Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 45 ~ Events in Day H ~

Nella came out of the bridal makeup room while running, the girl could no longer see Reana's sadness. Hearing Reana's sobs that came out from the deepest feeling of sadness, the expression of restrained feelings.

The poor girl fell on her mother's lap. Reana was unable to bear the weight of her inner burden that she could not express, even to her own mother.

And Nella is the only place to share the girl's burden.

Now that Nella carries the burden, Reana's future and happiness are at stake. Whether a happy life or suffering life that Reana will live as if in the grasp of Nella.

Unable to stand with feelings of doubt, reveal secrets or silence forever. Nella ran out of the room looking for air that felt lost.

Rommy who just stood alone without friends, looked sad among the guests who came. Her eyes stared at the door of Reana's dressing room. To be honest, Rommy wants to know what Reana really feels like.

Rommy was shocked when she saw Nella come out crying. The atmosphere of a happy marriage is inversely proportional to Nella's behavior.

Rommy feels something is wrong with Reana's decision. The girl obviously still expected Nico but chose to marry another man. Rommy rushed after Nella who ran out of the building.

Nella stood there crying against the wall. Rommy approaches wanting to know what exactly happened.

"I'm sorry Nella's sister Reana, I'm sorry Nella's sister Nico" Nella told herself, it's not enough just in her heart, the girl wanted to scream.

"Why ? what happened to Reana, why apologize to Nico ?" ask Rommy suddenly.

Nella turned to look at Rommy who was standing quietly behind her, the girl's face was covered in tears. The girl could not hold the sob in front of the man. Nella slumped to the floor, her legs limp unable to hold her body.

Rommy holding the girl's body makes Nella lean on her. Rommy guides Nella looking for a place to sit, patting gently on the girl's back.

Rommy wants to know the truth, the man calms Nella, makes the girl feel comfortable and trust in her. As a fellow friend who loves Nico and Reana, Rommy slowly scratches out the real events.

Nella recounts the true events, the threat of Mr. Malvin wanting to eliminate Nico until the marriage agreement that Reana must choose to save him.

Nella's feeling was relieved, but inversely proportional to what Rommy felt. The man could not just stay silent, the man could not keep this secret hidden.

Rommy rushes to call Nico, wanting to tell him the truth. Nico must take Reana back, Nico must save Reana.

But the man did not answer his phone, Nico and his two best friends shut themselves away from him. Having chosen to attend Reana's wedding, they are hostile towards her. Rommy rushes to find a taxi and goes to Nico's apartment.

Nella covered her mouth with both hands, the girl panicked, she told me everything, she broke her promise to Reana and now Rommy knows what happened.

As the man leaves Nella, Rommy makes him tell her all the secrets behind Reana's marriage. The girl was confused as to what to do.

Nella rushes to Reana's dressing room, where Nella still finds Reana still crying in her mother's arms.

Sorry sister Reana, I have reneged on the promise, may this be the best, sorry sister, inner Nella while looking at Reana who is still crying sobbing in her mother's arms.

While Rommy forces the taxi driver to speed up the speed of his car, while continuing to try to contact Nico. Rommy hits the car seat in front of him every time Nico doesn't answer his phone.

Shit, shit, Rommy's mind.

Make taxi drivers nervous, panic and immediately increase speed to be free from passengers who are urgency.

Rommy ran like a doormat, directly banging on the door of Nico's apartment. Ardi, who was upset at his best friend, did not push the door.

"Repar... quickly open the door" cried Rommy who usually patiently could no longer hold back.

The words that were never registered in his brain now appeared and came out just like that. Ardi and Dito were wide-eyed, unusual to hear the words coming out of Rommy's patient mouth.

As soon as the apartment door opened, Rommy headed straight for Nico's room, opening the door of the man's room violently without knocking on the door first.

Nico sat on the carpeted floor in front of his bed, bowing down in tears. Rommy lifts Nico's hollow body forcing the man to stand up.

"You have to save Reana, you have to take her away, you have to derail her marriage" cried Rommy, a clear feather flowing from the corner of her eye.

Nico looked astonished at his best friend, Rommy crying, he let out tears.

"Reana. no. Mr. Malvin. he forced Reana to sign a marriage agreement. The girl wants to save you from the threat of Mr. Malvin who wants to blow up the plane you were on from New York" said Rommy, who was confused about how to tell the real story.

"No. Where there might be such an incident, where perhaps Mr. Malvin could have gone that far, it must have been a lie" Nico shook his head.

"You don't know who Mr. Malvin is, you don't know how much power he has.

You don't know how scary that guy is, before it's too late to save Reana.

The only man in his heart is you" shouted Rommy annoyed at Nico's attitude.

Nico looked into his best friend's eyes, looking for the truth. Rommy who felt angry, panicked afraid of being late and sad to imagine the fate of Reana and Nico, unceasingly shed tears.

