The Love of the Sinner

Telling the dark past

Mira brought porridge and apple cider to the Princess because she wanted the woman to enjoy everything she produced. Upon returning to the room, saw the Princess gently rubbing the body of the baby who was lying on the bed.

"Babies do sleep more, so you will be easier when you open a business, but it still seems to need the help of others. There's no way you're doing everything yourself." Mira who had walked over, handed over the porridge brought with Sari Apples.

"Eat this first. I will order food later. I am very lazy to cook because I am tired of the work that piles up. Later, if you have opened a food stall business, it will make it easier for me because I can buy every day. That's a good thing for me, isn't it?"

At this time the Princess just laughed at the last sentence of the woman sitting next to her. He chose to return to enjoy the food that was produced by Mira.

"It's delicious. Maybe later I will get fat because I often eat snacks from you. Regarding people to help me, it seems like I really need them. It's just, maybe can't afford to pay a fortune and work half a day."

Of course Mira understands the obstacles currently thought by Princess, namely capital to open a business and worry about not being able to pay workers' salaries.

"You take it easy for capital matters, later I can give you a loan."

"No! I've been troubling you too much. I have enough savings, so you don't have to worry. Maybe I'll just ask you to help me accompany me to go buy all the equipment to open the stall. So, guide me to be successful like you."

The princess is now back to enjoy the Apple porridge. Actually want to say about the taxi driver who was always staring at him.

However, do not want to be considered as a woman who is too excessive in responding to trivial things, finally choose silence and harbored his own concerns felt.

Normalizing the feeling, the Princess is now sipping a ready-to-eat drink in a plastic glass packaging that has a fresh taste.

Apple Cider with Rome Beauty that has a blend of sweet and sour has spoiled his tongue at this time. Then discuss again about the business that became an option.

"I want to immediately open a business, so as not to be idle and also get money. So, tomorrow take me to buy all the equipment."

"alright. You just calm down because I'll help you. Now you should rest because you must be very tired after traveling very far. I forgot to call my husband to let him know that you're here."

Then Mira immediately grabbed the phone in the bag, then spoke to her husband outside because he did not want his voice to disturb the baby's deep sleep in bed.

Meanwhile, the Princess was currently staring towards her son who was sound asleep. "Honey, we'll be happy living here without anyone knowing. Hopefully when you grow up, you don't ask about your dad because you want to forget all this pain."

The current princess has held onto a chest that feels tight when remembering the figure of a man who still cannot be forgotten until now. Though knowing that the man who was once the center of his world has been happy with other women.

'Are they going to get married?' muttered the Princess is still thinking about what the ex-husband is doing.

Actually, she could have been looking for information on social media about her ex-husband, but was very afraid if one time did, it would add to the hurt felt.

The princess instantly averted the bad thoughts that were currently filling her brain. "I will never seek any information about Arya. It's all for the good of my son, so as not to see his father as nothing more than a bastard for being more concerned with an affair woman than a son and a wife."

When he finished swearing and realized that it was exactly the same as his circumstances when betraying Bagus, the Princess let out a bitter laugh.

"Basic stupid! You should reflect before you speak. If Arya's a bastard, then what's the name you deserve. Cheap women, yes that's what I deserve."

"Don't always talk to yourself like that, Princess!" Mira, who had just finished talking to her husband on the phone, heard the Princess's self-blame voice.

Even looking at the teary eyeballs and moody face, Mira immediately walked over. Then land the body to the left of the Princess.

"You don't have to blame yourself like that. Am I allowed to know what really happened to you to end up here? Sometimes telling a friend something can make you better."

"Although I can't solve your problems, but wish to comfort you when you always blame yourself like this. If I don't know anything about you, how am I supposed to do it?"

When the Princess was only silent and did not open her voice, it was as if it was understandable to Mira that the woman was still not ready to tell all the problems that occurred.

"It seems you need time to trust me as a friend. I'll take something that will make you fat like me" said Mira who laughed to decipher the silence in the room.

The princess immediately stopped Mira by holding the left wrist of the woman who was already on her back. "Wait!"

"Yes?" Mira only answered briefly because she wanted to know what the Princess really wanted.

"I don't think you're a friend."

"Gee ...." Mira was immediately shocked upon hearing the answer from the Princess who seemed to be cynical to her.

However, all was distracted upon hearing the next sentence from the Princess and made her feel extremely moved.

"Because I think of you as my sister. It's not that I don't want to tell you about what happened to me, but actually feel so contemptible and afraid that if you hate me, the students learn from me after knowing everything"

Just now the Princess closed her mouth, feeling pain in the arm because Mira had just hit.

"Based on a stupid woman! Just so you know, that the female workers who work here are former prostitutes. I never insulted or thought they were so despicable. Only God can judge the heart of man."

"Because appearances can deceive someone. So, never judge others from the outside because we do not know how their hearts. It's not impossible for a prostitute to have a more noble heart than a well-groomed person who works in an office."

At first, Putri thought that Mira was angry because she felt disgusted by him. However, once knowing all the shocking things revealed by the woman, he felt very guilty for thinking like that to a woman as good as Mira.

"I never thought at all that the people who worked here used to have a dark past. How do you get them to work here? How do you know prostitutes?"

Mira who could not possibly tell at length regarding all the workers, only answered at a glance while shaking her head.

"It will take days to tell their story. You should have told your story first, right? Now tell me about your past that makes you feel so despicable."

Finally the Princess nodded her head and could tell about the dark past experienced until the slump like now. Hoping it could be better after telling everything to the woman who had become the Goddess of helpers.

To be continued...