The Love of the Sinner

God has determined

Noah feels confident that Amira Tan saw her while being treated by the nurse and accuses her of seeking a surrogate woman. Though never thought of by Noah at all, so think that what happens is played by fate.

When all turned around and the conditions did not allow to fight Jack—man who was considered very devious and managed to influence Amira Tan easily.

"What am I supposed to do now that Amira Tan's already the wife of that fucking man?" Noah ruffled his frustrated hair and currently imagined if today most likely they would stay in one room.

Even imagining the lover making love to another man, makes him very frustrated and eager to punch the wall next to him.

However, do not want to end up being a disabled man when he has a hand bent due to a broken bone, so choose to several times pull hair in order to vent anger.

I don't know how long he has been venting anger at the emergency exit without anyone knowing and is completely calm, very different from his very chaotic feelings.

An hour had passed and he was still in the same place. Only, this time no longer crouched because it was already sitting on the floor. For a while exhaling a rough breath, now the feeling was a little calmer.

Noah tries to calm down and remember everything Amira Tan revealed when she was angry with him.

"I am a childish man and cannot appreciate Amira Tan's efforts to save our relationship. I have to trust my beloved who will definitely keep my heart and be faithful because she loves me."

"He was right because he had only been friends with Jack despite being together for years and only having a relationship with me. I should have realized that and not relied on jealousy. Until it lost its mind, making him feel angry."

During a few minutes of self-introspection in silence on the emergency steps, Noah thought clearly not to attack Amira Tan with mistrust and jealousy.

Feeling that the feeling is much better and not burning with anger like a moment ago, he currently pulled out his cellphone and no longer angry at the lover.

Noah chooses to send a message and hopes Amira Tan reads and is willing to forgive him, thus pulling the words to break the relationship between them.

Forgive me for my selfishness and jealousy towards you. I really love you so much and don't want our relationship to end. I'm not gonna dispute your marriage to Jack.

I'll wait for you until the situation subsides and trust whatever you do, until we get back together.

After typing enough messages at length, Noah then sent Amira Tan and hope that the woman who is still very loved would reply after reading.

"It's my only hope because I don't know what to do but to be patient and trust whatever Amira Tan does."

Although feeling unsettled when the lover will live with another man who is a husband, Noah tried to fill the mind with positive things.

Choosing to control jealousy by being able to trust fully in the figure of a loved woman. "I will try to appreciate your efforts to maintain our relationship by being a devoted child to parents."

"Hopefully you'll get a divorce from that fucking guy soon because if you're with a cunning Jack for too long, I'm afraid your over-weak heart will turn to that son of a bitch."

Noah is currently trying to take regular breaths so as not to be overwhelmed by anger when remembering the man who is after the lover.

Moreover, to think that a man like Jack could do anything to be able to get the woman he loved. Even waving a war flag at him and saying it would be a winner.

Things are always disturbing and want to convey to Amira Tan to be careful, but it seems that the woman of the heart has either been fully believed because she was friends for so long.

"Give everything to you, God, because man can only plan and you will decide."

To be continued...