Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 13 ~ Lost Awareness ~

Ardi ran towards his friends who were sitting on the bench of the DPRD while carrying some canned drinks.

"Ni him" Ardi said as he handed out canned drinks to Nico and Rommy.

"Dito hasn't returned yet?" ardi asked his two friends.

"Mm. bucin severe ampe no longer want to cement" replied Nico.

"Part of napa also have to date at the stop, not just go to campus" continued Nico nagel.

"His girlfriend is embarrassed to wear fresh clothes, will attract attention, understanding little, if this one is blurred again, the prospective old virgin he, kasian" said Ardi understandingly.

"Bring a change of clothes, you can, now play at the mulu stop, we are even told to wait for them to date" said Nico.

"That's if the miss is planned, if the miss suddenly what ? when he brought a change of clothes every day" bela Ardi.

Rommy just laughs at that stupid debate.

"Relax coy, if your behavior is like him too, we-we will definitely be faithful waiting for you, so you don't need to be jealous" said Ardi ended the debate.

Rommy and Ardi laughed lightly, Nico still grumbled. His grunts came to a halt as he saw Reana who was slowly stepping down while looking down. Ardi immediately elbowed Nico. Nico was silent, all he did was stare at Reana.

"Where is Reana's development ?" ask Rommy suddenly.

"Difficult, unapproachable" answered Nico briefly.

"So broke my spirit ?" tanya Ardi is teased.

"It's not hugging in the hallway of the campus" ledek Ardi while acting like he was hugging.

"So it's just a doang issue ?" ask Ardi bertubi.

Nico just smiled a little, remembering when the girl cried in his arms. No one even seems to know that Nico once held Reana in his arms in the library.

It has been twice the girl cried in my arms, but until now she still has not opened her heart, thought Nico staring sadly at Reana.

The girl walked to the library.

"No, no, no, nyamperin him?" ask Rommy.

"Oh, I feel like it, but I'm always afraid that he's getting away" Nico replied quietly.

Rommy nodded in understanding, Nico definitely did not want to urge Reana.

Dito came hastily, his breathing was wheezing. Dito took the can of drink that was on the side of Ardi, straight up, but disappointed because the contents had been toilet.

Dito looked at his three friends.

"Where's my mountain?" tanya Dito demanded.

"Lost in the cafeteria" said Ardi giggling.

"Egg... teganya.." said Dito who had been martial run to meet his friends afraid they were late waiting.

Rommy immediately throws a new canned drink. Dito immediately caught.

"Well, this is just the name of a true friend" said Dito with a cheerful face.

Dito glanced at Nico who looked calm. Nico's mind drifted somewhere. Dito shifted Ardi, sitting next to his best friend. His hands were round on Nico's boat.

"What do you think ? rejected outright ? That Reana, the type of girl who doesn't think about dating, doesn't think about guys. He only thinks about life, if you want to decetin he helps him overcome his life problems" said Dito suddenly became a psychiatrist.

Nico looked at Dito, Dito spoke like a drunk but there was a point as well. Ardi elbow Dito.

"Where mo help, deceptin aja difficult" said Ardi to Dito.

"His samperin, when he was sad again, at that moment he was weak, even though his mouth said no, even though his hand refused, but his heart ? will not be able to refuse, if his heart is tired, he will resign" Dito's lecture at length suddenly expert.

Nico recalled the time he hugged Reana, at that time he just wanted to comfort her, although Reana initially refused but eventually she resigned, which Dito said was true.

Nico will make Reana cry in his arms, no, Nico will make Reana happy in his arms.

Nico got up from his seat, stepped away from his friends.

"No, he left, loe anyway, the talk mulu make bete tau" said Ardi blamed Dito.

Nico halted his steps, turning to smile at his friends. Rommy clenched her fists excitedly. Nico laughed and hurried to the library.

Reana just got out of the library, right on the street that brought them together for the first time. Reana's sweat ran down her forehead, her face looking pale, like she hadn't eaten all day.

Nico seemed to bewitched every time he looked at Reana. Reana wiped her sweat with the tip of her arm. Suddenly three girls confronted him, simultaneously they sprayed drinks on Reana's face and passed with a cynical look.

Nico was startled, hurriedly approaching Reana. The girl's face, hair and some clothes were wet. Nico took off his jacket and put it on Reana.

Reana's eyes stared intently at Nico, took off Nico's jacket and immediately returned it.

With both hands the girl rubbed her wet face violently, her eyes still staring intently at Nico. The look that blamed Nico for everything that happened to him.

Reana quickly leaves Nico. Nico was silent in his place.

Why ?

Why did Reana have to go through all this ?

Is this really all my fault ?

Should I give up ? nico's heart screams.

No, I don't want to give up, I can't give up, her mind is screaming.

Nico runs after Reana. Ardi, Rommy and Dito stared in wonder at them. Reana had gone far, gone in haste. With such a body condition, Reana wanted to immediately pass from that place.

Walk at a fast pace towards the front stop of the campus. The girl's eyes glazed over, every day having to experience shame, every day having to face those who hated her.

