Love Missed

Love my one night my first night

In the silence of the hospital atmosphere, Rian who looked like a worthless human being began to feel that he was useless as a husband, and useless as a father to his son. His ideals as a man who is able to provide happiness as if lost with what happened to him now, Lusi .... The woman he loved and legitimately became his wife never did he really make Lusi happy. The woman he had once disowned in fact she was the woman who made Rian think that only Lusi could love anything.

If anyone says the best jewelry is the Solehana woman then the soleha woman is right. Maybe overall to be called Soleha Lusi is still a lot of lack, but she is the best woman Rian has met so far.

"Lusi" said Rian.

"Yes" replied Lusi.

"Thank you for being present in my world for a while" Rian said in a soft voice.

"Why did you say it for a moment" asked Lusi saddened by Rian's words.

"When I was in a coma, I felt like the world was just for a little while" Rian said.

"But you still have me, there's still your son, don't leave me" Luci told Rian.

"What does it mean to live, if I'm like this"

"What's the point of me without you" Limpal Lusi said.

"There are still many men who will be with you, you are beautiful, you are good, you are Soleha, there is no shortage of you. You can find more after I'm gone"

"But, I don't think of replacing you in my heart or my life" said Lusi sadly with the words of her husband.

"If I go, I want you to take care of our son" Rian's sudden message said.

"Don't tell me to leave again, my life is not to be left. But to live together, make sure you live until we're old"

Rian was silent with the words of Lucia.

"Please promise to stay alive with me, promise us to grow old together" said Lusi.

Then not long...

Instantly the voice of Adzan was reverberating so it felt electrifying in the heart, so felt in the heart of Lusi as well as Rian.

"It turns out that it has entered the Adhan of Dzuhur" said Rian.

"Yes it's the time we break the fast" Rian replied slightly jokingly.

"Kangen yes with the month of Ramadan" asked Lusi.

"Yes, I want to be with you. Open the fast together, tarawih together. And playing with firecrackers" said Rian.

"What the hell are you, we are children playing firecrackers" said Lusi smiling. "But I'm glad to see you smile again"

"Alright if we pray together yuk"

Lusi also took ablution in the bathroom, Lusi also helped Rian also take ablution by taking a dipper and washing little by little water into Rian's body.

Then Lusi and Rian also pray together, Lusi pray while sitting and while Rian pray while lying down. Although Rian was still bedridden but Rian could still become a priest in prayer for his wife. Lusi also prayed still in a sitting state because of his leg pain. Lusi was happy because now he was able to be together again even though in an uneventful way and difficult to be faced by two people who were overcome by trials and exams.

Rian also led the prayer as usual, and as much as possible..

After Lusi's prayer session kissed her husband's hand, Rian, who was unable to move his hand, immediately smiled to see his wife, who was holding her husband's hand.

"Lusi" call Rian.

"Yes"

"I couldn't hold you, so I asked you to hug me. I miss you so much, I want to be spoiled and mix love and affection with you" said Rian.

She hugged her husband very tightly and affectionately.

Instantly Gery who secretly saw it was between happy and sad. Gery is sad that he cannot have a wife like Lusi, he is happy to see Lusi smiling.

There was a feeling of sadness, sadness for leaving a wound on Lusi's heart. The thousands of apologies that Gery uttered probably won't erase every mistake Gery ever made to Lusi.

Redeeming guilt is by him going away from Lusi's life. Lusi's life has always been happy, always in unparalleled happiness.

But, ever since Gery entered into the life of Lusi. Lusi's life was slowly shattered and in disarray. Lucia could be better without Gery. And immediately Gery was aware of it.

"Lusi, I see you're happy without me. I see you can smile without me. I'm going out of your life, to make amends for every mistake I've made to you. I'll go back to my life without your love, thank you for giving me the love I never felt even if I was the only one who loved me instead of you. I didn't leave because I hated you because I loved you so much. I hope we will meet again in happiness. Muuuuuaaacchhhh goodbye my lover, my one-night love of my first night. The love I forced but it was hard to be mine"