Love Missed

This is what it feels like to be second

After that, Lusi was accepted by the extended family of Gery. Susi was actually happy to have a new family in her life but Lusi was actually heavy because the woman's feelings were not always the same, Lusi knew the pain when she was cheered.

Lusi remembers how he almost committed suicide when Rian said he wanted to remarry. The world is falling and falling to pieces. But in the end, sincere.

But in the end also without a doubt Marisa has been unconscious and remembering what she did is a big mistake for her. For destroying the household of others.

Now Susi, who is in the position of Marisa, is in the wrong situation. Sacrificing her life that does not want to be tormented but in the end sacrifice by torturing the heart of another woman by entering her household. And Lusi realized what he was doing was a big mistake.

Lusi also helps clean the dining table that looks messy after eating together. Then Lusi also remembered Liana who was still in the room had not eaten.

Then Lusi also scooped food for Liana at that time.

"You want to add more" asked Gery.

"No, not for me but this is for Liana" said Luci who was holding a rice plate in her hand.

"Let me give it to him" said Gery.

"Don't" rich Lusi

"Why?" ask Gery.

"I am the worst man to him, I am the worst man who has taken you from him. Now it's time for me to make amends" said Lusi at the time.

"You didn't take me, but I was looking for you" Gery said.

"That's what you think, you did come to me without me asking. But what Liana's view of me, different Gery.. different!!" Said Lusi with great emphasis.

"You did pull me from the lowest thing in my life, but you ruined it all too. I was wrong, I was wrong with Liana. Maybe in this small way Liana can forgive the biggest mistake of my life" said Lusi who felt guilty to Liana.

"Alright, then I go to the room for a while to see Alena" said Gery.

Then Lusi asks for the key to Gery to open the door of the room that Liana occupied. Lusi brought a plate of rice and side dishes for Liana.

Liana was still on the bed with her eyes closed and then she opened her eyes slowly and saw Lusi who was now in front of her.

The pregnant woman was carrying with her a tray of rice and side dishes. And a glass of water for Liana.

Lusi ventured to come to see Liana at that time, although maybe now Lusi knows Liana still hates him but Lusi just wants to make amends to Liana.

"Liana I brought you dinner I want you to eat" said Lusi who looked at Liana at the time.

Then sit on the bed that Liana slept on.

Liana, who was lying on the bed, sat down.

"I don't want to eat, why did Lo come here. Want to show off if you are good yes, the cave does not want to receive kindness from people who are pretentious rich Lo!!!! Pelakor" said Liana at the time was very sharp and cynical.

Lusi also looked at Liana with a gaze to remain calm at that time, not replying to every word Liana who was actually so deep in the heart of Lusi.

"I know you hate me, for everything I've done to you. But I swear by whatever I never intended to take your husband, I'm dizzy with the circumstances of life that forced me to"

Plaaakkkkkkk

Not until Lusi continues to talk slap Liana very painful so felt cheeked Lusi.

"I don't want to hear a word from a palakor like you" Liana stares at Lusi with a look of resentment.

Lusi's face was thrown aside and was silent about what Liana was doing.

"Get out!!!!!"liana yelled at the exorcising' Lusi.

"Liana, you can hate me all your life but I swear I don't want to hurt you Liana really" said Luci who felt guilty at the time.

"What you said!!! really!!! mending you sell yourself rather than having to damage someone else's household!!!!" Said Liana emotion.

"As soon as you come to me" said Lusi who was saddened by Liana's words.

" if so!!!!!" Liana and Liana quickly picked up the glass filled with water and threw the water on Lusi's face.

Lusi was bowed not to fight with what Liana did. Susi then took a tissue and rubbed her face with the tissue she took. Susi was bowed, and rubbed her face and actually Lusi also dropped her tears without feeling.

"Alright I'm out" said Lusi out of Liana's room with footsteps that felt bitter because of Liana's words.

Without feeling Lusi's tears actually flowed with the water that was spilled by Liana was spilled. But invisible only the eyes of Lusi look reddened. His clothes got wet after that.

After Lusi failed to feed Liana, Lusi heard Fabio crying. Lusi immediately approached Fabio who was crying.

Lusi also saw Fabio who was crying in the chair and immediately carried him at that time. Without realizing it there was also Juna at that time.

"It's wet, why?" Asked Lusi who asked.

"Oh it's okay. But you're actually crying"

"If the person who has eyes then cries what is wrong" said Lusi.

