Me, What It Is

Me, What It Is
CHAPTER 42 ~ Loneliness ~



As the luxury car leaves the hotel, Reana stares through the window. The girl's tears were still pouring out, without sobs or sedu sedans. Just poking it out, every once in a while the girl erases it.


Mr. Malvin just silently looked ahead, not at all trying to comfort Reana. Nico's arrival made the man in a bad mood. Mr. Malvin was upset when his heart flowered and Nico came to ruin the atmosphere.


Lucky the man left as soon as Reana spoke. Asking Nico not to see him again, Mr. Malvin hopes this time the man will completely step aside from his life and Reana's.


In his heart, Lord Malvin hoped that the man would insist on fighting the guards to the point of the final blood. But Reana stopped him, I don't know what he said to the man.


But what made Mr. Malvin feel most at the peak of his annoyance was Reana's expression that still worried Nico. Obviously the girl still loves him.


It was a feeling of jealousy. Whereas if Mr. Malvin understood Reana better, Mr. Malvin would realize it was Reana's tenderness that caused the girl to behave like that.


The girl would not have the heart to see the persecuted person in front of her even if that person was not Nico, just an unknown person.


The sad face of Reana after meeting Nico is still imagined in the memory of Mr. Malvin. The girl did not seem willing to leave the man.


Reana's tears were left alone to stand in front of him, as if deliberately shown Reana as a result of the forcing of Mr. Malvin on Reana.


Mr. Malvin slammed the car door so hard that Reana who would step out of the car so shocked, as well as the guards.


A bodyguard opened the door for Mr. Malvin and prepared to close it again. But Mr. Malvin just ahead of him closed the door loudly indicating he wanted to slam something.


Reana stepped into her room, the girl wanted to lie down immediately. The body, mind and feelings of the girl felt tired. The makeup artist girls who came to greet her were subtly rejected, the girl really wanted to be alone.


While Mr. Malvin asked his servant to prepare a whirpool bath jacuzzi, he wanted to soak in the hot spring. The servants were well aware of Mr. Malvin's habits.


Therefore they will immediately prepare whirpool according to the conditions. Jacuzzi whirpool bath is useful for relaxing and relaxing tense muscles.


Due to activities that are too dense can make the body become tired, body muscles tense, and the body feels weak. Such conditions usually occur when Mr. Malvin just came home from a business trip that drained his energy and brain.


The waiters will prepare a whirpool bath by adding bath salts into the hot tub. This water-soluble mineral offers a variety of benefits such as fighting stress and fatigue.


Whirpool hot water works to relax muscles, while the minerals contained in it contribute to psychological healing.


The waiter also added a bath bomb, a fleeting object like this large camphor when submerged in water will explode and emit a burst of fragrant and soothing oil.


But for Mr. Malvin's current condition, the waiter will add Essential oil by dripping 2 - 3 drops into a pool of hot water that is beneficial to the body starting from as a fragrance, aroma therapy and for skin care.


The use of this essential oil can make Mr. Malvin's mood better. Not to forget the waiter put up a scented candle to turn the entire bathroom into a room that spoils the man.


Mr. Malvin enjoyed the comfort of the hot pool his servants had prepared for him, but the man's mind never escaped from Reana.


How do you get his heart ? what did that bastard do to conquer it ? inner master Malvin.


Mr. Malvin breathed in the soothing scent of the room, the man began to feel the benefits of the hot spring pool. His mind began to calm down, Mr. Malvin closed his eyes, imagining Reana coming towards him into the pool and approaching him.


Clutching the girl's waist, tightly hugging her body, softly poking her lips, Mr. Malvin smiled still with his eyes closed, but suddenly the shadow of Reana with tears flowing down his face just flashed.


Mr. Malvin opened his eyes, annoyed, patting the pool water in front of him until it splashed everywhere. Mr. Malvin laughed out loud, Reana really frustrated him but the man still missed him.


If the girl was really here, enjoying this comfort with me, I don't know how many girls felt it with me, but I can't do it with the girl I really want, it's because of my sin, it's my karma, Mr. Malvin's screams.


Laughing to himself.


After being satisfied lying down Reana woke up, but did not know what to do. Reana chose to sit with her chin up in front of her bedroom window. Daydreaming, looking at the empty flower garden that spread wide beside the house.


There was a knock on the door, the innocent-faced servant girl invited Reana to lunch. Reana followed the servant girl. The dining table has been served a variety of dishes, but Mr. Malvin is still not seen.


"Mr Malvin doesn't want to eat yet" explained the waiter.


