Love Missed

I want to be honest but hard

After falling asleep in a beautiful atmosphere in the heart, Gery whose intention was to just pretend to sleep was actually sleeping until at the airport. Lusi also seems to have difficulty apparently waking up Gery who turns out that he slept well.

"Wake up" said Lusi once woke up.

"Wake up" said the second time still not awake.

Until the third time.

"Wake up" then Gery looks awake.

Gery looked dazed when he woke up.

"I can fall asleep" said Gery, looking at Lusi with a smile.

"When I wanted you to fall asleep, I fell asleep. Sorry to make your shoulders pegel" said Gery.

Lusi was only silent a thousand languages while staring at Gery who was as usual while scratching his head and yawning several times.

"We finally arrived" said Gery.

Then Gery also helped Lusi to go down with in the car of Lusi was reluctant but Gery seemed unwilling if Lusi road.

"You I'm just carrying ya"

"I can walk alone"

"Nothing my body is still strong to support your body" said Gery with a smile.

Gery also directly carried Lusi to get off the stairs of the plane then Lusi used a wheelchair that he borrowed from the airport.

"After this you will go straight home" asked Gery.

"We go to the hospital first yes, I want to look at my husband" said Lusi.

"All right" replied Gery.

Then they did not go straight home to go to a hospital with Gery, they went to the hospital where Rian was being treated at this time.

Along the way, Gery also looked at Lusi occasionally.

Lusi also felt if Gery looked at her but Lusi just seemed unwilling to look back.

"Gery?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you, you helped me get this far. What you say is true maybe if I don't exist you I've become what I don't know" said Lusi.

"Yes together"

"I'm just confused about you"

"Why?"

"One side you are good but one side you are also evil. I'm confused by your nature like this"

"Now, we become friends at least for now" Gery said. " I was wrong maybe all this time to treat you as I please, because I do love you. But I'm actually this?"

"Well, you want to say that" said Luci.

"Yes, I'm actually good, but for some people I'm considered good"

"Jaudah for now we are friends yes" said Luci.

"It's okay, at least if the friend means we can be close to each other right" said Gery.

"Yes close properly and just remember friends"

"okay"

Then they got out of the car.

What Gery says about the friendship relationship that is established is actually just to be an excuse so that Lusi does not hate all things about Gery. But for the feelings of Gery at all has not been able to eliminate the feelings for Lusi at this time.

Arriving at the hospital, Lusi is using a chair and encouraged by Gery to get to her husband's room.

Lusi also seemed impatient to meet her husband to immediately find out his current condition. And it's true when he got there, it turns out Rian was already in the operating room. It was Renata waiting there, and there was Liana already there.

Renata was surprised to see the condition of Lusi, he did know that Lusi had a bad thing. But I didn't think it was this bad.

"Geez, you got like this" said Renata, who held onto Lusi's face with both hands.

"Yes ma"

"And mama has told you what not to go there, you are still reckless, jeez Luci fortunately you are still safe and give help" said mama mertunya.

"Yes ma, I gave Fabio to Lusi ma. Lusi kangen" said Lusi who asked Fabio to be put in his lap.

Lusi also immediately took Fabio, Fabio also seemed to miss his mother.

"Mamamama" oceh Fabio in the lap of the mother.

Lusi also smiled to see Fabio who was in front of him now. Fabio is a handsome, fat and adorable white baby wearing a frog shirt that is currently held makes Lusi happy to be reunited with her son.

"mama caccacee ccuuu"

"What's? Fabio kangen same mom, mama was the same Fabio" said Lusi hugged his son.

But in the midst of Lusi's longing for her son, Liana looks at Lusi with another view, namely the look of hatred.

With sharp eyes and looks upset, Liana was angry to see Lusi who came home with her husband, Gery. Liana is disappointed in Lusi and Gery because she, who has just become a newlywed, has to see her husband come home with other women from out of town.

"That's great for you, Lusi, so great! go with the husband of a man like this. Lusi you do not benefit a moment like this, mentang-about your husband in a coma, you even feel good both spoiled-manjaan same husband people. Remember Susi you still have a husband, your husband is still alive even though he is sick again. Don't be careless like gini dong's husband!!!" liana said angrily and spoke at length without knowing what was really happening.

Lusi just looked silent and focused on holding his son spilling all the longing for his son while hugging indifferently to Liana who spoke loudly. Lusi does not want to fuss with Liana especially the condition of Lusi who looks battered like it has been beaten by the masses.

"Liana, you can't talk like that? This is my desire to come there is not the request of Lusi" said Gery annoyed at Liana.

"If so, what do you do? For what, it can be your personal assistant who takes care of everything, no need for you to go all the way there. Gery remember that? I am pregnant with your child, I am pregnant with your child!! You should have been more attentive to me instead of this woman" Liana said angrily while half yelling at Gery, even though at that time the atmosphere was still waiting for Rian who was operating.

"Liana, problems like this we discuss later at home not in the hospital, do not deserve you to scream" said Gery who was furious with his wife.

"ohhhhhh.. I became suspicious, you're doing it with Lusi, I became suspicious that this Lusi is a woman who can't take care of herself or maybe the snatch of people's husbands" liana said with a sharp look in her eyes looking at Gery and Lusi in turn.

"See what you say, Lucia is a good woman. Anyway you are blind huh, look at the current state of Luci like this where it is possible to do just that. It's impossible" Gery explained.

