Love Missed

Forced Up (Return everything)

Life is a journey sometimes filled with joy and sorrow.

A bright morning saw Lusi who was tidying up his room. And sit looking at the window.

Suddenly, Marisa appears who entered the room of Susi at that time. Sontak Susi also welcomed who came at that time. With a smile for sure.

It looks like Marisa's coming with a snack. While smiling.

"Sorry to disturb" said Marisa who came with a stick in her hand. Because indeed he was unable to walk perfectly because he had lost his legs.

"Yes, I'm not just sitting around daydreaming a little and cleaning up a few things"

"Okay, can I sit down" said Marisa.

"Sit"

"I'm here to return it"

"What?" Said Lusi astonished

"Necklace. This was the necklace Rian gave back then. But I know you're more worthy of this necklace. I don't want to keep anything from Rian anymore. Like saving feelings for her" said Marisa while giving the necklace.

Lucia also seemed to smile. He knew because of that necklace. He had once put his suspicions on Rian.

"This is a gift for you then take it" said Lusi. Put it back in Marisa's hands.

"No Lusi. I gave it to you. One side I know, that love makes us happy. But I also don't want to be happy with loved ones. In fact, the loved one already belongs to someone else. I had time to forget everything and give everything for you" said Marisa.

Lucia also seemed to smile.

"You must be strong yes, in the face of what is your current test. I also apologize for Rian's actions, you became like this" said Lusi. Who can't say Marisa's a cripple.

"Yes, I should be able to accept my own condition. Because I want to cry and be angry. All will change things. I just need some time. Until the time I understand about the wisdom of all this" said Marisa again.

"Then, when are you going to visit your parents?"ask Lusi.

"See, maybe I won't visit papa forever.. I hate Papa so much that sets me apart from Gery. I was considered imperfect with my condition that was flawed. I am not worthy of everything" said Marisa, bowing her head.

"You should visit him. I'm sorry I'm not talking like this because I kicked you out of this house. It's just that I just want you to have a good relationship with your papa" said Lusi looking at him deeply.

"But?"

"Ternod??? You??" Marisa said in shock.

"Yes me... I live in such circumstances. I hated my own father when he found out I was going through it. It's heavy, but I'm not mad at Dad, it's just me feeling sick. And I try to keep living. And I don't hate Dad at all, even though I know he hates me in such a way. And at that moment I knew. Father was only disappointed with himself who failed to make me his pride. And then he started to wake up, when I threw myself away. Dad apologized to me. And I forgive"

"Geez" said Marisa looking at Lusi clingy.

"Yes, I can only cry over everything. But I have to stay strong at that time" Lusi sighed. "Marisa. Maybe the same thing that is suffering me. It's just packed differently and in different ways" said Lusi who tried to hold back his tears when remembering all the things that had happened to him.

Marisa looked at Lusi.

"You can't hold a grudge"

"Then who's the one who desecrated it"

"Rian... Rian was the one who had brought my whole life back then"

Marisa hugged Lusi. He felt guilty for ever entering his life. And made his feelings break.

Marisa was crying in her arms.

"I'm really sorry about everything. I don't know about this. I feel guilty at all for you, Lusi" said Marisa.

Lusi just looked smiling.

"In life I don't marry for love. But all because of an improper destiny. Even talking about happiness I haven't felt it one hundred percent in my life. I can only give up with everything" said Lusi.

"Then do you love Rian this time" Marisa asked.

"Of course, I love him. I love him now. Although it used to be not. But I love her"

"Why?"

"The reason is because he's the one who's taken everything I have. He's all I have in mind right now. There is no one Mar. Is that not the love of his name"

(pegel hand first)

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Guys I'm so sorry Bru up again... It's also up Krn can be notified told up. Hehehhe. sprti what I said earlier .. The fasting month cannot be up.. Krn busy working etc....