Love Missed

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The second day after the death of Rian Lusi came to the grave of her husband who was buried in Jakarta.

Lusi also came from Bandung which had been carried by his father and mother back to Jakarta to sow flowers and prayers.

She never thought that her husband's death would be this fast. Why did Rian leave her so quickly. Susi who wears all black was sprinkling flowers on the grave of her husband. It was named Rian bin Candra. The name he knew, the name he had hated in his past life but he also loved has now gone to the divine.

Lusi just cried and could not do anything because at the time fate had said another.

Only two years feel the marriage and togetherness of Lusi with her husband.

Lucia also seemed to close her eyes. Apparently this is difficult when we feel the loss of the only man in the heart. Although in the position of Rian is sick but Rian is still a perfect human being that never Lusi saw a little lack of. Susi kissed the tombstone with a soft kiss.

Lusi did not expect that at that time Marisa also came with Juna.

Marisa who came at that time to see Lusi who was there, Marisa did want to come because when Rian Marisa's death had not had time to come and happened to meet Lusi.

"Patience, you have to be strong" said Marisa.

"Yes thank you"

Susi hugged Marisa to vent her emotions and sadness.

"Lusi is patient" said Juna while strengthening the feelings of Lusi.

"Thank you" replied Lusi.

"Gery where?" Ask Lusi.

"He left?"

"Go?" Ask Lusi wonder.

"Yes, he went to Singapore with his wife, they moved there" Marisa replied

"His cup he's really gone" murmured Lusi.

"It seems, because his wife has given birth" said Marisa.

"Liana has given birth" asked Lusi who just found out.

"Here's the girl's daughter, just? Like her Liana covered up Rian's death from Gery"

Lucia was immediately silent.

"Yesterday he said the same to me on the phone please keep this a secret from Gery, because he does not want to focus Gery split for his son and wife. I'm sorry, maybe I offended you" Marisa said.

"It's okay" replied Lucia.

"You don't have any special relationship with Gery right" Marisa asked.

"Nothing, we don't have any relationship. I'm happy if they're happy"

"Then? Where are you going after this" asked Marisa.

"I just went home with my parents to Bandung but it seems heavy if I have to go back there because I still think of Mama Renata who lives here" replied Lusi.

"You are very pale" said Marisa.

Lusi just looked down and held his head.

"My head is very dizzy" said Luci.

"You'd better take a break" Marisa suggested.

"Yes after this I will return" said Luci .

Lusi also before returning home Lusi gave a prayer for her husband, in front of her husband's grave. Lusi prayed to the husband that he be placed on the most beautiful side of God. Lusi still felt a deep sadness.

After that, Lusi decided to go home in Jakarta first. That is a small house, even though his father had told Lusi to go home to Bandung but Lusi was still hard to leave his mother-in-law alone. Lusi also decided to go back to his rented house first.

"Ma" said Luci.

"Why are you here, he said to Bandung"

"Gak ma, I think of mama" said Lusi.

"You don't think about mama, you're okay" replied Mama.

"Mama ate"

"You don't think about mama"

"I buy food first for mama yeah, we eat together"

"You are yes, you don't have to think about your mother" Renata said.

"Ma, this Lusi is not only my mother's daughter-in-law, but Lusi is my mother's son. Mama Renata already I consider my own parents" said Lusi hugged the mother.

Instantly Renata was crying in the arms of the daughter-in-law who turned out to be very good.

After that ..

Lusi also bought chicken pecel in the area around the house to eat with Renata. Lusi also bought a testpeck.

When he arrived at the rented house, Lusi also entered the bathroom.

Lusi also looked stubborn with the results that came out.

And it turns out that Lucia is pregnant.

"Pregnant" said Lusi. "Why did this happen"

Without tears, Lusi fell unstoppable.

He did not expect that he who is currently a widow should face this pregnancy. Lusi who had not believed finally had to believe that it was his reality.

Renata also seemed to accidentally see a crying Lusi while holding his test pack.

