Me, What It Is

Me, What It Is
CHAPTER 18 ~ Please... I'm ~



As usual Nico and Rommy wait for his friends on the bench of the DPRD. Dito who is still busy courting his SMU girl at the stop, while Ardi guidance thesis with his guidance lecturer.


"How's Reana doing?" ask Rommy.


"Udah is better" answered Nico briefly.


"What's better, the pain or your relationship?" rommy asked with a smile.


Nico chuckled, remembering last night's incident. Reana is ready to be brought home. Not carrying a helmet for Reana, they end up going through small streets to get to Reana's boarding house.


Walk slowly in the dark of the night, between housing.


Sometimes they are deadlocked, laughing they are looking for another way. Nico smiled to himself remembering the incident.


Ardi runs towards Rommy and Nico.


"Nic plane" said Ardi breath ngosan.


"What's up?" ask Nico to panic.


"Reanna... Reana.


"Take a breath first Di, calm down, clear story" said Rommy calm Ardi.


Nico immediately stood up, he couldn't wait to hear Ardi's explanation.


"So that's. I again the guidance of the trus.. I saw Reana enter the room... room... what is yes. administration... ah. kasubbid administration and finance" said Ardi while remembering.


"Gue nguping tuh, because my lecturer's office is opposite the Kasubbid room. Reana, he is sorry because he has not been able to fulfill his promise to pay off his tuition money" said Ardi began smoothly.


"Trus, Kasubbid's mother said, they have given enough leeway so far, so if you can't pay off the tuition, Reana must take a leave of absence first" ardi's story while recalling the chatter of Reana and Kasubbid Administration and Finance.


Without waiting for the story Ardi finished Nico immediately ran towards the Secretariat Building. He impatiently wanted to know the clarity of the story straight from Reana's mouth.


Nico is not willing, really unwilling if Reana is forced off college.


Whatever I do to keep you in Reana's college, whispered Nico.


Nico knew Reana was working hard to pay for her college.


But once there Nico did not find Reana. Reana came out of there. Nico turns to look for Reana in the library but still doesn't find her. Nico runs towards Ardi and Rommy.


"Where is Reana, she's not in the secre either in the perpus" said Nico astonished, her breathing was wheezing, her forehead sweating.


"I don't know, because I had to konsen am talk Mr. Fidlan anyway. I can nguping, at that time Mr. Fidlan was still reading my thesis" said Ardi confused.


"Loe's been dancing in the back garden?" ask Rommy.


Nico ran straight to the back garden. And sure enough, Reana was sitting on a wooden slash, her face lowered on the two knees of the girl. Her shoulders were shaking, Reana was crying alone.


Nico walked slowly closer to the girl, sitting next to her, Nico grabbed the girl into his arms. Reana was shocked, the girl looked into Nico's eyes, the man also looked into the teary eyes of the girl.


"Don't worry, I'll help you" Nico said softly as she stroked the girl's hair.


Reana released herself from Nico's embrace, The girl shook her head. He did not want to trouble Nico, moreover Reana did not want to owe that man too much.


"Why ? I'll pay you your tuition" asked Nico in surprise.


"I can't take it" Reana replied, her voice softly sounding hoarse.


"Why?" ask Nico wonder.


"I can't accept Nico's kindness any more ?" answer Reana slowly.


"Why not get a scholarship ?" ask Nico to try to find another way out.


"My GPA is not qualified" Reana said briefly.


Nico frowned, astonished.


Reana understood Nico's confusion, since the girl completed the course of Numerical Analysis and became an impromptu lecturer replacing Suprapto who was unable to attend at that time.


Most of the students in his class thought the girl was a genius. Reana was uncomfortable with those people thinking that way. Sometimes they ask for help consulting about other courses, of course the girl is confused. He felt he knew nothing more than them.


Reana is not a genius girl with a high GPA. She is just a girl with an average IQ who happens to love math.


"I'm not smart in all courses" Reana explained with a flushed nose.


Nico breathed a heavy sigh.


"So you want to give up ? you know, if you release this semester, it means you have to repeat this semester in the next year" said Nico fretting, he even looks more panicked by Reana's decision.