All this happened from that day, all this happened because of that incident, all this happened because of that man, Reana screamed

Nico followed Reana from behind, the girl felt that someone was following her, stopped stepping and looked back.

Nico was silent, stopping his steps. Staring at the girl who now really looked to hate him.

"Can't you leave me alone" said the girl again, her nose reddened, her eyes glazed over.

Reana steps up again, trying to ignore the man, but Reana still hears Nico's footsteps.

"Stop following me" cried Reana, as she found Nico still following her.

Nico's steps stopped again, but the man remained silent. Actually she wanted to say something, wanted to comfort Reana like that time.

But somehow, this time he did not know where to start, did not know what to say. All he did was follow Reana.

"Would you like to find another chance? " accuse Reana, the girl's tears have been spilled.

Nico came closer, wanting to say something. I want to deny the accusation. But his tongue was a mute, only able to stare at those tears. Nico again wanted to get closer, Reana walked backwards.

"Go don't come near, look at what you've done" Reana cried.

Reana turned around quickly, wanting to leave the place immediately. Wanted to pass in front of the man. But suddenly his gaze blurred, the pavement he stepped on felt swaying. Reana couldn't maintain her balance. His world became dark.

Nico sees Reana collapsing on the sidewalk, approaches immediately, frantically calling the girl's name. But the girl did not respond at all. Nico pulled out his cell phone and called an ambulance.

It had been more than two hours Reana was lying in a room in the hospital. Nico moved around to the hospital bed of the girl. He looked at her and sat back on the sofa with his friends.

"We should be grateful, because there was a loe when he fell unconscious" Rommy told Nico, who constantly blamed him.

Dito, Ardi and Rommy immediately follow Nico as soon as news Reana passed out and was taken to the Hospital.

Nico stood back to look at Reana, saying Rommy like nothing. The man seemed to have heard nothing, his mind was empty just fixed on Reana.

Reana was still closing her eyes, Nico looked at the girl's face with a guilty look. Nico again regrets his actions that followed Reana. The man's expression still showed his regretful face.

"The doctor said he was dehydrated because of stress, I was the one who caused him to experience stress" Nico said after being silent.

Nico's guilt isn't just because he's following Reana. But because of previous events, and all of those events happened because of him. The series of events that happened to Reana all started because of his actions.

"But it could be because he hasn't eaten in the last 6 hours, the doctor also said that if the glucose levels in Reana's body decreased, it made him limp and lose consciousness" explained Rommy calm Nico's feelings.

Ardi, Dito and Rommy take turns entertaining Nico. They are friends in joy and sorrow. Rommy is the first to notice Nico's feelings for Reana.

Since Nico finally decided to kiss Reana, Rommy felt suspicious and began to observe Nico's attitude towards Reana. Her best friend could not take her eyes off her every time she saw Reana.

Nico decides to wait for Reana until she wakes up, if necessary as long as Reana is undergoing treatment at this Hospital. His friends could only agree to Nico's wishes.

"If you're bored, if you want to go home, please, I don't have a problem here alone" said Nico, heartbroken to trouble his friends.

"Who is the boss, no, here is delicious, a lot of food again" said Ardi.

The man enjoyed the relaxed atmosphere, lying on the sofa while eating the bread he bought himself, bring it himself and eat it himself.

"Danger, girls are surrounded by four guys" Nico replied.

"Gua did not follow" cried Dito who also collapsed on another sofa.

"Whuu. want to be left alone" accused Ardi chilling while chewing the second bread.

"That's exactly what is dangerous" continued Ardi still mengamahkiakan.

Rommy laughs.

"But it's weird, too, that Reana works in a restaurant why would she go hungry? " cursor Ardi.

Nico was stunned, right too.

"Maybe he was bullied at times, told to work but not fed" Dito thought.

"No way, if he's treated unfairly, there's no way Reana's gonna defend the restaurant desperately"

rommy opened her voice.

"It's also sich" Ardi said without thinking.

"What restaurant do you know? ask Nico.

Dito shook his head, Ardi waved his hand, Rommy was silent.

"We don't pay too much attention to the video sich, kasian also see Reana" replied Dito.

"But it can be traced, look at the same uniform interior restaurant, if you want to know, ntar we find the info" said Rommy.

"Just ask Rebecca" said Ardi lightly.

"No need, later he was upset and then looking for ideas again to disturb Reana, anyways he might want to tell you so" replied Rommy reasoned.

Nico was silent at the conversation of his friends.

"Just be calm, dech, we must help you loe" said Dito assured.

Nico smiled, his heart was happy, he wanted to know more about the girl. After being forced to return home finally Ardi, Dito and Rommy decided to go home.

Rommy is forcing, because she wants to give Nico a chance to be alone with the girl of his heart.

"Ok, we go home first, but don't worry anymore yach, Reana is no longer unconscious but just sleeping.

Let him take a complete break to speed up his recovery" Rommy talks so Nico doesn't have to worry anymore.

Nico nodded with a smile, the man felt very grateful to have friends who were understanding and always supported him.

"Thank's yes. all" said Nico thanking him.

Ardi, Dito and Rommy waved, leisurely walking in the hospital hallway

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