Renata held onto Lusi tightly and hugged her.

"Why dear"

"Lusi got pregnant ma, Lusi thought it was just fake news. But it turns out to be true, Lusi is not ready to ma. Susi was not ready in her own circumstances like this, it turns out that Susi is pregnant" said Lusi holding her tespeck.

"Patience son, patience darling. Even if you are yourself you must be strong" said mama Renata.

At once, Lusi held her stomach.

"Yes ma, Lusi must be sure that Lusi is strong"

"Oh my God, what about this child. I don't know myself, I have to be sure that this is indeed Rian's son not Gery's. I feel that if I never once did anything to do.The cctv recording I'm sure is not evidence and only reason" Lusi's mind still does not believe.

At that time, Lusi accepted the reality. About who her father Lusi seemed to not care that only one she believed was indeed the son of her husband.

5 and a half months later..

Time alternately, not felt now the content of Lusi is increasingly visible and enlarged. With the status of a widowed Lusi at this time, many people think that Luci is a widow who has no honor. Because a woman who is not married can possibly get pregnant. If it wasn't for her naughty self.

Inner Luci was very painful when he was considered bad by others. Susi can only be patient whenever she receives scorn from her left and right neighbors. The reason is not to knit a new love story, the heart of Lusi is still sore when remembering the death of her husband.

During that time Lusi also still lives with Renata, because Lusi knows Renata has no children other than herself, even though only her daughter-in-law but Lusi considers Renata like her own biological mother.

Lusi could actually go back to Bandung to invite Renata. But Renata did not want to, finally Lusi accompanied Renata in Jakarta. Luci could not bear to leave Renata alone.

For the income of Lusi and Renata every day selling cakes in front of the house. Susi and Renata both learn to make cakes for them to sell, but Lusi rarely serves the buyers, because a lot of the mouth of the people around the nosy say this and that is not good and makes the heart of Susi sore. They were all talking about Lusi, especially if it wasn't her pregnancy and her widow status.

The status of the pregnant widow turned out to make Lusi judged bad in the eyes of others. Even if they don't know the truth at all.

Lusi also did not tell Renata or his father and mother about the news about him who had been fucked by Gery. Lusi also seemed to close his eyes and ears about it himself, did not want to bother about it. And of course Lusi does not believe that he was once fucked by a man named Gery.

Father and mother of Susi also once a month always come to see Lusi to make sure that Fabio's daughter and grandchildren are in good condition, he said, Susi was still given monthly money for daily necessities by her father. Understandably the results of selling cakes are only enough to pay rent and eat every month. But to buy the milk Fabio Lusi could not afford. Maybe Lusi just looking for work again after she had given birth.

The atmosphere at that time, in a house looks Lusi and mama who are preparing dough to make cakes.

"Lusi" call mom.

"Yes" replied Lusi.

"If you want to go home to Bandung, you feel sorry for you here" said Renata.

"Gak ma, if you want mama to come with me to Bandung then I want to" said Lusi.

"Mama is not good if you come with you, mama seems to live there"

"Ma, no really. Mama is not living, Lusi will not come home if mama does not come with Lusi"

"Son, you're afraid you're just saying hitchhike"

Lusi sighed.

"Yes Lusi will return home, but later yes when the age of the womb of Lusi stepped on 8 months" replied

Yes indeed at this time the age of the content of Lusi, still 6 months of the road.

"Ma, it turns out that he moves ma" said Lusi while holding his stomach.

"It is certain that Rian is there he is very happy waiting for his second child" said Renata who also stroked the stomach of Luci.

"Thank you for being in your life" said Mama.

"Sama-sama ma"

"If you had one more son, your mother would have made a marriage with you. Let you still be mama's daughter-in-law"

"Ma, Mama remains Susi's mother, Lusi is also still a mama's son. Already yes ma don't tell Lusi this is someone else" said.

"Thank you son, you've accompanied my mother here, otherwise you might be living here alone"

"Yes ma"

Renata hugged Lusi.