The Love of the Sinner

I can't

"I don't want to justify what you said because I really hope to meet the Princess one day. I don't know if it's anywhere, I want to apologize to him for not having the time to do that." Amira Tan was again overcome by guilt and now she was crying with tears soaking her face.

Although no sound was heard at the moment, but his body trembled violently while worrying about the state of the Princess as well as his nephew who was still several months away.

If all this time trying not to look weak in front of anyone, including Noah, but this time can not do it because the tear drops without his permission. Until the sense of tightness is increasingly felt when imagining the Princess must fight alone in a foreign place to raise Xander.

If from earlier Noah refrained from hugging Amira Tan's body for fear of misunderstanding, but saw the state of the woman who shook violently because she was holding back the sound of crying so as not to come out, so make it straight from the sofa.

Noah walked up to Amira Tan and tightly hugged the woman's body as soon as he landed himself on the left. As soon as he wrapped his hand to get close and hid the woman's face in his chest, Noah was busy gently rubbing Amira Tan's arm.

"Don't hold back your crying voice because it's much more painful and stifling. Take it all out because it will calm you down more and no longer feel tormented inwardly at the thought of your Princess and niece."

Noah did not stop comforting and was busy calming down Amira Tan who was currently still holding back and did not let go of the sound of crying in the room. As if they were worried that someone would hear or be ashamed of them.

Meanwhile, Amira Tan who felt that she could no longer resist crying because of Noah's comforting actions, instead made her blow up everything she felt at this time.

He immediately cried sobbing needed a man with a chest field and broad shoulders. Feel like you're protected in a handcuff with strong books that are still locked in power.

It was as if he would never let go while still feeling sad when he thought of Princess and Xander.

The sound of Amira Tan's crying broke the silence in the study and Noah did not stop to gently wipe the arm of the woman who was now sobbing in the arms.

Not feeling happy because Amira Tan was crying in her arms, but to think that the woman now does not keep her distance from him and also displays everything that is felt without wearing a mask like all this time who is acting strong in front of others.

'Amira Tan is indeed a great and tough woman when on court and looks very scary when fighting all opponents in front of the judge, but now it turned very weak because it was just an older sister who was worried about a younger sister.'

'Finally, you want to release all the burdens that have seemed to strangle your neck. In this way, I hope you feel better. Maybe there is one thing I never said and can only hold in our hearts, that we really want to have a relationship more than just bosses and subordinates, and friends.'

Noah hopes that Amira Tan will open her heart and have more than just friends. Honestly, he could not forget every night their love moment in bed.

Although when in the office acting as if nothing happened, but once the silence of the night before in the room, always think of the woman.

In fact, he was much more tormented to be near the woman and acted as if nothing had happened.

However, it cannot be revealed because seeing Amira Tan who every day is moody and thinks if revealed it, will add to the burden of women who are sad because they are dominated by guilt.

Amira Tan who had just stayed in Noah's arms for seeking a calm, but this time chose to let go and tightly hugged the man's sturdy waist.

Amira Tan even spoke in a hoarse voice and did not release a hug, as if wanting to seek strength in such a way.

Noah is currently doing the same thing with increasingly burdensome hugs and hopes Amira Tan gets some peace.

"Calm down, Amira Tan. I'm pretty sure Princess doesn't think that way. It's just, want to find a calmness by going far away from here and opening a new leaf. The current princess must be feeling calm from not getting hurt in a new place and trying to heal herself."

"She may not have forgotten Arya's affair, but must have realized that what you did was for the good and didn't want your sister to suffer from being betrayed by her husband."

Noah's sentence did manage to make Amira Tan's feelings a little better and tried to think like the man. "really?"

Noah immediately nodded his head to justify Amira Tan's current question. "Yes, I'm very confident and can vouch for it. The princess must be happy in a new place and find a better life there. You should be like that too, Amira Tan."

"Like it how?" sahut Amira Tan with a hoarse voice and still did not raise her eyes to look at the man who was still tightened his hands to hug tightly.

"You also have to live happily and remove the guilt that has been tormenting you. Don't you want to be happy?" Noah actually wanted to say that Amira Tan would accept it to be able to make her life happy.

However, it was as if the tongue was faint to express feelings. Until Amira Tan's current words made her round her eyes and shocked.

"I will never live happily before knowing the whereabouts of the Princess. He would never marry before he would see her happy. I've always felt unworthy of happiness to live on top of her suffering."

Amira Tan then moves to break away from the arms of the man who managed to make her feel very comfortable. "So don't wait for me. I know that you want to tell me that, but can't accept you. Find another woman if you want to get married."

Amira Tan who was currently feeling a much better feeling after crying as suggested by the man with the surprised face. Now look at the circular time machine on the left wrist.

"The break is over. Go back to work because I have a lot of work to do." Amira Tan got up from the sofa and walked towards the chair.

Noah, who felt like a useless man because he was unwanted by women who had even made love to him, looked very frustrated and also at the same time angry at himself.

Unable to hold back after getting rejected from Amira Tan, Noah immediately got up from his seat and walked quickly to the woman who was currently in front of him and pulled his wrist to turn to face him.

"I can't!" Noah directed a sharp look and immediately brought the face closer to silence the lips of the woman who had just told him to look for another woman.

Meanwhile, Amira Tan who was feeling very surprised, now rounded her eyes once Noah suddenly kissed her very brutally.

To be continued...