Love Missed

Love Missed
His attitude changed



The pain is not bleeding, that's what Lusi felt at this time. Demian's treatment was not that sweet, but still bitter and insolent. Wanting to kill is not possible, even suicide is impossible.


Finally after the last struggle was made, Lusi was finally released from a man named Demian.


Today Lusi felt weak in his body, crazy yes maybe he was almost crazy. But Lusi hopes he is not crazy first, because actually Lusi really misses his son at home. Lusi asked for the bond to be released Demian also released and in the end Lusi was limped walking towards the bed. Lusi sat pensively for a moment speechless and as if freezing his heart this time. He also took back the clothes and took a bath back to clean his body that felt dirty. Lusi was a little speechless and looked desperate in his own life.


After taking a bath Lusi returned to his bed, Lusi appeared to wear a purple dress, he took the origin of the dilemma and did not matter about the color that was there at that time.


Susi was silent and did not know what to do? Susi was like a non-existent human and her mind effort floated with what she had just experienced. The heavy shock was certain, the great anger was also certain, but Lusi also felt the ultimate defeat in this life. Lusi will only be able to follow the direction of the wind, and where the direction of destiny in his life. Lusi also offered the most prayer in his heart so that he could escape and be happy.


About Demian? Lusi was no longer willing to look at Demian. Lusi doesn't want to talk to that guy anymore. Lusi thinks Demian still has the heart to treat himself well in fact not at all. Demian is not a good man for Lusi, in fact he is the same as other depraved men.


Demian also felt the gaze of Lusi began to change on him more Susi throw her face but with a blank look. Lusi does not want to consider Demian anymore in the life of Lusi. There is no sense in the slightest as a friend let alone a lover. Lusi no longer knows and does not want to know about Demian.


Demian brought a plate of rice and side dishes on the table for Lusi.


"Lusi eat I bring this for you" Demian said.


Susi did not answer yes she just threw her face away.


"What illusion did you hear?" ask Demian.


"Yes" replied Lusi briefly.


Demian also stood up.


"I won't leave before you eat it" Demian said.


"Yes" said Lucia once again.


"Eat me know you haven't eaten yet" Demian guessed.


"Yes"


Just yes, I answered every question that Demian asked.


"I ask you to eat, quickly" said Demian put a plate containing rice and side dishes Pauk was in the lap of Lusi so that Lusi would eat.


Lusi also took a spoon and only used a mouthful. Then he put it again on the nightstand.


"Why little?" Ask Demian.


Lucia shook her head.


"That's enough" replied Lusi.


"But you just ate a mouthful" Demian said staring at Lusi.


"I've said that's enough"


"You must eat!!!" Demian's Order.


Suddenly Lusi looks emotional with what is conveyed by Demian.


"You don't understand, what I just said, I SAID IS ENOUGH!!!" Shouted Lusi who threw the plate then cried.


Praanckk..


Hiks hiks.


Demian was silent when the first time he saw Susi slam a plate in front of his eyes.


Lusi doesn't look okay. His mind is tormented. Lusi also looks crying.


"What are you doing to him? Yesterday I saw he was fine" Edy said suddenly.


"Quick tidy up the broken plate marks" Demian ordered.


Susi did not flinch from her bed. He sat with a blank look and did nothing. He looked dreamy and sometimes just crying.


Even the white water on the table, Luci did not touch it. Luci felt tormented and tortured himself in a way he should not.


Demian also noticed Lusi from a distance what was done by him did not expect to make Lusi as destructive as it was.


Until the night, Lusi was without feeling faint and closed his eyes. It just so happened that Edy was checking. And with a swift Edy was trying to resuscitate the unconscious Lusi.


"Well, are you okay, Susi answered me" Edy said.


Lusi looked weak and opened his eyes slowly.


"Why you?"


"My head hurts, my stomach hurts too"


"Have you eaten"


"I don't want to"


"You must eat forcibly yes, you must force it for you and your child. Hayoo"


Then Edy took food for Lusi.


Edy also helps Lusi to eat.


"I'm bribing ya"


"Not necessary"


"It's okay your hands are shaking I know you've been holding back hungry for too long"


Then Edy was slowly giving rice and side dishes to Lusi.


"Eat-pants yes, if you are difficult to swallow it you push using this water water" said Edy attention. And give a glass of water to Lucia.


Edy did look sorry to see the pale face of Lusi especially Susi who turned out to faint without anyone knowing. Edy also felt sorry for what Lusi experienced even more she was pregnant.


Susi nodded to eat some bribes from Edy's hands. But not yet finished eating suddenly Demina saw Lusi who was being fed by Edy then upset and jealous of what Edy did to Lusi.


Then Demian quickly pulled Edy's shirt and immediately gave a fistfight.


Buughh.


Edy is shocked by Demian's arrival.


"This is how you do!!!!" Demian is upset. "You're silent like this behind me. You know she's the woman I love"


"I just feel sorry for him he fainted" Edy said.


"Give it to me, let me take the bribe" Demian said.


Not accepting Lusi even throw his face. And don't want to take a bribe from Edy.


"This is how you treat me" Demian said resentfully.


"I don't want to see you, so you should understand" said Lusi who threw away his face.


"Lusi I love you" Demian said.


"I don't want to be loved by anyone" said Luci Ketus.


"I'm only good to you" Demian said.


"I'm no longer willing to accept your kindness for my own good"


Demian squeezed his head, annoyed.


"All right" said Demian. "Take all the food with the spoon and the plate!!!" Demian's upset.


"Does she still want to eat?" Ask Edy.


"Thank you enough"


Lusi finally stopped eating, and preferred to close his eyes again. But his eyes still can not be closed because in fact his feelings at this time like a sick person but without drugs.


Lusi's lips seemed to dry pale and weak. Lusi felt himself worthless and useless.


Meanwhile...


Demian felt annoyed at Lusi whose nature was actually very cold to him. And made Demian unable to close his eyes.