Nico snatched his car keys from the table, running all the way to the parking lot where his car was. Dito and Ardi looked at each other in disbelief, then regained their senses and rushed after him.

The three of them ran to the parking lot, but Nico's car was no longer there. Immediately they blocked the taxi driving them to the reception location.

Nico parked his car carelessly, running as fast as he could towards the ballroom.

Wait for me Reana, wait for me, Nico screams.

Gasps stood at the large door of the reception room, looking at Reana who was stepping towards another man.

"DAME !!!" nico shouted, stopping Reana's steps.

Nico's voice echoed, startling everyone. Reana turned around to look for the direction of the voice, seen Nico who had been missed, with the man's gasping breath standing in front of her.

No wait for long Nico ran towards Reana, pulled the girl's hand and ran away from the party room. All stunned, Mr. Malvin wrathful, did not accept his bride to be taken away before his eyes, immediately chasing with his guards.

Reana who doesn't know what happened can only run after. Yes, he did want to run, hoping to run, he did want to leave. While holding hands they kept running.

Reana smiled as she ran, looking at the back of the man, the man she had been waiting for. His nearly annihilated hope now appeared again. Whatever happens, he doesn't care.

The car has been seen, the longer it is getting closer.

A little more Reana, we'll get out of here, inner Nico.

Nico turned to the girl who ran with him, Reana's eyes, happy eyes looked at him. The girl ran with him and smiled at him.

"STOPIII !!!" shouted mr. Malvin.

Running in pursuit with his guards, panicking, wrathful, no one ever sassy this on him, but Nico and Reana have drifted away, unable to catch up with them, Malvin's master is desperate, grabbing a firearm on the waist of his bodyguard.

"STOP OR I'LL KILL YOU !!!" mister Malvin shouted, holding a weapon.

Reana looked back, seeing Mr. Malvin pointing a weapon at them. Reana's hunch is bad.

This time, let me repay your kindness, brother Nico, inner Reana.

Then releasing Nico's hand and standing in the way, Nico is shocked Reana releases her hand.

The sound of an eruption rang out, Reana staggered and collapsed.

"REANA.." cried everyone who watched.

All shocked, guests ran to see the incident, Miss Ridha fell unconscious, Nico frantically embraced Reana.

The man was crying, his hands were unceasingly pressing against the wound, trying to hold the bleeding to the left of Reana's stomach, but the blood still flowed on Nico's fingers, dyeing Reana's white dress.

Various expressions emanated from the faces of the invitees, panicking, crying, trembling, someone shot in front of the eyes is an event that does not want to be witnessed, causing deep trauma, but still some are calm, calm, and calm, call an ambulance immediately.

Mr. Malvin ran up to the girl who was lying weakly in Nico's lap, Reana's eyes glaring at Mr. Malvin. The man rubbed the girl's face while crying.

Mr. Malvin clasped Reana's bloodied hand, not staring, Mr. Malvin bowed in tears. He looked at the girl when he heard her voice.

"Sir... mister.. not guilty.. don't regret... mister didn't kill me. because.. since.... consent.... marriage..... I. don't feel..kan.. live again.. I. already.. die... "the stammering words of Reana, repeating the words of Mr. Malvin when forcing Reana to sign a marriage consent letter.

Reana's breath was one-on-one, tired, weak but her lips were smiling.

Reana wishes that Mr. Malvin had no regrets about what happened. The girl understood that Mr. Malvin had forced her to marry him because he loved her so much, because he loved her too much.

Reana can understand the feelings of Mr. Malvin, love someone to want to have him, want to always be with him, want to always be happy. Reana understood that very well because the girl felt the same way, but to other men.

Until Mr. Malvin forgets the feeling of not being forced. Reana couldn't bring herself to accept Mr. Malvin's feelings. Reana can give herself up, but not her feelings.

Living without feeling, parting with Nico makes Reana can not feel alive anymore, the girl feels her life has died.

Reana drooped, mister Malvin yelled to her name. Nico hugged Reana's blood-filled body. An invited guest barged in among the surrounding people. Then check on the girl.

"Don't wait for an ambulance, take it directly to the hospital" he said immediately.

Hearing that Nico immediately lifted Reana's body, running towards his car. Mr. Malvin pursued but the law enforcement arrested Mr. Malvin's move, arresting the rich young master.

The man screams Reana's name, she is not willing to be kept away from the girl he loves. But Mr. Malvin can't fight, his bodyguard can't do anything.

Mr. Malvin has committed a violation of the law, in front of many witnesses, the guards could do nothing to help him.

Nico holds Reana's body followed by the newly arrived invited guest. Put Reana in the back seat on the man's seat who was endlessly holding Reana's wound with his handkerchief to close the source of the bleeding so that Reana did not lose a lot of blood.

