The Love of the Sinner

Cannot be sincere

"Is this really Mr Bambang Priambodo? I am a police officer who handles traffic accidents in downtown areas. From TKP, found the identity of your son—Aldiano Priambodo who had an accident." The police were interrogating several witnesses.

"Witnesses who saw the incident, your son deliberately blocked the pace of heavy vehicles such as wanting to end life. Now the victim is being rushed to the nearest hospital" said the police officer, who is currently holding a mobile phone belonging to the crash victim.

He immediately sought family contact and found the name of the victim's father after checking his identity in the wallet.

Bambang who can not say anything after knowing the news about his son who turned out to deliberately end his life after the problems experienced due to the man who is his lover.

He could only be shocked and chose to turn off the phone after police named the hospital, which may have been handling his son. Until he heard the voice of the son-in-law, as if his voice was stuck in the throat and could not explain, but had to say it anyway.

"Aldiano deliberately ended his life by turning the car in front of a heavy vehicle, so that an accident could not be avoided. Why did that kid turn so stupid? Why did he choose to end his life after the problem was made? Basic child does not know in profit!" the current circus of Bambang Priambodo is speechless.

He is indeed cursing to vent his feelings that are not strange and feels his world destroyed when his son suffered bad luck and did it deliberately.

Even today think if his son has been aware, if his actions have been wrong and choose to end it the wrong way.

'What now has my son realized that all this time what he's done is wrong? I just want my son back and survive the accident. O Allah, if I can exchange my life for my son, I am sincere and willing to do it, ' muttered Bambang who currently feels soft speech from his daughter-in-law.

"Pa, be patient and pray that everything will be fine. God knows what's best and not for Mr. Aldiano. Perhaps this is the destiny of God to live and we can only strive to make things better." The princess who felt very shocked, was still trying to normalize her feelings.

He wanted to console the figure of a man who was much more devastated to hear the news of his son accidentally killing himself. "Now we have to go to the hospital. Let my son be with the waiter at home."

Even still waiting for the movement of her in-laws who could not normalize the feeling of destruction that was felt. Until now he thought if the figure of a man who did not want to listen to it was like it looked strange and now knows why.

"Now I know why Mr. Aldiano looked so strange when he got angry and left without listening to my ban." He was currently seeing the middle-aged man instantly turning his head after a while of bowing his face by staring at the floor.

He knew that his father-in-law was holding back from tears like women do

"What do you really want to say, Princess? Papa can't even think of anything right now because just focus on what happened to Aldiano." Bambang still continues to pray in his heart for the safety of his son and wants the best.

Now, the Princess does not want to ramble so that her in-laws understand what is meant. "I thought that Mr. Aldiano was already aware of his mistake and chose to end his life because he felt guilty towards Papa."

"Didn't Papa ever think about it when he heard that the police said that Mr Aldiano ended his life by turning the car he was driving when he understood that it could be hit by a vehicle behind him?" When he was a little relieved if it was true because the true door of God's forgiveness was immediately opened when the sinner repented before death.

It was not death that he expected, but felt that the man who had the status of her husband had been on the right path when he died and if he died, it was guaranteed paradise.

Bambang who did feel that and felt sure if his son really had realized his mistake. "Yes, you're right. Papa was thinking that way too."

"For so long he always stood up for the man who was his lover and never blamed him for caring more about him than Papa himself. But today it turned out that everything was different because she was so angry and chose to end it all." Bambang was currently clasping tightly to his palms to normalize his feelings.

"Based on a stupid kid! If you have realized his mistake and want to repent, not by ending life like this, but solving the problems he made. Not even run away from the responsibility to solve the problems caused by it." Although from earlier was engrossed in cursing his son, honestly in his heart felt like being stabbed by a sharp spear.

He wanted to slap himself for even cursing his son who was even experiencing misfortune. When he regretted his actions, he immediately stood up from the bed.

"Better we go now. May God still have mercy on me by giving her a chance to live." He walked to the dressing room after the princess nodded her head and said she would change her clothes first.

The princess, who was currently in pajamas, immediately left the room of her father-in-law for a moment and looked at her son who was still asleep and made him calm.

He felt very relieved because his son had been a smart and understanding child, so rarely fussy. So, it was very easy to leave without taking her son. Like today, will tell the servant to take care of his son who is still fast asleep.

"Mr Aldiano, suicide does not solve the problem because it will only make your conversion futile. A person who commits suicide will never go to heaven because it was done by God." The princess who hastily changed her clothes, inwardly prayed for Aldiano to survive the accident.

He hopes that the man he believes has repented, can open a new page by becoming a better man and will never return to the path of heresy.

As he was already wearing a long black suit, he instantly smoothed out his appearance in front of the mirror. A few moments later, he took the bag on the table and walked out of the room.

Without wearing powder or anything on her face, the Princess just wanted to rush to the hospital immediately and did not want her father-in-law to wait for too long.

When going down the stairs, go straight to the back and knock on the door of the waiter's room. As soon as the door opened and displayed the servant with a tangled face from being woken up all of a sudden, he instantly revealed everything.