Reana can imagine that, if this time had to take a college leave, next year had to repeat all the courses, maybe he would not be able to live it. Or even Reana won't be able to graduate on time.


Reana came back crying, slapping her face on both knees.


He persuaded the girl to accept his help. Nico feels guilty, Reana is short of money for his semester fee, it could be because it is used for hospital fees.


If only Nico had not booked a VIP room for Reana's hospitalization, the girl's savings might have gone unused, or used up but only a little.


"In fact, I owe a lot to Nico, how can I pay him" Reana replied.


The girl recalled how Nico had always comforted her in hard times and was by her side when she fell ill.


Nico stands before Reana, the man rubbing his face rough, Nico confused how to face Reana. Suddenly Nico saw something in Reana's hand. Nico took it from the girl's hand.


Reana was shocked, Nico was more shocked, there was the name of a five-star hotel and the name of a man with the position of General Manager.


"Is this the solution you're thinking about?" nico shouted annoyed while brandishing the business card.


Reana did not reply, the girl just silently bowed.


"Is this the man who held your hand then ?


What do you say is just a customer ?


What do you say he's nobody ?


You want to call that guy ?


Then how do you pay for it?


If you're confused how to pay me then how do you pay?


What's with your body?" nico shouted in anger.


Reana was flabbergasted at Nico's words, her tears that had dried up, now flowing back, looking at Nico who was standing before her.


Very well, sister Nico spoke like that, cried Reana.


"I didn't ask her for money, I just wanted to borrow it, one day I'll pay" Reana replied sobbing.


"You think he needs your money ? he can give everything, as long as you want to give yourself to him" said Nico increasingly upset.


Nico knew exactly, such a type of guy must have approached and helped the girls for wanting something from them.


Nico tore the business card into a small shred and threw it into the air.


"Don't expect you to be able to contact him" Nico said after discarding Mr Malvin's business card.


Reana stared at the business card that had already flown partially blown away. Nico looked at the girl with annoyance.


"You don't want to accept my help, whatever, you want to add another semester for years, whatever, you want to give yourself to that man, whatever" Nico yelled louder and louder, his feelings are mixed up confused, sad, angry, jealous.


Reana prefers other men to help her, it hurts Nico's feelings a lot. The man was about to pass from before Reana.


But suddenly Reana held Nico's hand, she cried down. I could not see the anger of this man.


"Sister.help me" said Reana, her tears dripping.


Hearing the girl's words, Nico smiled, her feelings relieved, her anger subsided, her hands gently caressed the girl's hair.


Then asking the girl to wait, Nico immediately went to the Secretariat to pay off Reana's semester arrears.


It didn't take long, Nico went back to see Reana, smiling he gave a sign of proof of Reana's tuition payment this semester.


Reana stared at Haru on that piece of paper, so easy for Nico to pay off his tuition, while so hard for him to collect that kind of money.


Nico smiled as he pulled Reana's shoulder, making the girl lean on him.


"You can use your body to pay me" Nico said with a smile.


Reana immediately sat away from Nico's face, her eyes glaring.


"I want your body to accompany me for a walk in the mall" Nico said with a laugh.


Nico immediately pulled Reana's hand and took her away. Parked, Nico opens the door to a sports sedan for Reana. The girl was dumbfounded.


"I'm happy to take you for a walk on a motorcycle but I'm having a hard time getting a helmet for you" Nico said.


Recall that they had trouble finding a way to get Reana home that night, because Nico had not brought a helmet for Reana.


Reana smiled and got into the car, briefly observing the interior of the luxury car. Nico sat on the wheel, looking at Reana, the man smiled very sweetly, clearly happy expression because he could take Reana on the road with him.


Nico moved closer to Reana, the girl's heart was racing, Nico was getting closer and closer until Reana could smell the fragrance from the man's body. Reana held her breath, she did not want her breath to hit the man's face.


Nico takes the safety belt beside Reana and helps pair it for the girl. Nico laughed as he looked at Reana's tense expression. They drove down the highway.


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