"I ate it myself ?" tanya Reana looked at the dishes that were so much just for herself.


The girl nodded her head in agreement, Reana invited the girl to eat together, but the girl refused.


"We eat in our own room, miss, we never eat here" she said.


Is that the situation? if Mr. Malvin is angry I will eat alone at this big table, whispered Reana.


"What about those makeup girls ? do they want to eat here ?" ask Reana.


"They dined with us in a special room for us ladies" the girl replied again.


Reana was down, her face looked so sad. In such a big house, so many people were in it but he only ate alone.


Reana allowed the servant girl to continue her activities. Reana started eating with hot eyes. Not married to Mr. Malvin yet, but the girl already felt what it was like to be lonely.


After eating her lunch, Reana returned to her room. Staring back out the window, the girl's tears were dripping. It was not this kind of life that he expected.


The girl recalled Nico, wishing the man was okay. Reana said that hopefully the man finds someone who can make him happy. Reana was crying.


The sound of knocking on the door, the girl hurriedly wiped away her tears. The girls of the makeup artist asked for permission to enter. Reana smiled allowing. Seeing the behavior of the girls Reana was a little comforted.


"Miss feels tired, we flinch huh ?" ask a girl.


"No, I'm fine" replied Reana.


"It's okay, lady, let us flirt. We are here to take care of the lady, make the lady's body comfortable and fresh before the wedding" said another girl.


The girls take Reana to sit in a recliner, one girl massages Reana's legs and the other massages her shoulders.


"We're very happy here, we've never served a customer with a house this big. And again we have never met a customer as friendly and as good as Miss Reana" said the girl who was on foot massage Reana.


These makeup girls always thought Reana came from a rich family. The girl was caught off guard by the girls' treatment of her.


"No need to call my lady, just call my name" Reana said.


From yesterday Reana was eager to convey that. Because it was likely that the girls were older than him.


"No way, miss, that's the name of asking to be fired by Mr. Malvin" said one girl laughing.


The girl who had been busy observing the dresses hanging neatly on the walk in closet came to Reana.


"We've never seen a walk in closet as luxurious as this and the dresses are amazingly beautiful, if only you could have a dress like that" said the girl sitting with her arms crossed in front of her chest.


"I'm sorry I couldn't give it to you" Reana said.


The girl was amazed to hear Reana's words, not the slightest intention to ask for the dresses that cost tens of millions.


"All the dresses were given by Mr. Malvin, I'm sure he wouldn't like them if they were given to someone else" Reana said.


"No lady, we don't dream the lady will give it to us" said the girl protesting Reana's thoughts while laughing.


Reana bowed, since living in this house slowly Reana began to wear dresses provided by Mr. Malvin. Although the girl is not used to wearing expensive dresses with such models for everyday use.


"Certainly miss? can we really try it? can we also take a selfie wearing those dresses?" ask the girl who likes to observe the dresses.


"It doesn't seem like a problem" replied Reana.


"But not ah, if Mr. Malvin knows we can be scolded miss" said another girl.


"Then wait for Mr. Malvin not to be home, but when? tomorrow is the wedding day. After that your job here will be finished, you are not here anymore" said Reana lethargic.


There was a knock on the door, Mr. Malvin appeared, his face and body looking fresh, wearing a casual shirt with randomly combed hair making the handsome man look younger and relaxed.


Everyone was fascinated to see it, not least Reana. The girl had never seen the appearance of a different Mr. Malvin before. Always wear a suit with a neat hairline to add to his wibawa.


"What are you guys doing? " ask Mr. Malvin to say hello to all the girls.


Reana just looked down, dodged the man, Reana knew Mr. Malvin was angry since returning from the hotel, Reana did not know why, I could only feel Mr. Malvin being angry when the man slammed the car door hard.


"We're talking while we're talking about Miss Reana" one girl said.


"Alright, then take good care of Reana" said Mr. Malvin gently and then turned to look at Reana.


Reana who heard Mr. Malvin say her name glanced at the man, Reana again bowed when she found that Mr. Malvin was looking at her.


"My friend's having a bachelor party for me, can I come?" ask Mr. Malvin to Reana.


"Why should I ask permission?" Reana asked back.


"Of course, since you're my future wife, when should I ask their permission? " ask Mr. Malvin while looking at the girls.


The smiling girls were arrested. Reana was silent for a moment.


"Alright, sir can go" Reana said later.


"Good thanks" said Mr. Malvin.


Then standing near Reana, kissing the top of the girl's hair, long ago, the man soaked his kiss. Reana was caught off guard, Mr. Malvin launched his tactics again, being friendly in front of people so Reana could not avoid.


