The Love of the Sinner

Not feeling the pain

The princess was currently feeling shocked at the question she had just heard. He did not expect that the man would ask about his ex-husband. Even his mind had absolutely no intention of going back to Arya.

Even though the man had lost his wife in an accident, there was never any thought of returning. He was already too deeply hurt because the man trusted his parents more than his own wife.

He thought that such a thing would happen again and make him hurt again. Reflexes he immediately shook his head.

"I don't want to talk about it, Mr. Aldiano. Although the answer is obvious if I'll never go back to an ex-husband who once left too deep a wound." The princess even today could remember what Arya's facial expression was like when doubting her own flesh blood.

"Unrecognized flesh blood, is a very painful thing. Yes, I was indeed a despicable woman when I was with her, so it doesn't seem appropriate to be angry about the fate I have to live with." The princess is actually still very disturbed by the words of her in-laws who discuss the issue of pregnancy and want to tell the man in front of her.

However, after thinking, he could not possibly do that out of fear of misunderstanding and was considered to have told his in-laws to speak like that to the media. Finally chose silence and did not discuss what was conveyed by her in-laws in front of the media.

Meanwhile, Aldiano, who is now increasingly curious about what the reason for the woman before him, does not want to return to his ex-husband who is even a handsome man, young and established.

He had no children when he married his dead wife. Despite having a very evil in-law, it is not the Princess' reason to be afraid because she knows that woman is not a very weak kind of person.

Moreover, he increasingly felt guilty when punishing the woman by using a belt and leaving a wound that imprinted and could not just disappear.

"Do you not love your handsome ex-husband anymore? I can even see if he still has feelings for you. Even though he lost his memory, it was like there was an inner bond that attracted him to you," said Aldiano, who is now increasingly interested in discussing the Princess' past.

He did not know why he could be interested in the woman's past, but thought that maybe because he could currently just sit on the treatment bed without being able to go anywhere, I get bored and just want to talk.

When reluctant to discuss the past and still continue to be questioned, the Princess is currently staring at the figure of the man on the bed. "Why are you so interested in my even dark past?"

"I might be able to learn to be a man who comes from a dark past to be a better man. I want to learn from you not to despair when you think of my feet like this." He was even currently punching his numb legs and making him completely frustrated.

Even several times punching the lower part of his body because he hoped there was a miracle he could feel pain for his actions. However, what happened at this time was that his hand was held back by the princess who instantly got up from the chair and prevented him from hurting his legs.

"This foot has already experienced such intense suffering, so don't add to it even if you don't feel anything. Let both your legs rest for a while, until later it must be suspended so that it can return to how it was." The princess was still standing before the man who was now speechless staring at the foot.

While he still holds the hand used to punch the thighs and knees. He actually felt very relieved because the man was now intending to be a good person and no longer slumped like a while after knowing his legs were paralyzed.

So, he intends to always support the man in order to continue to be on the right track by helping out, he said, so now tell about what he experienced when he had just had an accident that made his legs unable to walk.

"Mr Aldiano, all trials are not easy to live. Like I used to want to give up because I was very tired to undergo therapy, but did not recover. Yes, it's just that it's perfectly natural and felt by everyone. It's just that it can't make us give up so we refuse to fight."

The princess even now tells how her struggle used to be while doing therapy and also lives without a family that supports her.

That there was only one of the servants he hired. Until he felt that his fate was very lucky to meet the father of the man who always supported him and did not give up in order to walk again.

"You have a great father and will certainly be very supportive of you and give a spirit to not give up until you can walk again. You have to be sure if someday it will be able to walk again as usual," said the Princess who is currently talking while staring at the two men's legs.

Even he was unconscious still holding the hand of Aldiano who was used to hit both legs. "Aah .. sorry."

He then removed his hand from the man because he was sure that he would not hit his legs again.

Meanwhile, Aldiano is currently staring at the figure of a woman who he thinks is really a good woman for not leaving when he becomes a useless man.

"You're sticking with this marriage because it's being a good wife who takes care of your husband until he's healed and hopes it can wash away your sins in the past, right?" ask Aldiano who wants to find out what the woman will be like.

The princess immediately interfered without a second thought because indeed her intention was only to want to atone for the sins of the past. He felt confused when he got another question and did not know what to answer.

"Then, will when I recover and can go back to walking as usual, you will demand a divorce? Do you think that your job is done after I recover?" Aldiano who currently feels if his feelings are much better after often talking with the woman in front of him, so want to know how their fate will be after he returned to the original.

He even thought he would not let the woman go to stay at home and be with her and the father because it was impossible to find a woman like the Princess.

The princess is currently speechless because she feels confused about what to answer because honestly she has not thought until there. He felt that the journey was still long and did not need to think about it.

"It's better to just go with everything, Mr. Aldiano because at this moment I don't know where destiny will take you away. I used to think I would live peacefully in a village and have a pretty big catering business, but it turns out destiny brought me back to Jakarta and met with Mr. Bambang and you."

He was currently exhaling a rough breath as he recalled the dark past in the village. How he was humiliated by the citizens and considered a cheap woman and vilified by men who even liked her and justify all means to be able to get it.

Until he never thought about remarrying a man who even likes the same sex and now ends up as miserable as he can't walk.

"Jalani sow law we experience, Mr. Aldiano because everything in this world is just a deposit and We are puppets who follow their creator." When the Princess had just closed her mouth, the door opened and it was seen that the family's private driver entered carrying a paper bag.

"Good day, Mr. Aldiano and Mrs Princess." The driver now bowed respectfully and immediately gave the paper bag in his hand to the female master in front of him.

