Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 153 ~ Survive For Love ~

As usual, Yose came to take Miss Ridha Lia. Reana was confused how to refuse the man's help because Nico also wanted to take her. Yose knew herself because she chose to go home.

Reana asks him to rest at home because the doctor must have a duty as a guard doctor later that night in the hospital. Reana's remarks were considered an excessive concern by Nico. Reana feels that Nico is jealous again.

The reason is considered a lie. The woman was snatched. Then decided to go help his mother by walking to the terminal. Reana's words made Nico dumbfounded. 

Not expecting Reana will pass by leaving him in the car even though Nico is ready in his car. The woman was willing to carry that much on foot. Nico did not expect Reana refused to be escorted by him and chose to walk. Nico realized his words must have hurt his wife. Soon the man followed in a car and stopped in front of his mother-in-law.

"Ma, let me take Ma, why walk?" ask Nico to his mother-in-law.

"Usually Mama is on foot, but because of suddenly getting to know Reana's upperclassman, she is ushered in by him. Mama told me to keep Nico and Reana at home, but Reana didn't want to, she said while in the village she wanted to help mom. Sorry, yes" said Ridha Lia.

Miss Ridha Lia's words made Nico not feel good. If someone else was willing to drop her off, it would be impossible as the son-in-law was not willing to help. The apology from Bu Ridha Lia was like slapping her face hard. The mother, like Reana, tends to blame herself against people who are upset.

"I also wanted to join Ma, but Reana …."

Nico turned to his wife who turned her face and bowed. Nico immediately snatched Reana's luggage. Then put it in the back trunk. Soon the man took his mother-in-law and opened the front door for her.

"Let's go, baby" said Nico, holding a woman's hand and asking her to get in the car.

Nico smiled at her mother-in-law as she sat behind the wheel. The man glanced at his wife through the middle rearview mirror. Looking at Reana who was looking out the glass window. Reana was silent but her tears were flowing. Nico regretted yelling at his beloved wife.

The man drove his car with directions from his mother-in-law. They talked about Reana's time there. Sometimes they laugh. As the mother reflects on the funny events and laughs, Nico will glance at the rearview mirror to see his wife.

Reana still shed her tears. Sometimes wipe away those tears. The funny story of her mother and husband did not affect her mood at all. Reana's grief has not disappeared completely.

For him, letting them go on their own on foot might have made his heart feel relieved. When together with Nico actually makes Reana difficult to forget her sadness. The woman had prepared the heart to part with Nico.

But again the man came and broke his heart. Then in a moment it hurt his heart. If there wasn't no mother, Reana might have cried sobbing.

"This is Nico's school, later you can park there," said Ridha Lia.

Nico steps in to open the door for her mother-in-law. At that time Reana asked her mother to go first. Reana's gonna bring her stuff.

"I'm sorry baby" whispered Nico as she buried her lips at the base of Reana's neck.

"It's at school, sister" said Reana slowly.

"I know, take it easy no one's seen" Nico said.

Reana was silent, the woman knew that at this time it was still quiet and they were not blocked by the car but Reana just wanted to show her reluctance to be hugged by the man after hurting her heart.

"Please forgive me. I'm still traumatized by the loss of you Reana" Nico continued, hugging his wife even tighter.

"When are we like this, brother? Until when I suspected–"

"Sorry Reana."

"When can you trust me?"

"Sorry dear."

"Until when should I hear such words. Don't believe me why marry me?" reana's words in her heart finally came out.

"Sorry Reana–"

"I don't need an apology anymore. If you're angry with me, brother will hurt my heart. Leave me alone" said Reana half-screaming.

Nico strengthened his embrace. The man shook his head strongly, Nico cried. Nico did not want to be like that but his jealousy made Nico forget himself. The pain of his heart had to be felt by Reana. While he himself did not try to hold back his emotions.

"Don't Reana, I beg you. I didn't lose you" she said sobbing, making Reana close her eyes.

Tired but not sad. Again for her love Reana forgives Nico. The man did not want to be separated from her. As Bu Ridha Lia said, their household is always troubled not because it no longer loves but because it is too loving. While there is still love, their household can still survive until the problem after the problem passes by itself.

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