Love Missed

When I heard the outpouring of hearts

The heart still feels when the milk loved by someone is thrown away by Dea daughter of Deon. That matchless annoyance was unstoppable in Tanisa's heart. Life is a kara there is no place to lean no place to pour out all the contents of the heart that there is only the sadness that Tanisa felt so sick and so deep, Tanisa's mind was painful and bitter. At times Tanisa seemed to recall both of her parents, who had left her long ago. Only the photo that Tanisa can see, only a picture that Tanisa can see. Tanisa seemed to miss her parents who were gone. Tanisa did save one sheet of family photos, there is a Father and Mother also Tanisa who looks still SD in the photo. Tanisa around to meet with Father and Mother to repeat the story and the past that was so painful in the heart and repeat all the good memories together.

Soon Leon sees Tanisa crying, Leon doesn't dare to talk because Leon knows Tanisa is sad at the time.

Then when Tanisa stood up looked shocked when she saw Leon was in front of her now.

"You cry like a child, cry why?" Ask Leon to Tanisa.

Tanisa wiped her tears.

"Did everyone who cried have to tell others their sadness" Tanisa said, wiping away her tears.

"What's wrong, if indeed it can make you relieved" said Leon.

"Huh, I just feel sad, because I think of my parents who are gone. I miss them, I miss them so much" Tanisa answered seemingly trying to wipe away her falling tears.

"Your father's mother is dead?"ask Leon.

"Yes, they're dead. And I live alone, I still have an uncle only he can never understand me. It was he who always hurt me. You're lucky you still have complete parents. Unlike me, who must feel the burden of living alone who must feel the bitter life like this" Tanisa said.

"What a bitter thing you feel in your life"

"Yes, very bitter. Even if I could choose I wouldn't be born if my way of life would be like this" Tanisa said with a sad look.

"Sometimes I feel God is unjust, those who have complete parents but are also given abundant wealth and wealth. Not like I live a life of deprivation and suffering. They are lucky to be able to enjoy life as they should be able to live their joyful days. You can go to college, joke with friends and achieve all their dreams.unlike me, what am I? Only people who are outcast and not considered at all, a life full of insults and insults" Tanisa said seemed to drop her tears.

"Can it be as bitter as your life, how hard do you have sadness when you just throw it all away. Maybe I can't help you but I can make your heart more relieved" Leon said, Leon also seemed to want to hug Tanisa who was crying but he did not feel good only the tissue that he was able to give.

"Thank you for trying to hear me Leon" said Tanisa who was still sad.

Tanisa also seemed silent, and let out a long sigh that felt heavy. Then Tanisa also seemed to pour out her heart to Leon.

"In life no woman aspires to be the third person in another household. In life, no one wants to be the second wife in another's household. And in life I also do not want to get pregnant out of wedlock like this. I was looked upon by everyone with contempt, bad and no self-respect. It was not my wish at all, it was beyond my means. Because it is fate, the destiny in my life is so bitter. People can rebuke and even berate me in such a way. But I don't want to live like this either, I want to be free of all this. I want to say no relief and imprisoned in this life, I'm tired of all thisiks, hyks" said Tanisa who seemed to cry.

Leon also seemed to wipe Tanisa's tears with his hands, Leon also seemed to be sorry to see Tanisa who was crying, immediately Leon also realized if there was something wrong with the relationship Tanisa and her father. Tanisa's remarks hint that Tanisa doesn't love her Papa.

"If you don't love my father. Why live together, you can get away from it" asked Keoym.

"I can't just leave her, you know, there's a life destiny I can't tell you about" Tanisa said.

Tanisa can't possibly tell Leon herself that she's just the night woman Deon bought her. That is impossible!!!! If Tanisa doesn't know what her life will be like. Everyone in the house will know that she is just a woman of the night and make everyone will be disgusted to see Tanisa and Tanisa increasingly feel humiliated. And Tanisa didn't want that to happen.

"It's because you're pregnant that you can't get away from her" Leon said.

"That's one of my reasons, but more than that. You know life isn't as easy as turning a palm and I'm the one who can't turn it around" Tanisa said.

"Tanisa, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you, everyone. I'm sorry interest. And I hope someday you will find your own happiness. Although it may all feel heavy, but I'm sure you will be able to find your happiness" said Leon looking at Tanisa with a smile.

"Thank you for listening to everything, it turns out you are good too" Tanisa said with a smile.

"The same" Leon replied with a smile.

Unwittingly by Leon Tanisa's smile seems to transfer the vibrations of love to Leon. At once Leon was happy to see Tanisa who was smiling, although maybe not smiling loosely but it was able to make Leon's heart feel the little happiness of a Tanisa.

Yes Leon felt more love in his heart every time he saw Tanisa, and all that without Leon knowing.