Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 168 ~ Back because Memories ~

Nico calls Nella to get her boarding address. The girl also seemed to get a chance to spill her frustration on Nico. Remembering when he heard the conversation between Nico and Rommy at the restaurant, Nella still felt upset. 

The girl asks Nico what it means to find Reana. Reminds me that living apart is better than being together but only to hurt Reana. Hearing that Nico's heart ached. The man was unable to answer Nella's words. 

It makes Nella panic on her own. Guess Nico will get angry or change his mind and stop looking for Reana. Nella only wanted to spill her frustration after hearing Nico's conversation while at the restaurant. Nella doesn't really want Reana and Nico to separate.

"Sister Nico?" nella finally asked after waiting for a few minutes the man just fell silent.

Nico is still silent, causing Nella to panic. Nella even suggested that Nico had an accident after hearing her words earlier. Nella was crying in panic. Nella knows that Nico is currently driving.

"Sister Nico forgive me! Please say something" Nella panicked and cried.

"What I have to say Nella, is that you're right" Nico said.

"Oh thank goodness! I think Brother Nico is why-why. I panicked because I was just quiet. Go see Kak Reana immediately," said Nella then give the address of the boarding house.

"But I deserve to see him. You're right Nella. I feel like I am very selfish. Just putting my own feelings aside. When I feel hurt, I will hurt her. Without thinking, without finding out the truth, I immediately blamed him. I'm accusing my wife of something that my wife can't. He's an honest man. Reana never lied to me but I always suspected her. I don't deserve Nella" explained Nico.

"No, no, I'm not the one who deserves to judge Brother Nico like that. Only Brother Rean is worthy of judging Brother Nico. Whether you deserve to be with him or not is not me. Meet Reana, listen to her decision" said Nella.

"He won't forgive me Nella. My attitude is outrageous" Nico said, wiping away her tears.

"Listen to him yourself, brother. Do not conclude for yourself. I'm not sure that Reana doesn't forgive Nico. Reana loves Nico very much" Nella said.

"Do I deserve to be loved by Nella?" ask Nico.

"Don't ask me that, brother. I am not the one who has the right to answer. Brother Nico asked him himself. Brother Nico don't despair. Just a little more, Brother Nico will know the contents of his heart," explained Nella.

Nico was silent. Hearts weighing. Nella continued to give him support to meet until finally the man decided to meet his wife. Determined to hear Reana's decision. Separate from him or forgive him.

Nico arrives in front of Reana. With a gaze that missed his wife so much, Nico just silently looked at his wife. Nico didn't dare to go ahead at all. The man could only silently look at the wife he missed.

"Sister?" greeting Reana who does not believe Nico has arrived before him.

Nico was silent. Only her tears flowed. Since the woman's departure, only regret felt because it did not immediately stop the departure of Reana. The woman wiped those flowing tears.

"Don't cry, brother. Just tell me what you want to say. I'm ready to hear it" Reana said with teary eyes.

Reana was ready to listen to whatever her husband's decision was. Even in his heart, it will not be easy to accept. Reana resigned, just when the woman was sure to be pregnant with their baby.

For Reana, what she got now was a gift. Very grateful for their marriage. Reana plans to live alone with her baby without having to run away from Nico again.

Continuing to live by working earnestly for the future of his son. Whether Nico admits it or not, Reana will raise the child lovingly. Reana does not know what Nico has decided as long as he leaves the house. Angelica may have won the heart of Nico at this time, for that Reana resignedly accept the decision from Nico. 

"I'm sorry, Reana" Nico said.

"So you want to be separated from me? Want to divorce me?" ask Reana at last.

After waiting for the man to continue his apology, Reana finally concluded the intention of her husband's arrival. The woman felt, Nico himself felt heavy to make the decision because he was only silent after apologizing.

"No Reana. I don't want to be separated from you. I came here to apologize. To take you back with me but .. I feel my sin is very great on you. Can I still get an apology from you? Do I still deserve to live with you?" nico said with a sad look in his eyes and tears flowing.

"I love Brother Nico. I always wanted to be with Nico. I will always accept Brother Nico by my side. I–"

Hearing Reana's words, Nico immediately hugged the beautiful woman. Reana returned the hug. Reana smiled, everyone might judge her a stupid woman. After being hurt but still accepting. Reana clung to her mother's words. Problems will always be there but as long as there is still love, the household can still be happy.

All are sorry if their love is severed so. Nella, Nico's friends and others who know how their love struggles are very sad if Nico and Reana decide to separate. So great is the struggle of the two to prove the strength of their love.

Defeat fear, and willingly sacrifice life to save a loved one. All is not comparable to problems based on jealousy and misunderstanding. As long as there is still love they must fight to maintain their household.

Nico cupped his wife's face. He kissed the lips he missed and hugged them tightly. Nico took his wife home to their apartment. Reana nodded in agreement.

Once inside the apartment, Reana was stunned. Looking at the messy apartment. Nico returns to the apartment since returning home from her parents' home. No matter the messy apartment.

Shaking her head, Reana started picking up the trash and clothes that were strewn about. Nico grabbed his wife's hand. Reana smiled and tried to let go of her hand.

"Don't do anything, let auntie clean it all up. My pregnant wife can't do any work" Nico said.

"Sister, I can sort it out myself" Reana said.

"Don't do that I beg you. All right, I'll sort everything out ... in a minute," said Nico, making Reana laugh.

"Why do I have to be in a minute?" ask Reana wonder.

"I want ... nostalgic–"

"What?"

"You knew? This kind of situation I've been in for the first time in my life. Confine yourself in the apartment, food packaging lapsed. Dirty clothes everywhere, all I do is sleep. Scattered themselves, staring at the ceiling of the apartment, with a chaotic mind. This happened here, in this apartment. All because you–"

"I? When's? Why?" ask Reana.

"Yes because of you. When did that happen? The first time I kissed you. Because I ... couldn't get you out of my mind since then. I feel depressed because I feel unable to reach you. Just a kiss bet. I thought I could just forget it, but I couldn't. My life is fucked up, thinking I can survive without you. Stay in this apartment without seeing you, without even admitting that I miss you. Those are all my memories. Memories that remind me, can't live without you since the first time you kissed you, " explains Nico.

Reana smiled and cupped the face of the man she loved. I was shocked to hear the man's confession. Can't bear to kiss those lips while closing your eyes. Nico hugged his wife tightly, not missing the opportunity. Reply to that kiss with passion. Nico is happy that Reana has given herself up and returned to him. 

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