"Sorry, Bik for interrupting the break. Papa and I are going to the hospital because Mr. Aldiano had an accident. So, please take care of my son because I can't take him to the hospital." The princess could see the surprised look on the face of the servant as she had experienced a moment ago.

"Astaghfirullah, sir Aldiano had an accident? I hope everything is fine and Mr. Aldiano has not suffered anything bad from the accident." The waiter was very sad when he heard it.

Although he knew how arrogant the employer was, but still never lost his respect. Moreover, knowing how his employer's childhood and experiencing a heavy phase after the death of the mother.

"Yes, Bik. Please wish Mr. Aldiano all the best. I'm leaving now with Papa" said the Princess who was currently staring at the waiter with a sad face, just like her.

Moreover, always assume if the misfortune experienced is a karma that must be lived and accepted with chest space. That the law of sowing does exist in this world, so do not hate Aldiano who he believes will get a reply someday and it all starts now.

"Of course, Miss. I will wish Mr. Aldiano all the best. Be careful on the road, ma'am." The servant now bowed respectfully as soon as his master passed away after assuring him.

He knew that the woman's employer was a very good person because he never complained when he always got bad things from the husband who could never even respect a wife.

"Oh Allah, save Mr. Aldiano and may he survive death," said the middle-aged woman who is now walking towards the stairs so that she can immediately see the son of the master who is asleep.

While on the front porch, the Princess waited for her father-in-law. He had thought that his in-laws were already in front, but wondered why they were not ready.

"Why is papa so long? Is papa currently venting his sadness when I'm not around?" The princess was still standing in the courtyard and observing the atmosphere of the front area which was now decorated with lights on the left right.

Even the sound of the fountain became a noisy thing in the early hours of the day. "Why not shut down? Did the waiter forget?"

As he felt strange today just by staring at the fountain, now there was a sound of movement from his right side and made him turn his head.

"Mrs, I'll take you to the hospital. The big master just woke me up by calling" said the driver who had just exited the side door of the house and was intending to pick up the car in the garage.

"Wait!" The princess currently pointed her index finger at the fountain. "Did you forget to turn the fountain off at night?"

The driver who had just realized that if the words of his master were true, now felt very strange. "No, Mistress. I turned it off before I went to sleep. Why light up again?"

At the same time, Bambang Priambodo was seen just coming out of the main door and heard the talk of two people in front of the fountain. Until he realized that it was the work of his son.

"It looks like my son turned it on again because he used to love fountains. Hence telling people to make it in front of the house." He thought that his son might have been there after being scolded when he came home and scolded by him.

"Surely he was here long enough while staring at the fountain that always reminds him of the mother who used to invite him to play water." Bambang who had been in the bathroom for a long time because he could not resist the waves of sadness that came out of his eyeballs.

Until he completely evaporated the sadness by allowing tears to bathe his face and look at himself in front of the mirror.

So, long enough to be in the bathroom so as not to look sad when later met his son in the hospital. He wanted to be strong and not shed tears in front of others.

Being strong was his choice at this time and wished his son a run from death because until now it still had not gotten any bad news if his son had breathed his last. So, he still felt calm because he thought he had hope.

"I just found out that Mr. Aldiano likes fountains, Pa. All this time just think this fountain is a common thing, but it's not for Mr. Aldiano." The princess is currently looking towards the father-in-law who looks flushed her eyeballs.

Thinking that what he had been thinking was right, if the middle-aged man let out grief first before leaving. 'Papa must have been devastated by this bad news. Papa has always loved Mr. Aldiano because what he did was the best thing.'

The daughter turned her attention so that her father-in-law did not feel ashamed of her because her eyeballs were reddened.

"Better we go now?" Bambang Priambodo who does not want to discuss about his son's favorite because it always makes him short of breath

He passed from the fountain to the garage along with the driver and daughter-in-law who followed him. He got into the car with the woman sitting next to him.

Then the driver who has been sitting behind the wheel immediately starts the car engine and drives the vehicle out of the house area after being opened by security.

The black luxury car is currently splitting the silence of the night in Jakarta. There was absolutely no sound heard in the car because everyone was busy praying for the man who had an accident.

'Mr Aldiano, may Allah give you a chance to start a new life after repentance, ' muttered the Princess who is currently staring into the streets of the capital with several passing vehicles.

On the other hand, Bambang Priambodo is currently thinking about all the worst possibilities because indeed he must be prepared if his son is not helped. He turned towards his daughter-in-law who had been silent watching the vehicle.

"Daughter."

"Yes, Pa" said the Princess who immediately turned to the middle-aged man who called her and made her think there was something important to be conveyed.

After being silent for a while, now Bambang Priambodo began to open his voice. "If my son is taken back by God, I have no one in the world. I hope you remain my son-in-law and I'll leave everything to Xander."

"If I die and Xander's a kid, I hope you take over the leader of the company. So, from now on, I hope you start learning to do business." Bambang Priambodo did not want to fill his mind with bad things about his son.

However, he really could not think of his current type, so thought of the various worst possibilities and had to accept them with a spacious chest even though his heart could not be sincere.

To be continued..