Then Renata was confused about what to do with the two people who were busy fighting, at the end Renata asked Gery to bring Liana home. Because Renata knew fighting Liana or yelling at Liana would be even longer.

"Gery take your wife home, you finish the house not feeling well crowded in the hospital" Renata told Gery.

"Yes aunty" replied Gery who immediately pulled his wife's hand out of the hospital.

Then Gery pulled Liana's hand home. To avoid the commotion, Liana looked unwilling but the end was willing because Gery pulled her by forcing.

"Liana you know that Rian and Lusi are your brothers, that means they are also my brothers if I am wrong to help those who are difficult, use your heart Liana" said Gery.

"Only a fool thinks you're nothing, you think Gery. You think for yourself!! Rian came home first here, while you were cool to play with him there with Lusi. Men and women go together what is the name if not cheating.Must be Lusi is looking for a reason to follow him" said Liana annoyed.

"No, it was my wish to go there"

"It's the only reason Lusya is nervous" Liana was annoyed.

"That's my wish!! Whether you believe it or not, want to get angry please get angry, I'm tired of debating with you Liana"

Suddenly Liana's stomach looked in pain.

"It hurts my stomach" said Liana holding her stomach.

"Why? Why is your stomach Liana?" Said Gery who had seemed to hate now worried about Liana's condition.

"My stomach hurts Gery"

"patience yes I will take you to the doctor" said Gery who still pity Liana, Gery was holding Liana.

Then Gery took him straight to the doctor. It just so happens that their position is still in the hospital.

The doctor immediately checked Liana's condition at that time, the doctor said if Liana was stressed and exhausted.

"Mother Liana is experiencing stress and fatigue, please always pay attention to the activities of his wife yes sir" said the woman's doctor explained.

"I'll work on it" Gery replied slowly.

"Alright sir, the contents are maintained before the third trimester, do not get stressed sir"

"Yes Doctor Ma'am"

Then after checking the condition of Liana's content is fine just the fatigue factor and stress Gery was relieved, because as much as Gery to Liana. Gery doesn't want a baby in Liana's womb until it's okay. Because no matter how bad Liana is right now, Gery does not want if the child in Liana's womb is not okay. Although Gery does not love Liana, only Gery wants Liana to take care of the baby in her womb.

Meanwhile, Lusi was still waiting for her husband who was still in surgery for his head. Susi hopes that her husband will be fine, and the operation is launched, Luci must pray.

As Lusi waited for the operation, his father and mother Lusi followed to the hospital. Father and mother have been told by Renata about Rian entering the hospital. Until finally they went to follow to see the condition of Rian, especially the condition of Lusi who did experience the disaster they were told even though not in detail.

The mother of Lusi came and was shocked to see her daughter who was currently sitting in a wheelchair with a bruised face, bandaged hands and a pale face.

"Oh my God, son, the most beautiful mother's child, why can this be so. This is you why so this" said the mother who holds the face of Lusi gently shocked and did not know anything because Lusi has not told a detail. his mother did not expect that it would be as bad as it had happened to her daughter.

Susi was silent, not wanting to talk first.

"You go home, come with me and mom. You are so miserable living with Rian" said his father Luci who spoke suddenly.

"Dad, don't talk like that. It's a disaster" Lusi explained.

"Dad just don't want papa's daughter who is dear to suffer like this, you better go home after this" said the father to Lusi.

"Dad don't talk like that, the situation at this crucial time, it's better not to be added with words that are not pleasant to hear" said the mother. Mother immediately hugged her daughter who was silent at that time did not talk much.

Dad nodded, actually, Lusi's father spoke like that because he felt he could not bear to see his daughter who was suffering.

"But you're not like this in the same kdrt Rian right" asked Dad who was even suspicious of Rian.

"Dad, no Rian is good with Lusi. What I am experiencing at this time is indeed because of the disaster of my father" said Lusi gave an explanation.

"Dad just won't"

Renata also seemed to be confused with the words of his father Luci.

"Although our lives were poor, we couldn't possibly have done that to Lusi" Renata said.

"The name is also in case of normal Ms. Renata, I asked my daughter" said Lusi's father.

Although Lusi's life is much bitter than sweet. But actually Lusi is the favorite child of both parents. His father and mother. They do not want if the daughter who is always dear is suffering let alone hurt.

And indeed Renata and her father Lusi always never get along when they meet.

Then after that Gery also wants to go back to see Lusi secretly. Liana was allowed to go to the toilet.

Gery has not had time to meet Lusi, but Gery suddenly sees from a distance the father and mother of Lusi who are meeting Lusi. Lusi was held tightly by the mother. And also the father who was stroking his daughter's shoulders.

I don't know why there are bad feelings and guilt that are difficult to express. Gery remembers her sleeping with their beloved daughter, Lusi. And make Gery feel guilty. Maybe they don't know about it, but Gery's feeling of being a burden and feeling unwell, Gery's guilt makes Gery feel heavy to meet the two parents of Lusi at this time.

Gery finally undoes his intention to meet Lusi. rather not ready to meet the two parents Lusi, Gery finally chose to go home..

During travel..

Gery is still thinking about the woman who is not his wife, all the things about Susi he always thinks about.

Including feelings of guilt that he can only keep himself in the heart. There's a real sense that Gery wants to say that he once fucked Lusi. But it's hard and impossible....