Love Missed

Love Missed
Never go away



Then Dea came home with Deon in a car. The wound on Deon's face so visibly made Dea wonder what made the fight happen. Seemed on Deon's way home with Dea heading home.


"What happened so that papa became like this" Dea said looking at his papa face.


"Every man has problems in business" replied papa


"Other than that" asked Dea.


"Woman" Deon replied.


"So papa and Gavino fight only for women"


"More precisely fight over one woman"


"Who?"


"Canada"


Dea is shocked when Tanisa's name is mentioned.


"So that woman, I didn't expect and I thought you were just fighting over one woman who had no meaning at all" Dea said.


"No matter what the woman is, it will be contested if there are two people who like each other and love"


"So Gavino loved that woman"


"Yes, but it's not that easy to get Tanisa"


"I also don't want Gavino to be his"


"Yes, you have to take good care of Gavino"


Upon returning from the place, Deon approached Tanisa, while Dea went straight into her room. The atmosphere of the house, indeed looks Jihan. Jihan is angry at Deon she finally leaves for a while, calming herself in the emotions that carry it.


Deon doesn't want to lose Tanisa in his life. Deon did not want the paradise of the world that he always liked every night as a complement to life lost in his grasp. Although Deon can buy a new woman, but not for Tanisa who has bewitched Deon into a more passionate man. Deon also met the woman in his room, seen the woman who was lying in her sleep. Deon hugged her while sleeping. Without further ado he immediately kissed the woman's lips while hugging and smelling her. Deon appears to play his part with his tongue. Sometimes Deon seemed to sigh several times just by enjoying the ripe lips of the young woman.


"My lips are mine forever" Deon said. Deon stopped kissing Tanisa and looked at her.


Then they change their position to sit down and kiss again.


"It's a shame I want to play love" Deon said.


"It wasn't yesterday" replied Tanisa.


"It was different yesterday now"


Tanisa was silent for a moment.


"Why face?" Ask Tanisa.


"Let me explain, now I'm just asking you to serve me" Deon asked.


Tanisa was silent because she felt objection and wanted to refuse to serve the man.


"Can you know that if you refuse it means you will get a blow" Deon said in a soft but threatening tone.


Tanisa was still speechless, as if reluctant to serve the man before her. Whether the basis of not love is what makes Tanisa feel sick if serving the man she faces.


"Tanisa, serve me before I do anything rude" said Deon, who appeared to be grasping at Tanisa and trying to slap her.


Then Tanisa seemed to nod and give it to her.


"Do what you want to do, use me as you please" Tanisa said, looking resigned to a painful life.


Then Deon held Tanisa and took her to the main room which was cooler and spacious.


I'm sorry Tanisa, I'm sorry I have no power and effort in this life, so to fight alone I'm not able and able. I don't know what else to do, I don't know anymore. I'm almost desperate in my life, living in someone else's hands makes me just his game every day. Honestly, I could not afford to serve him, but I also could not handle the repeated blows to make myself feel more and more bodily and mental pain, the sad inner Tanisa who is now in the game of a man named Deon. Who is playing himself in the various styles of lovemaking that he wants. All the lovemaking that Deon wants Deon to do, yeah everybody. Deon doesn't care if Tanisa is pregnant or not. He keeps doing what he wants, regardless of Tanisa being sick or not.


Even Deon often bought strong drugs to increase his stamina, even though without the drug Tanisa also seemed unable to serve. But he doesn't care for him Deon doesn't want to lose. And for him the two billion dollars must not be wasted. Tanisa really had to provide the perfect service after what Deon expected. Yes, the two billion dollars have bought the life and body of a woman named Tanisa who is full of grief and torture into a slave to male lust. Far from it, Tanisa never got anything else. Deon never gave me money. He only gives if he wants, and that's never more than 20,000.


Dead. yes the feeling of dying, but can't, can't really. Tanisa still hopes if she will be given happiness someday, yes someday even though it is not clear when.


After finishing the game Deon looked at Tanisa, Tanisa just wrapped her body with a blanket.


"How is your pregnancy today. Is the baby okay" asked Deon who suddenly asked about Tanisa's pregnancy so far Tanisa felt if Deon never once asked that.


"That's fine" replied Tanisa.


"This is proof of our love" Deon said.


"Yeah. Why is your face battered so" said Tanisa who saw Deon's face.


"Due" he answered casually.


"I hope you're okay" Tanisa said.


"May I kiss your belly, I want to kiss my son tonight. I don't want to lose you and our child" said Deon, who stroked and kissed Tanisa's tender stomach.


"Canisa? I just met Gavino" Deon said.


Instantly Tanisa's feelings seemed devastated hearing Gavino's name. The man he loved felt distant and difficult.


"I want to kiss your stomach again" Deon said.


Tanisa also nodded.


Tanisa appears to be holding back her tears as Gavino's name is called.


"Can for the sake of our child that you bear I want you to say that you love me" Deon said.


"Why are you suddenly asking me to say it"


"For our son to hear that he does have a father and a mother who love each other. Tell me you've loved me your whole life"


Tanisa also has no power to say it.


"Let's say it" pinta Deon.


"I love you, M. Deon" said Tanisa who seemed to drop her tears, while her mouth could talk but her heart could not be lied to. Tanisa loves Gavino.


"Remember Tanisa we have to be together no matter what, for the sake of the child in your stomach. I know you love Gavino but it's just your mass. We see together that there is a fetus that needs us"


Tanisa fell silent, then opened her voice.


"But?" tanisa.


"But what?"


"To be honest I don't love you at all, can we just not get married. I want you to let me go. Honestly, I feel right now that I don't love you. I want to be free and I want to be myself, every time I say love to you my feelings hurt"


Deon quickly slaps Tanisa.


Plaakkp..


"Women don't know they're lucky, I've let you out of that place I've paid you dearly. And this is my reward" said Deon angrily.


"I'm sorry"


''Do you want to be pregnant like this I return you to Aunt Cery, do you want if you give birth in the place of prostitution. You want your son thrown away and even killed by a cigar think it's fine if you live with him. Obviously I wouldn't be responsible to the child you bear if I gave you back to him" Deon said.


Tanisa was crying and apologizing to Deon.


"Don't, don't take me to him I'm afraid, I'm sorry I love you so much Deon I don't want to lose you. I don't want to go back and let me be with you" Tanisa said in tears, Tanisa doesn't want to be returned to the prostitution site. He remembered the bad memories that had to serve the striped-nose men.


"Well, say it again if you love me so much"


"I love you so much" Tanisa said in tears.


Then Deon kissed Tanisa's forehead gently.


"It's smart to never get out of my life" Deon said.