Me, What It Is

Me, What It Is
CHAPTER 134 ~ Ends ~



The cruel competition begins. Without seeing family relationships or the affection of fellow brothers. For the sake of getting the heart of a Nico, the two brothers have mutual love for each other. There is no pity in the heart. Sometimes Angela's heart feels full considering her illness as well as the attitude of her sister who has been hostile to her.


All of it gushed in Angela's tears, in Nico's arms. However, Angela did not want to tell me why she was crying. The fear of remembering her sister's eyes made Angela cry easily.


For Angelica, the whiny behavior of her brother who cried in front of Nico only to lock the man so as not to escape from the embrace. What is more upset Angelica is whatever her words are no longer harried by Nico because the man is busy persuading Angela.


Deliberately crying to grab the attention of Brother Nico, Huh, you sly base. They cannot compete healthily. Pain is also an excuse, inner Angelica.


All Angelica thought there was a reason because since the arrival of Nico, Angela crying made Nico panic. Always ask and how Angela feels. Where is the pain he feels or what he can do to reduce his pain.


Angelica became more envious. However, amazingly, the competitive attitude of the sister's brother was not at all smelled by his parents. Mrs. Nindya always told Angelica to look after her brother and help him with whatever he needed.


"Who prepared your brother's medicines" said Nindya.


So with a smile, Angelica would prepare medicines for her brother obediently. Likewise when his mother asked him to drink the drugs to his brother. Angelica looks like a devoted child and sister.


His mother was very happy because Angelica's help made it easier and very helpful to maintain Angela's health condition. The mother was happy to see the attitude of her daughter who looked very concerned and affectionate to her brother. Happy and calm, sir. Ninndya was inversely proportional to what Angela felt.


Let alone feeling calm, happy and helped, Angela actually felt afraid every time she looked into the eyes and smile of her sister. A smile that held something and Angela understood because she herself also kept something in her heart about her sister.


The fear of being terrorized was strongly felt by him making Angela's mind unsettled. The effects of chemotherapy were felt to be very torturous plus the gaze and smile of his sister made his sleep unsettled. Makes his condition drop.


Angela underwent chemotherapy to prepare the new bone marrow, suppressing the immune system to destroy cancer cells. After the adjustment process was completed, Angela was asked to rest for a few days before undergoing the transplant process.


While Angela was undergoing treatment with chemotherapy, Angelica was given injections for four days to stimulate the production of blood stem cells so that the number increased until the number of blood stem cells was sufficient.


All the pain that Angelica felt in the process to become a donor of the spinal cord, held back as much as possible. All of that was to eliminate her guilt for having evil intentions on her brother. Every time she felt pain at every stage of the treatment process, Angelica felt unwilling.


The bone marrow transplant process has been completed. The transplant was done and successful. Stem cells that enter Angela's body begin to multiply to produce healthy blood cells.


Ten to 28 days after the transplant Angela remains in hospital. Angela's health will continue to be monitored, the treatment was declared successful marked by an increase in the number of white blood cells. During that time Angela still had to face her sister who always looked at her in a different way.


However, Angela and her parents still entrust Angelica to take care of her brother. Despite her fear of Angelica, Angela still thinks positively of her sister. The desire to master Nico does not mean Angelica can have the heart to get rid of Angela in a cruel way.


No one thought, no one thought if day after day Angela's condition decreased. The doctor conducted an intensive examination of Angela's condition that was getting worse.


"We have examined the state of the patient, there has been rejection of transplant cells. This treatment with a spinal cord graft is experiencing obstacles," explained the doctor.


Mr. Nugroho and Mrs. Nindya immediately sat down. Nico looked down in tears. The man stared sadly at the girl he loved lying weakly.


Is there a transplant rejection? Of course refuse. I'm the one who's not willing, I'm the one who refused my blood cells to flow in his body. Does Brother know? During the process of transplanting my mind, my brain, my heart, my body, all refused to help you. Because Big Brother is evil, Big Brother is cruel to me. Why should I help the brother who hates me? Not giving up on me at all? I resigned when Brother Nico could not be mine but. Without thinking if your words would hurt me. So hearty to say words that insult your own sister. All for what? For the sake of that man, the man that Sister left for me. I'm sorry, sister, you should have relented that day, then you'll be safe, Inner Angelica.


Silence stared blankly at her increasingly weak sister. The results of the examination have come out in addition to the rejection of transplant cells, Angela also suffered kidney damage.


"Chemotherapy results in impaired kidney function by damaging blood vessels or kidney structures. Kidneys rupture and remove chemotherapy drugs from the body" explained the doctor at the time.


Everyone cried at the doctor's statement. They try to fill the remaining days by always being by Angela's side. With a glare of my eyes, with a body that was getting weaker. Angela wanted Nico to hug her.


All who loved Angela gathered to be able to accompany the girl until her last seconds. The beloved, admired, flattered Angela can now only count days. Minutes by minutes, seconds by seconds. Until finally breathed his last breath in the arms of Nico.


Sadness permeates the entire school. After the funeral, Nico doesn't even want to go to school for a few days. The endless sadness was felt by Mrs. Nindy. Every day I refuse to eat.


After a long time, he underwent treatment at the hospital. Every day coming to the hospital to wait, visit and look after his daughter until it feels like a habit. Mrs. Nindya sometimes still feels like coming to the hospital as if her daughter is still being treated there.


Angelica saw her mother's behavior was upset. His mother seemed to care nothing. Don't even care about him. Her resentful heart made Angelica protest against her mother who did not care about her at all.


"Mommy, does this suit me" said Angelica, imitating Angela's style of speech.


Mrs. Nindya immediately looked over. Angela's voice, tone and style are completely imitated by Angelica. Not happy or happy. The mistress was hysterical, not willing Angelica imitate Angela, wearing clothes, shoes and accessories belonging to her favorite daughter. Mrs. Nindya even beat up Angelica.


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