"OK forget about crying, just assume you're not crying right now. I can't ask you much about your feelings. Because I'm afraid that there is even more slander between us" explained Juna.

"Yes, I don't want to confide in you either Jun. You better meet Marisa I don't want if we both will have another view of us negative things about you and me, you understand" said Lusi.

"Alright, I actually want a lot of chatter but I think the friendship between a woman and a man is like it's going to be difficult to tejalin, even more -"

"More what?" Ask Susie

"You are the wife of my own sister-in-law" rich Juna.

Lusi was glimpsed, he never thought he would really be the brother-in-law of the man who used to love him.

Juna was gone at the time.

Lusi who was in the middle room Selly also came to see Lusi and told him where his room was.

"Why are you wet" asked mama sely.

"Nothing accidentally spilled water" said Lusi who covered the behavior of Liana who doused it with water.

"Lusi you may feel at home to stay here, this house is too big for mama and papa David to live together. Marisa and Juna still live here. So I think you live here better, a lot of people will take care of Fabio as well" said Mama Sely.

Lusi nodded with a smile at what Mama Selly said. Mama Sely is a pretty good person to say as a stepmom to Gery. She looks attentive and soothing and motherly and funny too. He was a lot of treasure yet not arrogant and humble.

Then Lusi was taken to a room that was quite spacious and enough for himself and Fabio to occupy. Even very enough for him, the room was very nice, clean and comfortable. Yes understandably, a luxurious house like this must have a bedroom that is very spacious and good.

Only what makes Lusi surprised when Lusi revealed a cloth that covers this mattress more precisely like the bridal room when Lusi saw it. There are some red flower petals on the white bed. Lusi swallowed the saliva deeply as he knew he was going to sleep in a room that turned out to be in an extraordinary design like this.

"Ma, is this the room that Lusi will occupy, this is like the bride's room" said Lusi who felt strange occupying the room given by Sely.

"Emang why it's wrong for you to sleep here and you're Lusi instead of you being a newlywed. Enjoy tonight with your husband, if it's your second wedding but you're still a newlywed"

"But Lusi is pregnant" said Lusi.

"But Gery your husband, serve your husband" said Mama Sely.

Lusi immediately smiled fake without answering yes.

"This room is a gift from mom, you open the closet on the left. There's the sexiest shirt there. You can wear it" said Sely stroking Lusi's cheek with a smile. At that time Lusi who was still holding Fabio immediately swallowed his saliva.

"Mama stay yes mama does not want to disturb your bride's night, you just got married yesterday right" said Mama Sely who smiled at Lusi.

After that..

Selly left Lusi in the room and sure enough when Lusi went to the bathroom in the room. Lusi saw the bathtub that was filled with water with aromatherapy then with rose petals that looked beautiful.

Lusi also felt confident that this was a plan made by Mama Sely for Lusi and Gery, in order to enjoy the wedding night at the big house.

Then Lusi was seen sitting on the dresser and staring at himself in front of the mirror as if he did not believe in everything. Especially when he looked back at a soft bed and studded with bridal night flowers, he still seemed to not believe whether he was really married again. Even with the man who is still the husband status of people.

Lusi also felt that it was a nightmare for him. Staring in the darkness of a future home that can never be happy. Except in dreams...

Yet...

Accepting not accept that is the bitter reality that is most now being felt by Lusi.

Again Lusi kept a million deep sadness but he hid it in silence.

Lusi also saw his son who was crying, when Fabio was on the bed.

"You sit down first yeah, mam make you milk first. If you are on top of you will fall" then Susi also took a small bag that she carries where she usually filled with small flasks, milk bottles and milk storage boxes. Then Susi saw that the hot water to make milk had been exhausted.

Then Susi went out of the room to cook hot water for her son who wanted to drink milk.

But accidentally Lusi through the room that Liana occupied, Lusi also saw Gery who was in the room with Liana.

Lusi was without feeling the legs that had stepped suddenly stopped for a moment to see Gery who was feeding Liana eating.

Lusi was momentarily silent feeling the overwhelming grief in his life. At once, Lusi felt painful.

This is what it feels like to be the third person and this is how it feels to be mentally tormented. It's not about love and I don't care. I really should not care. I just need to be sincere and never expect everything. I'm just waiting until I finally give birth or maybe until there's a good time for me to end this household. A home that I will never miss and will never have love in my life. I want to be loved, but not in this position. Being the second wife and only married to the series by a man who is actually not loved at all Batin Lusi was laid down for a moment and then continued back to the kitchen to make Fabio's suffra.