"Hopefully God is with us, hopefully there is still a chance, be careful driving" said the guest, who is almost half a century old.

Nico nodded, his tears did not stop flowing, the man rubbed him harshly, he wanted Reana to be given a chance, he did not want to make a mistake, he wanted to get to the hospital safely.

The invited guest suggested the nearest hospital, a large hospital located in the middle of the city not far from Mr. Malvin's hotel.

The likelihood of a gunshot wound surviving depends largely on how quickly the victim is rushed to the hospital.

Reana had to be rushed to the nearest emergency unit within ten minutes of being shot.

As soon as the invited guest explained, Nico resignedly followed his directions. Nico, who had been hopeless, now has a chance to save Reana, he must carefully use this opportunity.

But the heavy traffic became an obstacle, this made the two men fret.

Nico drove his car at high speed when it was free from traffic jams. But he must remain careful, there must be no mistake whatsoever that makes them late to reach the hospital.

Nico glanced at Reana who was getting pale.

Hang on Reana, we'll be there soon, I'll try my best to save you" inner Nico.

Nico continued to wipe his tears, he did not want to be blocked by the water that always appeared in his eyes, because he had to concentrate on driving a car.

The guest called someone, asking for an operating room. Nico felt very grateful, God sent the man before it was too late.

Nico stopped his car staying at the entrance of the Emergency Unit. Some medical staff are ready to wait. With the gurney that Reana had prepared, he was immediately taken to the operating room.

While walking quickly with the gurney, Nico could not help but look at Reana's face. The man blotted out his tears. Regretting his actions, regretting this incident.

Again Nico wiped away his tears, his body and heart were tired. But Nico doesn't want to leave the girl alone, she has to follow wherever the paramedics take her.

"Please dr. Yudhi" said a nurse who let the guest enter the operating room.

"You wait here and pray" said the guest who turned out to be a surgeon.

The doctor patted Nico on the shoulder and then passed into the room which was about ten meters in front of him. Accompanied by several medics who became members of his surgical team.

The operating room indicator light is on. Signs of surgery have begun. There was nothing else Nico could do but surrender, pray and wait.

Nico sat there waiting and tried to calm himself down. The man bowed, crying sobbing. Alone feeling this anxiety, various bad thoughts flashed across him.

What if it's too late ?

What if Reana can't survive ?

Why did I take him away ?

Why didn't I let her marry the man who loved her so much ?

Why am I so selfish ? why ?

This is my sin, am I too greedy ?

Greedy for wanting too much ?

If I let her, she'll be happy, Lord Malvin will make Reana fall in love with her?

Mr Malvin would do anything to make her happy ?

So many questions in Nico's mind. So many regrets for that man. There's nothing he can answer.

Shortly afterwards Ardi, Dito, Rommy and Miss Ridha, as well as everyone who knew Reana, came to the hospital. They went straight to Nico asking about the state of the girl.

Nico pointed to the room with the indicator light still on, and explained the incident during the trip, some are grateful because a surgeon was invited to the wedding, to be able to take quick steps in dealing with emergency situations.

And some were silent, because all did not know what was going to happen, all hoping that the girl could still survive, hoping to still have a chance.

All hoping for anxiety, Ridha's mother sat speechless with her tears flowing slowly, her eyes blank.

Rommy approaches Nico trying to calm him down, patting the man on the back. But Nico stood up with a blaming look.

"I shouldn't have followed your advice, I should have let her stay married, I shouldn't have taken her away" Nico said with teary eyes.

Rommy, who Nico blames, is left bowed, Dito approaches Nico, patting the man on the shoulder, trying to calm him down. Bu Ridha stared intently at Nico, in his heart, Bu Ridha blamed the man who had messed up his daughter's marriage.

"No one knows it will happen like this, we all no one would have thought it would be like this" said Dito who tried to persuade his best friend.

Nico let go of Dito's hand, dodging backwards staggered. His eyes were staring at the nanar, his body was trembling.

"Nic.. calm down, if not, you can collapse, you haven't even eaten from yesterday" said Ardi worried about Nico, his best friend.

"Why don't you prevent me, why don't you forbid me to meet him" Nico shouted as he moved back away from Ardi.

Nico pulled back too strongly to make his body staggered back against the wall. All looked at Nico with mixed feelings, sad, angry, sorry for the actions of Nico who led Reana to run away from her marriage.

But all could only be silent because no one knew such an event could happen.

Nico tries to walk the other way, but his body staggers again, Rommy tries to hold the body of the man, but Nico instead wags his best friend's hand.

Nico wants to leave, he wants to get away from the girl, he feels to be the cause of the girl's injury.

Nico feels like an unlucky carrier for Reana.

Nico felt regret for ever approaching him.

Nico walked a few steps, but then sat down and fell down. The man fell unconscious.

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