Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 149 ~ Love it Forgive ~

Yose tells the beginning of her sister's illness. It was also the beginning of Yose feeling angry at Reana. Because of helping the girl, desperate to replace the damaged Reana tree with a tree owned by her sister until Yori reprimanded her teacher. Not really reprimanded but just questioning. Only, the spoiled Yori directly blamed her brother who was considered incompetent to fulfill her request.

Yori gets upset and kicks a flower pot in the backyard. Yori's leg swing is thought to make his nerves pinched, that was the initial diagnosis of the doctor at that time. The pain in Yori's leg did not go away despite taking the medicine, the doctor also advised to do physiotherapy.

However, the pain is not lessened but rather increased. Yori, it's even hard to walk. Yose's affection for her sister to be willing to carry her sister to school. Sometimes his body feels tired, which is when Yose feels sorry for helping Reana.

"Something when I came back to see you walking towards the cafeteria. I who have been irritated and angry with you want to pull your hair pigtails and take you to the side of school. There I was free to grab your hair, slap your face back and forth, right-left then–"

Yose turned to look towards Reana. Staring at the woman's face that was instantly pale hearing Yose's story. Reana who imagined something more cruel was actually more frightened when she heard the story of Yose.

"Why you?" tanya Yose looked at Reana's tense expression.

"It's very cruel" said Reana slowly.

"But it didn't come true" Yose said with a laugh. "I didn't do that because I saw you approaching your mother who was having a hard time serving students who wanted to snack. I saw your mother was very helpful. I finally canceled slapping you back and forth, right-left," Yose said with a smile.

"Sister, don't hate me anymore?" ask Reana.

"Who said, I still hate you, only I cancel slap back and forth, right-left," said Yose.

"Udah, sis, slap back and forth, right-left," said Reana.

"His left-right slap in place of right-left kiss now can't it?" ask Yose.

"I am the wife of my sister" said Reana.

"Yes I know, what a pity," said Yose.

"Then what about Yori next?" ask Reana.

"Because doing physiotherapy does not change the situation, the doctor suggested an examination with MRI, that's when finally, detected the presence of cancer cells in his thigh bone. After knowing that reality, Yori's condition instantly dropped, each feeling in pain. Finally, cut the part of the bone that has been damaged. Suffering decreases. Yori did not scream sick anymore but her illness was still not cured. Cancer cells are still detected. Yori, always asked for my company but when she checked with a handsome doctor she always asked me to leave. He asked me to be a doctor. Because he thinks I'm more handsome than that doctor. I fulfilled her request to become a doctor" Yose said.

"Then what caused Yori to not be able to survive anymore?" ask Reana.

"During the healing period of bone cancer, another cancer is detected. Apparently, metastasis has occurred causing cancer to spread to some parts of the bone even to the brain, Yori can not survive anymore," explained Yose then bowed.

Reana nodded then said her apology while looking at Yori's headstone. Like her promise to Yose, Reana truly apologized even though it could only be done on a tomb.

"Did Yori forgive me?" ask Reana.

Yose was silent for a moment, acting like she was listening to something. Reana smiled as she scrunched her forehead. The woman smiled at Yose's cheerful behavior.

"He said there were conditions" Yose said.

"What's the condition?" reana asked with a laugh because there was no way Yose could communicate with Yori.

"She said kiss, her brother cheek," Yose replied laughing, making Reana also laugh.

After the laughter subsided, they fell silent. Reana was astonished. Her heart felt free when she was with Yose. The burden of grief is much reduced. Reana is happy when she is with Yose. Honey, Reana feels that Yose always signals that she wants Reana.

After they felt enough, they went home. Reana thanked him for being invited to apologize to Yori. Yose escorted Reana to the front of the house. When the woman wanted to get out of the car. Yose held her hand back then.

"Reana, thank you" said Yose.

"For what?" ask Reana.

"To go back," Yose replied.

"Have a husband, I know, I know," Yose replied with a smile.

That handsome doctor doesn't care. Either have a chance with Reana or not. The most important thing for him right now was being able to stare at the woman whenever he wanted to. Reana asks Yose to rest because she will be serving as a guard doctor at the regional hospital. 

Reana's days were happier. Yose's presence filled her day, making Reana gradually forget her sadness. Unlike Reana who slowly forgets her sadness. Nico is down. Lucky Rommy always accompanied him. Nico's best friend, did not want his best friend to make a mistake that made his life more ruined.

"I'm surprised to see you. Asked to forgive Reana, you refused. He told me to forget Reana you can't. Then what do you want now? You just went through a tough time at the company. Do you wait until it is even more destroyed" said Rommy in a high tone.

"You think I want to be like this? I want to be happy too. I wanted to forgive Reana but I hated her too. I still love him, this is what I find hard to deal with. What am I supposed to do?" ask Nico.

"Love is forgiving, don't confess love if you can't forgive" Rommy said.

"I have to forgive him? I can't. Every time I imagined him in the arms of that man, I was so charming" Nico said.

"But he did it for you" said Rommy in a high tone.

"Either that! Why should he scapegoat my company. Why did he do it as if for me. I can forgive him while he's in Mr.'s custody. Malvin. I accepted it even though I finally knew he was still a saint but now he did it for the sake of me, my parents. I hate him, because he makes me hate myself" Nico said in tears.

Rommy was down, while Rassya who was assigned by Rommy to take him home later only quietly heard the complaints of his superiors. Rassya couldn't believe Reana was willing to do that. The bodyguard knew for sure, Reana was so loyal to her husband.

"If together suffer, parting suffers. I prefer to be together. I will forgive him, and strive for happiness" explained Rommy.

"I have to forgive him" said Nico hesitantly. Rommy nodded, and so did Rassya.

"Find him in his village. I think he's back in his village" suggested Rommy.

The man asks Rassya to drive Nico home because Nico is drunk. Rassya escorts Nico to the hotel where she is staying. However, Nico asks to be escorted to his apartment. The man wished Reana had been there.

"He hasn't come home yet" Nico said after entering his apartment.

"Master has to pick her up in the village" said Rassya.

Nico nodded and asked to leave him alone. Rassya also implored himself. Only the pensive Nico stared blankly. Look at their favorite couch. More and more memories of that beautiful. Nico's getting lost to Reana. Nico fell down. Then throw yourself on that couch.

"I miss you baby, I miss you" Nico said many times until she fell asleep.

Reana just finished preparing the ingredients for sale tomorrow morning. Bu Ridha smiled as he saw that his daughter had gotten used to preparing everything. The mother asked Reana, to get some rest. Reana was shocked as she closed the glass window curtain.

His body froze staring at the figure standing in front of his courtyard. The figure just silently stared at the house. The shocked expression was like seeing a ghost. Making Bu Ridha Lia curious about what her daughter saw.

"Nico, why shut up he came in" said Ridha Lia.

"Is it possible that Brother Nico came to divorce me Ma" Reana said in tears.

"Just meet him, we just know what he means

"I don't want to! I don't want to! I don't want to see her" Reana said, walking straight into her room and crying in bed.

Bu Ridha Lia turned her head towards Nico who was just standing staring at the house. It seems that Nico himself is hesitant to meet Reana. The man was again afraid, his wife would not accept him again.

Nico is determined to forgive his wife who has surrendered herself to another man. It was all for her who couldn't forget Reana. Love is forgiving, so Nico wants to forgive Reana who is not obedient to him.

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