The Love of the Sinner

The journey has just begun

The Princess reflex immediately smothered her mouth upon hearing the baritone voice of the man who was her husband. He had never even thought of getting there if the man would suffer bad luck with a paralyzed leg.

The princess who had once felt it, could certainly understand how it felt. He can understand how a man who currently looks very shocked when he can not move his legs when the anesthetic effect is gone.

Even now feel unbearable to see the husband who still asked the doctor because it has not been answered.

"Doctor, answer me quickly! I can't move my legs at all! Was my leg paralyzed by an accident?" Aldiano wanted to immediately get a definite answer from the doctor who was still silent and did not immediately agree.

He even thought if the doctor still did not agree because he wanted to comfort his feelings so as not to fall deeper. Even at the thought of his legs paralyzed and unable to do anything, Aldiano was eager to express his wrath because his intention to end life was not accepted by the ruler of the universe.

However, he felt like he had been tortured in the world before completely abandoning everything that was not eternal.

The doctor who currently does not immediately give a verdict to the patient because he still intends to conduct a thorough examination.

"You calm down first because it needs to be done intensive examination so that there are no mistakes. So, before the results come out, don't make up your own thoughts. You have survived death and can be taken his silver because it is still breathing until now."

Then glanced at the time machine on his left wrist. "In a few hours, you will be examined to ensure the condition of your feet. You can rest for a while before the examination."

The doctor, who gave the nurse the code to take the patient to the examination room, walked out after a quick conversation with the woman who appeared to be in shock.

"Before the results come out, do not take assumptions yourself and please comfort the patient so as not to despair." She nodded her head after the woman said her words.

The princess who even really feels confused must be how because honestly she is afraid if she gets the wrath of a man who is currently desperate because of concerns on his legs that may experience problems like the old days he's natural.

'I must how to calm Mr Aldiano this time? I won't be able to calm his anger,' muttered the Princess who was currently gulping down the saliva violently before walking over and opening her voice to begin comforting the man on the bed with a flushed face and clenching both hands.

"Mr Aldiano ...."

The princess who had not had time to speak up for comfort, could not continue her words as it was cut by the man's cry with the flushed face.

"Go!" aldiano's circus is currently throwing whatever he sees on top of the drawer.

There's a bottle of mineral water in there and it's on the floor. He even wanted to shout to vent his broken feelings, but to distract him by punching his feet with his right and left hands.

"Why this? Why can't I move my legs? Why was it not at all felt when it was hit like this?" shouted Aldiano who was currently feeling really desperate because he could no longer walk if what he feared was true.

Imagining having to live in a wheelchair and not being able to do anything alone, really made her feel very devastated.

"Why don't I just die? Why should I live like this? Being a useless person who can't depend on yourself." Aldiano didn't even stop screaming out his broken feelings because he was sure he was completely paralyzed by an accident.

Until he was busy punching both his legs so he could feel the pain and hope for a miracle to come. However, it was only a pseudo-expectation that made him wish for something that was not even possible to happen.

"No! I don't want to be paralyzed! I'd rather just die!" aldiano shouted that he did not even care about anything else because the only thing he wanted right now was death and not feeling any more suffering like this.

Humiliation, shame and feeling of being a useless person for no longer being able to do anything alone.

Thinking will be more troublesome for the father, making him want to end his life so that everyone who knows him can live a quiet life without his shadow which is a man with a scandalous sin.

"I hate my legs! I must die by any means!" As Aldiano was busy with his swearing to vent all the rage that seemed to be about to explode in him, now stopped his actions when he heard the screams of the woman who had been silently staring at him.

"Shut up! I hope you shut up now!" The princess even currently shouted very loudly.

Hoping to stop the man who is currently desperate by hurting himself. He was not even at this moment at all afraid as he walked up to the man who was still staring at him sharply with his hands clenched.

"What are you doing?" the circus Aldiano who was currently feeling even more wrathful because of his increasingly broken feelings instead saw the woman before him yelling at him.

"I want to wake you up, stupid man!" The current princess dispelled her modesty during this time being guarded at the man.

He hoped that his attempt to curse and bring out everything he wanted to convey to Aldiano, could make the man aware. Not by holding the man to not hurt himself or seduce, but want to release all the anger felt so far.

Leaving a distance of a few inches so that Aldiano could not touch it to hurt, now immediately shouted with a loud voice and sharp gaze.

"Do you feel like you're becoming the most miserable man in the world just knowing that your legs are likely to be paralyzed? Did you know out there a lot of people suffer more than you?" Then he turned to look at the two legs of the man who was still displaying a reddened face with anger at him.

"You still have your hands and you can talk. You didn't even lose your memory or go into a coma. It's just paralyzed and if you try, you can walk again."

"Or are you just a loser and a coward who can only talk nonsense from giving up before fighting? I was paralyzed and now you see what I look like!" By showing both legs, he hopes the man has the spirit to do therapy like he used to.

Even though he knew it was hard and not easy, he wished that he could pass it and pass all the trials that God had sent him.

"When God gives you the opportunity to repent, you must make good use of it. Don't you realize that right now God is giving you this trial because he specifically chose you." He is a man who was mourned yesterday by his father-in-law and has not been known by the husband.

Then he currently turned around without looking back and walked out of the treatment room. He wanted to make time for the man to think about all his wrath he had just put out to wake him up.