The princess asked to buy a cell phone because she needed it to contact someone. "Thank you, sir. Is everything set up and just use it?"

"Yes, Madam. I have asked for help to arrange everything so that it can be directly used. Is there anything you need again?" The driver intends to wait in front because he does not want to disturb the married couple who have now much better communication once they get misfortune.

He thought that all the misfortunes that occurred there was always a silver lining and as now seen, there was no more shouting from the man to his own wife who used to be scolded at home.

"none. Now just go back and thank you." He also immediately checked the phone and inserted a SIM card so that he could immediately contact someone who wanted him to know how he was doing.

Aldiano just silently stared at the woman and made her think that the Princess wanted to contact Arya. However, he was mistaken once he heard the woman start calling his half-brother.

The princess deliberately walked a bit away from Aldiano because she wanted to talk to Amira Tan. He was only able to contact her because she was like this.

"How's Jack doing? Is your husband conscious?" The princess, who was eager to find out the circumstances of her stepbrother's husband, instead got a question back and made him massage the temple.

"I heard the news that your husband had an accident. Then, how's it going now? Is everything okay? I even saw your in-laws' press conference. Oh yes, I have to say this or not because the time is not right. Congratulations on your pregnancy which will soon give birth to the successor of the Priambodo family."

Amira Tan who is currently out of the treatment room because she does not want the sound of disturbing Jack's rest time is conscious and makes him not talk much with the man.

Until he learned from social media if the Princess had an accident and when calling to ask, the number of his half-brother could not be reached.

Now I feel relieved that the Princess contacted him. She was so grateful to hear that her stepbrother's husband was okay.

The princess, who has told me everything about Aldiano, now wants Amira Tan to tell her about Jack's situation. "I explained everything, now tell me how Jack is doing."

Amira Tan, who is currently recalling her conversation with Jack when she regained consciousness this morning. She wanted to be angry at the man who had the status of her husband, but could not do anything because she could not bear to see the pale face of Jack when he woke up from death.

"I was very angry with him for knowing that he was the cause of my separation from Rey, but the truth is I can't be as angry as I used to be who always cursed whatever he did to me," he said that he was currently staring blankly at the deserted hospital hallway.

He is currently on the top floor of the hospital and is a VIP patient place that is certainly very comfortable and not bothered by the hustle and bustle of others like the one in 3rd grade.

The princess could understand the feelings of her half-brother who was certainly very shocked at the same time did not have the heart to be angry at the husband who had even just risen from the dead.

"You better forget the problems associated with the past because now the most important thing is that you have lived happily with her by having a beautiful child. We live in the future and don't look back to cry over the past" said the Princess, who was reminded of Aldiano's question of whether or not he would return to Arya.

Yes, there are still a little feelings for her ex-husband when meeting and interacting, but there is absolutely no intention to return.

All the wounds borne by herself without anyone comforting her, made her a strong woman and did not want to look back to the past. So, advising his brother to stay in a future that stretches far and does not need to look again at the past that should only be a memory.

"Yes, I also think so because right now I can't be as selfish as I used to be. There was our daughter who would definitely be a victim if we split up. You and I already know what an incomplete parent feels like, so I want my daughter not to feel what I used to feel."

Amira Tan who currently remembers her family's past is very dark because of the actions of the father who had an affair with his mother's daughter and finally left a deep wound for the mother until now and also herself.

He even promised himself to put the child first rather than personal matters, so that at this time could not be angry at Jack who made him feel like a good wife.

"You're now focused on your household matters and there's no need to worry about us because it's fine. I'm sorry for what happened to your family and hopefully the problem will be resolved soon" said Amira Tan, who now wants to return to the husband's room to check whether she is awake or not.

Meanwhile, the current Princess agreed to what her half-brother said. "Yes, thank you everyone and don't forget you always take care of your health because keeping a sick husband requires strong stamina."

"Yes, you too, Princess," said Amira Tan, who has now switched off her phone.

Meanwhile, on the other hand, the Princess who had just put her mobile phone on the table, heard the door being knocked from the outside and a moment later saw a middle-aged man whom she was very much looking forward to.

"Pa?"

"Yes, Princess. You must be tired of taking care of my son." Bambang Priambodo is currently patting his son-in-law's shoulder to give an injection of spirit.

He turned to approach his son and immediately hugged and patted the sturdy shoulder. "Finally you came to your senses as well and came back, my son."

Aldiano, who is currently returning a hug from his father, held back his teary eyeballs from escaping and wetted his face.

He was eager to tell her about what had happened to him, but did not want to shock the man when he expressed happiness after seeing him come to his senses.

"Yes, Pa. God did not accept me. I was returned to the world to account for what I did first" said Aldiano, who now feels moved by the father's affection for crying like a child while hugging him.

"The most important thing now is that you're still breathing and Papa can see you, Aldiano. You will return as usual after repenting in the way of the Lord." He also feels strange because his son looks moody.

"Why is it moody like this? You should be happy because you're back and we can come together as a complete family." He is currently sitting to the left of his son.

Until his hand now massaged one of his son's legs and several times said it. "You should help papa take care of the company after heals later."

"Papa Papa has decided to make you the ultimate heir who inherits everything later. So, now just focus on healing and then go back to the company to lead it because you should have retired."

Bambang Priambodo, who is currently still massaging his son's legs, regressed his forehead as Aldiano continued to stare at his feet. "Why? Does papa's massage hurt?"

Aldiano immediately shook his head because he did not justify the father's question. "I don't feel anything right now, Pa. Even though Papa hit me with all his might, I didn't feel any pain."

To be continued...