Love Missed

My father's girlfriend

Talking about love also talks about feeling.

Despite having love and also feelings for what to use again, if it turns out love is not that easy. Buried far away also feels free if in fact people always talk easy about love. But after that it is also easy to hate and forget.

Then what kind of love is it? is there a way to hate ? Or vice-versa?

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In a heart full of wounds it is painful, but more pain is injured but in silence.

Tanisa seems useless when talking with the pain of what he is currently experiencing. Because in reality Tanisa remains a human who will be full of pain and humiliation that will not run out today until later. Talking also feels difficult.

Yeah, that's when Leon found out that his papa had another woman and it's been proven. Deon decides to return to Jakarta and takes Tanisa. Deon wants to account for Tanisa's pregnancy.

"Whether we go back to Jakarta, I'll be responsible for everything"

Tanisa didn't answer yes, or no. Tanisaa just seemed silent.

Tanisa's bruised face was covered with a black slayer.

Although Tanisa is like that. But Tanisa knows that Deon is unlikely to sue. Given that Deon will definitely defend Leon his son desperately. Even if Tanjsa demands it.

"Tanisa, I apologize for what Leon did to you" Deon said.

Though Deon hates and is angry at his son. But Deon must have defended his son. Even if he is guilty of anything. It's as complicated as it is and even though Tanisa was killed by Leon. Deon must have defended his own flesh and blood.

Although Deon was angry at his son. But Tanisa hears also that Deon is apologizing to her daughter.

From Tanisa's room heard Deon's voice apologizing to her son.

"Leon papa apologizes for disappointing you. Yes, she is papa's lover. Papa loves her. Papa liked it" Deon said seeing his son who looked annoyed.

"But why reward, why papa could do that" he said emotion.

"You may not understand at this time, but later you will understand why you are doing this" Deon said again .

"You know when you cheat, it's not just your mom's heart that's hurt. But me, Brother Dea is also hurt. Papa did not think of that when papa was having a good relationship with the woman. And worse still the woman was pregnant"

"Now papa is talking to you, as a man. Everything has happened, Tanisa is pregnant and papa is impossible if not responsible. You too if you become a father will still be responsible for it is not" Deon said holding his son's shoulders.

Leon momentarily fell silent. He also seemed to lose with his papa's answer. Although Leon has a rather harsh nature only he looks silent this time.

"Papa is wrong and I admit. But papa will return to Jakarta papa will talk to your mama about this problem"

Leon also threw his face withstanding his regret. Hitting the wall of emotions.

"It's up to me to hate all this reward" exclaimed Leon annoyed.

"I'm sorry, dad"

"Yes by chance, Papa knows. Gavino wants to meet papa before he marries Dea's sister. And that's a condition of marriage"

So they're right to get married. God, why do I feel sick. This sick... I know I don't deserve Gavino but it hurts me to hear all that, Tanisa's inner being heard behind the door of that apartment room.

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After that incident, Tanisa also packed her clothes. Asked by Deon to come to Jakarta.

"You should come with me, I'll talk to my family" Deon said, staring at Tanisa holding Tanisa's shoulder.

"Can I don't want to leave you under any circumstances. Especially now that you are pregnant. Tanisa all will be fine" said Deon, who still sees Tanisa, who looks silent.

Then they went to the airport together to go to Jakarta at 8 p.m. They went to the airport by car. Tanisa covered her facial wounds with a scarf that she wrapped around her face.

Tanisa still seems silent even shied away from Leon considering Leon's treatment of her very needs.

Then accidentally the trip to the airport made Tanisa seem to accidentally sleep the seat behind the car. Closing his eyes while putting his head.

Unintentionally, the scarf he had brought to cover his face fell to the floor. So as to make his sleeping face was clearly visible. Leon who was on the front bench of the car was suddenly looking at Tanisa from the windshield. Looking at Tanisa's sleeping face behind her.

"Beautiful" that's what came to Leon's heart.

But it re-awakened him that he had hurt her beautiful face. There were bruises and bruises on the face of a woman he had just called beautiful. The guilt also arises why he could do that to a woman who might be wrong to have taken papa from his mother. But women are still women who will be weak if hurt.

Until they arrived at Tanisa Airport still seemed to sleep. Deon kissed her cheeks and lips shamelessly in front of her own son.

React alone Leon also threw away his gaze when his father did something friendly to the woman under his age.

There was a feeling of annoyance but Leon seemed to hold it in.

Until Tanisa woke up and he realized that he had arrived at the airport i Gusti Ngurah Rai - Bali.

Tanisa also walked with a little weak because maybe he was still sleepy and sick to the body of his face that had been hit by Leon.

Leon also seemed to want to help Tanisa stand up and hold her hand but he remembered that the woman was the lover of his father.

He abandoned the intention and walked first.

While at the airport Tanisa appears to shy away from a man named Leon because Leon will hit him again. Tanisa also appears to dodge when Leon is near her.

And when Tanisa fell asleep again on the plane and her father who also appeared to be asleep. Leon seemed unable to sleep and accidentally he continued to look at the face of the young woman. Yes, the woman next to him. The woman who became his father's lover.

He did not think that the young and beautiful woman wanted to become a mistress of his father.

Leon tried to close his eyes because he realized he did not deserve to see the woman. But still Leon's eyes still lead to the woman who is beside his father. It just so happened that Leon was sitting on a plane and Tanisa was sitting in a corner. Because Tanisa won't sit in the middle between them.

Many times, Leon closed his eyes but could not. Leon kept looking at the woman. Yes the woman who had covered her face with a scarf but the scarf seemed to fall from her face. It was as if the sleeping Tanisa had become Leon's chance to see his face clearly.

Why Leon could be like that. Leon doesn't understand?