Me, What It Is

CHAPTER 121 ~ Perfect For You ~

Angelica's arrival keeps everyone glued. So much like the newly arrived beautiful girl with Nico's first love, that all eyes become fixated. Nico stared in disbelief at their resemblance. To Reana it was an enchanted look.

"Sister likes it? Brother fell in love with her? She looks a lot like Angela. Did you fall back in love with her?" ask Reana to panic.

"Silence Reana!" nico Benthic. Reana.

Reana's panic was answered by Nico. Reana was immediately bowed. The woman felt it was all over. Feeling in these few days Nico's love has faded on him. Now there has been someone who resembles his past love. Reana feels like she has no place in Nico's heart.

With a throbbing chest. Tears that keep flowing. Reana looked at her sitting husband while massaging his forehead on the chair in the room. 

I will be silent forever. I know, I'm not in your heart anymore. I've been considered no more. He has returned, your first love has appeared before you. He is a different person but they are the same. Both want you and love your parents. I'm sorry, brother, as long as I'm with me, I always trouble you, always piss you off. Always make you angry. I'm sorry, Inner Reana.

Reana's getting sidelined, at least that's how she feels. At breakfast, everyone had started without offering it. Looks Miss. Cathrina was so excited to hear the story of Angelica. It's a hard thing for Reana to do to get her attention. Cathrina. There was no story from him that appealed to his mother-in-law.

The sight made his chest ache. But there is something more painful than that. Angelica sat on the chair that was her seat. Sitting next to her husband Nico. Reana's steps stopped. Doubtful to continue his steps.

Where is his position now? Next to Mrs. Cathrina hated him? Or sit alone at the end of there? Reana couldn't continue her steps. The woman chose to skip her breakfast and turned back upstairs.

"Mrs! No breakfast at all? I prepared the plate, Madam!" yell at the older waiter.

All turned to look at Reana who was just about to return up the stairs. Reana had to turn around. He answered the only person who was willing to say that.

"No need to Bi. I'm not hungry" replied Reana slowly.

Holding down her voice shakes. Applying the eyes to remove the clear hair in the eye fertilizer. Smile with all my might.

"Reana let's have breakfast first, Daddy thinks you're not ready. Let's have breakfast!" take Alex Rayne, another sincere person.

"No Daddy, thank you" replied Reana.

The first rejection Reana said. The woman had never once refused the great master's orders before. However, this time Reana dared to refuse. All because of Reana's inability to face the situation at the dining table.

"Eat! Sit down here!" nico said, then lifted the dinner plate to move next to his mother.

Nico already felt bad when Angelica chose to sit in his wife's chair. However, there was no power to drive away the girl who wanted to sit next to him. Nico knows what's going on with Reana to have breakfast with him.

Reana had to go back to the dining table. Sitting next to Angelica, in Nico's position. The conversation that was once exciting has now changed to silence

Reana felt like an atmosphere destroyer. Nico, who had been quiet since, continued eating his breakfast the morning. So too with the others. The waiter prepared the tableware in front of Reana.

Not long after Reana started eating, Angelica finished her breakfast. The woman was impressed in a hurry, as if she did not feel at home beside Reana. Nico looked at his wife. Reana looked at Nico.

I'm sorry, I've made it go away, Inner Reana.

It's like talking to Nico. Nico kept looking at him. Reana looked down, unable to hold back her tears. Reana regrets to comply with Nico's request.

"Reana, what's wrong with you?" ask Alex to worry.

"It's okay Daddy, I'm sorry, excuse me" Reana said.

The woman immediately left the dining table and ran towards her room. Reana could no longer hold back her tears. Nico's gaze was as if blaming him for having made Angelica leave. Without realizing it, Nico instead asked him to continue eating.

Keep eating! Don't mind him, inner Nico.

However, that gaze was misunderstood by Reana. It was as if Nico was blaming him. The woman could no longer hold back her feelings. The atmosphere was silent as he came. Angelica immediately left as soon as she ate her breakfast and Nico's gaze seemed to blame her.

It was enough to make Reana unable to continue eating. The woman was crying sobbing in front of the glass window. Strongly pressed his chest that felt tight. Reana turned her head as Nico entered the room. The woman silently looked at her husband's face.

"I'm leaving first" said Nico slowly.

Then turned her body to leave. Reana just silently looked at the man who greeted just for the parting. It was inconceivable how much Reana wanted to hug the man for the last time. However, Reana had to hold back.

Reana was determined to be quiet. Won't say a word to Nico. Especially to say goodbye to him. Suddenly Nico's steps stopped. The man turned his head towards his wife. Nico looked at that tear-filled face. Shut up with a trembling body.

Nico knows, Reana is trying to hold back her feelings. Nico walked over to Reana and raised his hand. Removing the tears that kept flowing on his wife's cheeks.

"Don't cry anymore" Nico said, wiping away tears on the cheek of the woman he loved.

Can I get your arms for the last time? Inner Reana.

Reana's tears never stopped. The man hugged him tightly and gently stroked his wife's hair. Reana returned the hug tightly and closed her eyes. Tears flowed down his cheeks. Once enough was felt, Nico stretched his embrace. 

"You're not leaving yet?" nico's question was answered with a headband by Reana.

"Then I go first, right?" asked Nico who was replied with a nod by Reana.

Nico cupped Reana in the face and then kissed his wife's forehead. The man stepped towards the door of the room. A little smile then walked out of their bedroom door.

Thank you, sister, goodbye, Inner Reana.

Reana's tears are back. Nico's gentle demeanor almost swayed his intention to leave. But the woman remembered. Reana couldn't stand to stay in that house. Recall how Nico was stunned to see Angelica's face.

Recall how happy her mother-in-law was with the presence of a woman who resembled Nico's past love. Reana felt that she was perfect for everything. To Nico's parents who know his family. For Nico who can return to feel the love of his past.

Reana made up her mind to leave. After preparing two letters. Reana prepared her clothes. Then looked at the room that had scratched the fond memories of his life. With tears flowing but a smile on her lips, Reana came out of the room and went to never come back.

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