Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 180 ~ Want To Change ~

Ardy announces the breakup of his engagement to Lisca. The woman did not accept it and threatened to kill herself. Women are not ready to lose all the facilities that Ardy provides for her.

Ardy financed Lisca's life, all the needs of the woman's life were borne by Ardy even though they were not married. Now Ardy breaks off the engagement making Lisca blingsatan because she has nowhere else to depend. His life is like a socialite in his social media groups requires considerable costs.

While his income as a housing marketing is not at all enough to live like a jet set. On social media, his appearance is different when working looks different.

Lisca does everything she can to get a sense of admiration from friends from cyberspace while finding someone who can turn her idiosyncratic luxury life into reality. Lisca overturns Ardy's decision including threatening suicide. Ardy is forced to return to Lisca. 

However, with threats. If he dares to betray her then he alone will kill Lisca. Yes, Ardy said that because he had been forced back into that unhealthy relationship. The threat of suicide by Lisca will be replaced by Ardy's murder if Lisca dares to betray him.

What a terrible threat, is he really brave like that? Bodo is very important now I can still survive getting facilities from him until I get someone more established than him, like Nico, Inner Lisca smiled.

From then on, Lisca acted more carefully. More to keep up his horn. Seemed indifferent to Nico. It makes Nico so much calmer as well as his wife.

While sitting together on the terrace of one of the rooms in the villa, Reana conveyed her sense of relief to see Lisca's attitude that was no longer excessive towards her husband. It makes their holidays more comfortable. Nico with a flowery feeling always took the time to kiss his wife's lips.

"Sister why? It looks like it's so happy" asked Reana.

"I can't kiss my wife's lips for no reason? There's got to be a reason?" ask Nico.

"Yes, because it is an influence of mood. If the heart is upset where it might momentarily shrink," said Reana.

"Yes fine! Maybe it's because my heart feels good" replied Nico.

"Why?" ask Reana.

"I've fantasized like this–"

"Oh yeah? With who?" ask Reana.

"Who else is with you?" asked Nico in astonishment.

"Oh, I think Big Brother imagined that before he met me" Reana said.

"Honey, my heart is closed to any girl after Angela, I haven't had time to dream with Angela either because she's always in front of my eyes, but when I'm with you, I hope a lot. Never mind hugging you, can look at you I have to fantasize first," said Nico who was immediately replied with laughter by his wife.

"If I want to fantasize, my brain first realizes not to think that not-not–"

"Thinking the no-no? Do you fantasize about making love to me–"

"Where possible! I don't even dare to fantasize about you" Reana said.

"If I, always fantasizing about making love to you, ever since I kissed you–"

"What was that first kiss? Where possible, we just met, the first time faced," said Reana.

"Yes, but I have long admired you. Since standing up to finish the matter on the blackboard, you always caught my attention, maybe that's why I couldn't help myself until I finally chose to kiss you" said Nico.

"Sister regrets?" ask Reana.

"I'm probably sorry, but I'm grateful to finally marry you" replied Nico.

Nico smilingly looked at his wife then slowly brought his face closer. Slowly dunking her lips into those sweet lips. Only when enjoying the sweetness of the soft lips. They were shocked by the sound of knocking on the door.

Nico and Reana looked at each other and smiled. Nico lets the one who knocks on the door to enter. Dina appeared while smiling.

"Sorry to interrupt the romantic moment, I just want to tell you, the dinner is ready brother and sister," said Dina so at noon.

"Oh yes, thank you. Sorry for the trouble" said Reana.

"No, we are not happy. We wait, yes" said Dina then passed after closing the door again.

"I'm sorry" said Nico.

"Sorry for what?" ask Reana.

"Because my friends always bother us" replied Nico.

"Absolutely not disturbing. I'm glad I got to meet up with friends. After all, Nico's friends are my friends too. Unfortunately not all can collect–"

"Not everyone, who else, oh ... You mean your friends?" ask Nico.

"Ah stop! After all we are not so familiar," said Reana about to stand up from the recliner.

"You mean, the friends by your side, can't get too familiar with me and even become my enemies …."

"It's not so .. I mean,"

"The reality is so. I can't accept your friends. Ii'm sorry. I'll try for them from today" Nico grabbed his wife's hand and rubbed her back.

"Sister? If not, it will be difficult to make friends. Friends cannot be planned, nor can they be forced. Forget it, let's join Sis, they must have been waiting for us" said Reana pulled Nico's hand to stand up immediately.

"I'm sorry. I was so selfish" Nico said.

Now thinking of her, Reana always succumbed to her. If she herself wants and likes to gather with her friends, Reana actually refrains from meeting her friends. 

Gina, Rassya, dr. Yose is Reana's friends who have to give up for Nico's sake. They won't be able to gather like they are today. Meet even stay with Nico's friends. Never mind gathering, to meet for a moment, Reana will get in trouble.

All because Nico thinks Reana's friends are the ones who might tease Reana. Nico is unaware that temptation can also come from a friend by his side. Reana is just being patient and giving in when the temptation comes from Nico's friends.

"You're so patient with me. I've always been jealous of your friends while I'm ..." said Nico.

"That's because I'm sure Big Brother won't be tempted, and Big Brother can also overcome that temptation. As for me .. I always make Brother angry, I always stand in situations that make Brother misunderstand, it's my fault. Maybe I don't need to be friends with anyone, yeah .. I don't have any use meeting my friends, either" Reana said smiling but with teary eyes.

Nico hugged his wife. Nico realizes that it wasn't Reana's fault. The woman gave up as hard as she could. The problem was in him who could not resist his jealousy. Nico wants to be like Reana to be able to resist jealousy towards all the temptations that plague their household.

"Darling, I want to be like you. From today I will try to be a friend to your friends. I will try to overcome my jealousy by learning from you. You want to help me" said Nico, cupping his wife's face and kissing her sweet lips in front of him.

Reana nodded with a smile. Reana will help her husband, if that's what she wants. Reana could only pray that nothing bad happened between them. Given Nico's jealousy towards his friends who are often out of control.

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