The soothing fragrance emanates from the body of Mr. Malvin. Reana and the girls were hooked on smelling that scent. But they just kept quiet in the heart no one dared to reveal it.


Mr. Malvin walked over, grabbed the doorknob and turned to look at Reana.


"Please take good care of my future wife" said Mr. Malvin with a smile, which was answered by the girls.


"Well sir" said the girls, smiling at Mr. Malvin's romantic attitude.


As soon as Mr. Malvin came out, the girls were instantly excited.


"Mmm.mangirannya, Mr. Malvin, the mind so high drifted through the clouds" said one girl.


"Sstt. You here, there is Miss Reana, praise the husband-to-be people do not politely know" said another girl.


"Sorry miss, that's not what I mean, I just think Miss Reana is very lucky to conquer the heart of Mr. Malvin, if I hear, Mr. Malvin is a lot of his girlfriend, he said, but Miss Reana who was chosen to be his wife, ooh, is not Miss Reana very lucky" explained the girl with a moved face.


"That's your thinking, if I think it's Mr. Malvin who is lucky to get Miss Reana, Mr. Malvin's girlfriends are just people who only target the wealth and luxury that Mr. Malvin has" say another girl.


"Where do you know that? " ask the girl.


"You don't read the news, you know how glamorous lifestyle the girls who became Mr. Malvin's girlfriend. Of course they are happy to be the girlfriend of Mr. Malvin because Mr. Malvin can finance their luxurious life" said the girl.


"Well, you are great, your knowledge is broad, but in terms of gossip doang" said the girl who was just silent.


They laughed together, Reana smiled, in the heart of the girl thinking if she could live with such a man, even though master Malvin said he would let the girls go, she said, but could Mr. Malvin afford to lose them.


Suddenly Reana remembered something.


"How about now you try the dresses" Reana suggested.


Reana no longer wants to think about Mr. Malvin and his girlfriends. The makeup girls jumped up in excitement, they just remembered this was an opportunity for them to selfie wearing Reana's pretty dresses.


Reana let the girls try on all the dresses and took her picture, they looked so happy, running around.


Reana laughed at the cheerful behavior of the girls. Now their behavior is entertainment for him. The girls were unceasingly grateful to Reana. They are very lucky to have such a friendly and humble customer like Reana.


Against the background of what was in the room alone, the results of their shots look very luxurious. Every day they do photoshoots, sometimes also asking for photos with Reana.


As a memento he said. And Reana is willing, they look very happy and proud to be able to take pictures with Reana.


Towards the evening they just finished doing their model-style action, when seen the photos of Reana they took is very beautiful and natural, relaxed and cheerful atmosphere makes Reana smile without being forced.


They admire Reana so much, they promise to make Reana the most beautiful bride in the world. Given that Reana's back moody.


The girls have returned to the room that has been provided for them, Reana's room is back silent, Reana feels lonely again. There's nothing he can do in this room.


After dinner alone, Reana moves up the stairs to return to her room. From the stairs Reana looked around the house that had many residents but felt lonely, somewhere the servants were hiding.


They only showed up while carrying out their duties, then left the large room that was always silent.


Maybe just like me, live the days according to the tasks that must be done, then go back to hiding in each room, whispered Reana.


Reana opened her bedroom door, looking around the spacious room, confused about what she should do.


Reana remembered the travel bag containing clothes and books, Reana wondered why it was unthinkable from yesterday.


Reana just needs to open a book to fill the time. Reana picked a book and read it in the recliner. Reading sheet by sheet until the girl fell asleep.


Reana opened her eyes when she felt a breath on her face, the girl was shocked, the book fell down. Mr. Malvin was in front of him, stroking his hair.


The girl looked up at the face of Mr. Malvin who was so close.


"I knocked on the door, your room wasn't locked so I went in" Malvin said.


The smell of alcohol gushed from her mouth, Reana trembled in fear.


"They asked me to stay the night but I refused, I kept thinking about you, in my brain just wanted to see my bride immediately, they finally drove me home" said Mr. Malvin smiling, still resting on his hands and staring at Reana who was below him.


Reana panicked, tremblingly pushing the semi-conscious man's body slowly. The man smiled and then hit Reana's body, the girl screamed in shock instantly pushing her strong. Mr. Malvin fell on the carpet, the man collapsed.


Reana immediately ran out looking for a bodyguard to bring master Malvin back to her room. The guards brought Mr. Malvin. Reana locked the door of her room and sat on the bed with her body still trembling.


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