Even now he still felt an irregular heartbeat from anger and vented everything to resuscitate the man. With the journey to the waiting chair in the corner of the room, he now chose to stay silent by landing his body there.

Until he took a regular breath and took it out slowly so that it could immediately return to normal as usual. "I can scream at him like crazy. But if I don't do it, he's gonna go crazy."

The princess who is currently still thinking about the events in the room, hoping that the man who is currently slumped due to the reality that befell, slightly lessens his sense of destruction.

"Would he care about my babble or not care about it at all? Even at this moment my voice seemed to run out and was actually very thirsty, but it was impossible to take the drink that was beneath it because it turned the tension-filled atmosphere into ridiculous." The current princess was still second-guessing what Aldiano was thinking at the moment.

He stared blankly at the white wall that was in front of him and that was very quiet was indeed special for VIP patients. Unlike in the 3rd class room, of course, many people pass by and are always noisy and the room room is full of many diverse patients.

"I hope he reflects on everything I said. I hope he realizes that the wisdom behind it all is that God still loves him by letting him repent in the world before finally returning to Him." The princess actually wanted to tell her in-laws about the news, but her phone was near the man's pillow.

He is currently really sorry because after shooting earlier, reflexes put next to the pillow. "If he realizes that next to him is my phone, he'll slam it to shreds and imagine it's me."

"Aah .. think of it as a consolation for him who wanted to destroy whatever he saw, but there was only a bottle of mineral drinking water on top of the drawer." While he was still quietly waiting in front of the room to give Aldiano a moment of thought, he now decided that he would go inside when the nurse came to do a thorough examination.

"Yes, just like that. I'll just let him calm down now. I hope he doesn't do bad things like that." He is currently considering whether there are dangerous items that can be used to hurt yourself.

However, when he realized there was nothing near the man, he felt relieved and thought nothing bad would happen.

"May he quickly come to his senses and listen to my words. Not words, but righteous wrath and counsel." The princess is currently massaging the temple because it feels like her tension is rising only because of venting anger by shouting.

Meanwhile, in the room, the figure of the man who had been lying weakly on the treatment bed, again expressed his wrath on his thighs because his hands could only hit at that part.

He was really very angry to see a woman who dared to yell at him and give as much advice as he was a child. Although he knew if everything the woman said was true and nothing was wrong.

"Aren't they afraid that I'd choke their necks when they dared to yell at me? If he knew that I was so shocked by the reality that was happening to me right now, why would he get angry and yell? Not by soft advising that is usually done by most people in general, ' murmured Aldiano who is currently staring at his two legs that are still trying to move.

However, as hard as he tried, still could not move it and now it is believed if it is completely paralyzed without doing the examination as said by the doctor just to comfort him.

"What's the arrogant woman really saying? If I try, will I be able to walk again?" He did know if the woman could marry him because on the basis of reciprocity when the father helped finance treatment when doing therapy.

He actually currently wants to vent anger by slamming anything so that his feelings are relieved after venting. But since there were no items present in the surroundings, so it could only exhale violently many times.

"I really need an impingement right now. Maybe if the woman was in front of me and I could reach her earlier, already pulling her hair or pushing her," he said with a reddened look that was still filled with anger.

At this moment he was speechless as the voice of the Princess's cry rang in his ears. He recalled that the woman said that she was one of the chosen people who still had the opportunity to repent when the man who became her lover had already lost his life.

He was currently thinking if something bad would happen to him any minute. "I wanted to die with him. If only he died, wouldn't I be a suspect on murder charges?"

The problems he had just realized made Aldiano even more confused. He currently imagines being in prison with a disability and will certainly only make his life more perfect suffering.

Until he laughed out loud and now feels that God is really punishing him for his sins.

"Is this the law of my karma, Lord? I'm in jail in a disability condition? But the woman said I had to be in therapy and could walk again and it turned out to be nonsense." As he had just closed his mouth, he heard the sound of the mobile phone ringing vibrate.

He who is currently moving to find a cellphone that turns out to belong to the Princess is under his pillow. When he saw that the contact was the father's contact, he was currently silent by staring at the incoming call.

Feeling that at this time his life is really sad and not tell the father who may be cleaning up the problems that occur because of it.

Feeling that he lived could only trouble his father, he now felt like a useless person. Reflex he vented anger by slamming the cheek object in his hand until scattered on the floor.

At the same time, the door of the room opened and at this time 2 nurses had entered inside along with the woman who had scolded him all out like a child who could not be advised.

"Go all of you! I don't need to be checked because the results are obvious if it's really paralyzed!" shouted Aldiano who currently really does not want to leave when his feelings are getting crushed by worrying if he will spend his life in prison with a disability.

Meanwhile, the two nurses who were acting on each other saw the wrath of the patient, immediately turned to the woman who had been walking behind to enter the room.

"It is better that you calm the patient before we perform the task of bringing to the examination room in accordance with the orders of the doctor. All can't just by glaring and instantly convicting like your husband's mind." Then too out to leave the room by giving time to the husband and wife.

The princess who had thought that Aldiano had regained consciousness after he shouted out in anger, now felt very weak because she did not know how to calm the man.

Especially when he saw his phone was scattered on the floor and he imagined if it was him who got wrath.

'Is he also going to make me suffer the same fate as my phone? What must I do to make him realize that today is not the end of everything because a new journey begins' the Princess who is currently feeling if she is really confused must how to calm an Aldiano who is being overrun by despair.

To be continued...