing."

"Papa didn't want to sleep alone because I couldn't sleep with him," said Aldiano who immediately received the Pampers and walked out with a sense of satisfaction because it could stop the Princess from connecting with an ex-husband who was considered just a troublemaker and will further complicate things.

'If until the death of the wife of Arya Mahesa is associated with the Princess, the Priambodo family will be even worse. So, I had to do something before it happened by not allowing her to get in touch with her ex-husband, ' muttered Aldiano who felt that his actions were right.

He who is currently carrying 2 Pampers and walking towards the room of the father's room, is now knocking on the door and a few moments later opened it because he did not get an answer.

Until he walked inside to give the order of the father, but rounded his eyes as soon as he saw the middle-aged man was now sleeping soundly beside the boy who was also hugging him.

"God! Didn't papa tell me to get this? Then, what if you fall asleep becomes useless." He currently put on the bed next to the boy sleeping and intended to leave the room.

However, he immediately stopped seeing the scene before him. Somehow his feelings rumbled violently when he saw the father who was tightly hugging the boy's body.

He recalled that his father did not do it because he was devastated after the death of his mother and made him always lonely.

'Why didn't you do something this small to me when you died? Maybe if Papa hadn't gotten away with his own grief without caring about me, how could I have come this far?'

'I chose a way to vent my loneliness in an unusual way to get your attention, Pa. Now I cannot stop because it is very difficult to get out of this circle of sin, said Aldiano who is currently still standing next to the bed and staring intensely with a raging feeling.

To be continued...