The Love of the Sinner

Busy with sadness

The figure of men and women who have been sitting in the work room when they take a break after lunch, talking about the thing that has been bothering the two.

The figure of the woman sitting on the sofa facing the man, none other than Amira Tan and Noah are still in the room of the woman who works as a lawyer.

"One month the Princess left without news and I've been looking for her by telling a lot of people, but there was absolutely no result. It was as if he had disappeared into the earth. Even Arya is still in a coma."

"What kind of fate is playing with those two people? Why do those who love each other end up so bad. Arya had an accident on the day the Princess left and didn't do any introductions to the woman's affair."

"While the Princess did not know how she was doing. Are they okay? I really feel guilty and sorry for having been the cause of her leaving. Maybe if I don't deliver it to Arya's company, I might still be able to see them."

When Amira Tan felt tight when remembering the Princess who had been loved as a biological sister, always regretted and could not sleep well every night.

Guilt has always taken hold of him and is trying to fix everything by paying detectives to find the whereabouts of the Princess who left without news a month ago.

Of course Amira Tan felt very worried because the Princess was a woman carrying children. Think what if there are bad people who do bad things to them.

Amira Tan will never be able to live quietly or forgive herself until something bad happens to the mother and child.

Amira Tan felt her throat dry and a nearby voice in the throat as soon as the grief undermined the soul, choosing to gulp a drink on the table.

Noah is a witness to the suffering of Amira Tan because all this time the woman turned more moody since the departure of the Princess.

Even if the lawyer used to be synonymous with arrogant attitude and do as they please regardless of the feelings of others, but now it is different.

Now, Amira Tan is quieter and talks a few broken words with anyone but her. Even when Jack came was only responded flatly. However, it was fortunate that that attitude did not apply when with him.

Amira Tan still speaks at length and always complains all about her. So, he gained wisdom from the departure of the Princess with his relationship with Amira Tan becoming better and closer. Even Amira Tan always expressed grievance in the heart on.

Things never obtained by Jack—man who is considered a rival when he was near Amira Tan. Even Noah felt like the man was shameless because he still continued to appear in front of Amira Tan after being rejected many times.

As if intentionally wanting to upset her and feel jealous. However, Noah is relieved that Amira Tan does not care about Jack at all because he is busy with work and also looking for the whereabouts of the Princess.

"I know you're very guilty and sorry after what happened to the Princess. However, all of them were useless as it was better to improve things by not giving up looking for them. I'm trying to help as much as I can."

"I have friends in several cities and tell them to spread the Princess's photo. If anyone sees it, I'll get a call right away. Looks like we're just praying for the Princess to be found and they're currently doing fine."

Actually Noah was eager to hug the woman who was currently displaying a very moody face, but worry if Amira Tan is angry and does not want to talk like this anymore because their relationship is closer after often going together to find the whereabouts of the Princess.

Amira Tan was staring at the glass on the table. "I've been keeping this a secret all along to Good. How think? Do I have to tell her that the Princess is not in this city and left a month ago without any news?"

Noah reflexively shakes his head knowing that the man who was the Princess' first ex-husband lived to suffer from infidelity until he became pregnant and married.

"I don't agree if you disturb the life of a man who may have been calmer after limping to treat wounds in the heart because of the actions of his cheating wife to get pregnant. Do you think that Bagus will calm down or turn a blind eye after hearing bad news about his ex-wife?"

"No!" Amira Tan immediately replied without thinking because he knew what Good was like and would definitely feel confused and look for the existence of the Princess.

"I'm sure he'll try to find the Princess until he's found her. If I don't tell her, will being angry and insulting me have no mercy for it's outrageous to make the Princess see for herself Aryan's affair?"

There was a defensive shudder from Amira Tan's current hoarse voice. It has even glazed over when it comes to the ever-loved Good and also the much-loved step-sister.

Of course, feeling very guilty to the two people because of the attitude of doing as they please.

Meanwhile, Noah was trying to hold himself back with all his might so as not to hug Amira Tan's body to calm down. So, choose to entertain so as not to always fall when remembering the departure of the Princess.

"You will increase the burden of an innocent man who is struggling to raise two children. I firmly believe that the wound in his heart has not healed because of the Princess's actions, then still have to try to give the best to the children without a wife."

"If she finds out the Princess is not in this city for leaving without saying goodbye after seeing Arya's affair, I'm sure it will come here soon and look for her. What about the fate of her two children? Are you thinking about the negative effects of that?"

When Amira Tan considers the view and meets Noah, justifies what was just feared. Realizing that everything that the man before her is telling you is true and risks sacrificing two innocent children.

Moreover, they have not felt the affection of the mother and it is impossible to separate from the father because they are busy looking for the Princess if they find out the news.

"You are right and I will again feel guilty for making the fate of my two nephews suffer. Not feeling the mother's affection and also abandoned by the father who was busy looking for the mother and not until when to go."

"Will the Princess disappear forever and not appear before us? Will you come back to this town someday?"

Amira Tan desperately hopes for the last sentence to be the answer to her question, but Noah's answer frustrates her.

"If you were a Princess, would it be possible to return to a place where much suffering was obtained? If I had, I might have left here without coming back because I didn't want to get hurt and choose to live quietly somewhere else by opening a new leaf."

Actually, Noah intended to do that when getting a rejection from Amira Tan when he wanted to be responsible and felt like he was not expected by the woman who had made love to him.

However, after the departure of the Princess and seeing the woman was always sad, unable to leave her with hurt feelings. Until it ended up near the woman until now.

Although there is no special relationship between them because all this time busy with sadness when thinking about the Princess.

To be continued...