Love Missed

Guilt

Lusi did not flinch when he saw the departure of the woman named Karina, Lusi who is currently thinking about not how Karina feels to Demian. Nor was Demian feeling for Lusi but how he got out of the house. Lusi feels himself even though he is a queen he can not contact anyone at home. Even he felt the inner pressure to stay at Demian's house.

"Demian when are you going to release me from here"

"Deliver!!! After you say, even though I love you there is no way I can do you just like that, there is no term you get out of my grasp" said Demian.

Demian actually had plans to marry Lusi, but she did not have the right time yet. To marry a woman, for Demian does need a lot of consideration especially pregnant Lusi will definitely be strongly opposed by her father.

But Demian is also confused it is also impossible for him to release Susi who in fact he loves.

"Who is that woman?" Ask Lusi.

"Which one?" Ask Demian.

"What just now?" Spark.

"You jealous?"

"Not really"

"She's the magic granny my papa will match" Demian laughed.

Then Demian smiled to see the face of Lusi in front of him now. As if it is a love that should be expressed and impossible if left alone.

"Lusi will you be my lover" said Demian holding onto both of Lusi's hands.

"No, I still love my husband" Luci replied.

"Lusi is yes, you forget all about your old love. Think of your husband as just a fantasy and I am the reality" Demian said.

"Fantasy, delusion you say. I have a real husband, not married a goib. Just watch out you call my husband a delusion" said Lusi annoyed.

"If there is any evidence" Demian said.

"The marriage book I have, it still exists today. My son has two. It's not a fantasy and it's real. You still think this is a delusion" said Lusi astonished.

"But she's gone, your husband died" Demian explained.

"Dying is not imaginary. I hate what you say" said Lusi angrily.

"OK to think it's real for you, but a delusion for me. Because I don't think it's important there is and there's no husband. All I want is you" Demian said.

"There's a gift for you, only tonight I'll give it to you" said Demian, who did bring a gift of kimono and a beautiful necklace for Lusi.

"Even if you don't consider me a lover, I love you and consider you my lover" the 35-year-old said.

"I'll privilege you in this house, eat and sleep and sleep I'll make you queen"

"For what reason am I queen, even to go home I can't" said Lusi.

"Please say you're the queen of this house, if I don't want to be outside. I don't want what I love out of my reach" Demian said.

"You're the same as torturing me to let myself go without seeing my family" said Luci.

"It's better that I torture you, than that you torture me" Demian said.

Then shortly the voice of Demian's phone rang, Demian raised it and Demian was invited by his theme later that night to attend a party.

Until the night Demian decided to go to a party, Demian finally decided to give a gift later after he returned from the party night.

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Until the night Demian came home drunk and saw the door of Lusi's room and entered the room. She remembers the kimono she bought for Lusi. Then Demian brought him to Lusi's room.

"Lusi I brought you this kimono gift. Wear it" Demian said.

It looks like Lusi who just wanted to sleep but Demian came suddenly.

Lusi also looked at Demian's face with another look. Because Demian's face looks red like a sick person.

"I just changed clothes when I have to change this shirt again" refused Lusi.

"Why is this a gift for you I want to see you wear this, this is a gift" Demian said smiling as she looked at Lusi and gave the kimono.

Then Lusi would not want to change his clothes in the bathroom. It just so happens that the bathroom is one with the room.

But when he had not finished changing clothes, Demian suddenly seemed to enter and saw Lusi who only wore a tangtop and shorts.

Then Demian quickly pulled Lusi and pushed against the wall. Although Lusi was currently pregnant Demian seemed to be indifferent and with a passionate gaze and wanted to spill all her desire.

"Demian, let go of me right now" said Luci with round eyes with Demian's sudden arrival.

"No" said Demian. "Serving me, as you who can't afford your debt we love each other for what you asked me to let go of me" said Demian who looks angry and not sweet anymore.

"Even if you love me, but I don't love you. I miss my son, I want to go home" said Lusi who was feeling tormented inwardly want to meet family.

"I don't want to? You're Demian's drunk"

"We're lovers there's no way I'm not doing this"

"I haven't said I want to be your lover" said Lusi firmly.

"Isn't my form of concern, it's clear as a form of a relationship between lovers right" Demian said.

"But we're not lovers!!" Said Luci while pushing Demian's body.

"Well, if that's what we love" said Demian who continued to kiss the body of Lusi

"What do you want to do?" Spark.

"Welp!!!! never once have I slept with a woman, I want to do this to you!!!!" demian said that he too wanted to do more on the body of Lusi.

"I don't want to" Lusi said in tears.

"But you have to!!!!" Demian said with a firm voice.

"I'm pregnant with Demian"

"I don't care!!??"

Demian pulled Lusi's face.

"You're my first kiss, and that means you have to be the first woman I sleep with" Demian said.

"I'm pregnant"

"Lusi, I want to do it once I promise after this it's up to you" said Demian who locked onto Lusi's body.

Lusi also looks crying.

"Demian I beg you not" Pinta Luci pleaded. But Demian seemed not to care about he said Lusi who asked for it.

Then Demian quickly pulled Lusi and held onto Lusi forcibly at that time. And Demian quickly dropped Lusi on Demian's bed and quickly looked at Lusi with a look of desire.

Susi repeatedly wakes up from her bed but Demian still pushes Susi to fall into bed.

Brruuggghh

"Demian I don't like your way, let go of me!!!" lusi said crying.

"I'm a man who needs an outlet, you're a woman and you're in front of me. You are my captive and I have the right to do anything to you" Demian said with passion and desire.

"Let go of me!!!!!!" Shouted Lusi. But Lusi's speech as if not in the thick hands of Demian's burly lock onto Lusi's body.

Demian quickly took off his clothes. Demian starts kissing Luci and pushes her up against the wall. Demian's hand did not stop entering the most important part in the middle of the chest of Luci.

"Demian what you want to do, I beg you not to" said Lusi did not accept.

"Of course it's a hot game with you"

"Demian realize you're drunk"

"I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk. I just want to do it"

Then Demian quickly caught up to Lusi's body and Demian quickly released everything in Lusi's body. Now that Lusi was without a thread on his body, Lusi felt ashamed of Demian but not Demian who was drunk at the time.

Demian actually felt his desire that was buried in him, Demian held onto the body of Lusi until finally now Lusi was right under Demian's body. Demian quickly buried the heirloom he had until he continued to do it over and over again to the pregnant widow.

"Lusi I love you" said Demian, who kept saying the word as he played his hot game. Lusi's hands were tied with Demian's belt so that Susi had difficulty moving.

Lusi was just crying and feeling bitter that was so felt. Finally, Susi is now really no longer believe in Demian and also the meaning of real love. Lusi hates the word love that is painful for him.

After being satisfied, Demian lay beside Luci with a feeling of satisfaction because he had removed cells in his body. And that was the first thing for Demian.

Demian opened his eyes and was shocked to see Luci crying beside him. Demian was without clothes and only a blanket on his body.

"What happened" Demian said in shock.

Susi just kept quiet with tears that were so out of order. Susie couldn't fall asleep that night.

"What happened just now!!!"

"Enough, don't say it again" said Luci in tears.

"Lusty???"

Demian looked at Lusi and rounded his eyes as if he could not believe what he had just done.

"I didn't mean it" Demian said feeling guilty.

"Lusty?" Demian looked at Lusi.

Susi was silent and did not respond to what Demian said.

Lusi is very upset with Demian and it is difficult for him to forgive Demian.

Demian squeezed his head feeling a deep sense of guilt in the woman who was now beside him.