Love Missed

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The morning looked bright at that time, seen Lusi who welcomed the morning with the busyness that he had been accustomed to going through.

Finished the bath saw Lusi who was breastfeeding baby Yasmin near the dining table. While eating also Lusi seemed busy breastfeeding her lovingly.

When she was done, Lusi appeared to hold Fabio for a bath. Then Lusi went to work.

Lusi's exhausting daily life must be ready to live without complaining in the slightest. Because Susi believes someday she will be happy. I don't know when that will happen.

Lusi also actually did not have the heart to leave his two children to the mother, because Lusi believes the mother is very tired of taking care of two small children. Let alone looking at the patch of koyo in the head of the mother, and it's a sign of a feeling of dizziness in the head.

But after all, the mother does not seem to complain just from the look of her face that looks tired.

There were so many unpleasant feelings in Lusi's heart. Everything becomes a deep sense of guilt.

And next month Lusi will be looking for babysisters who will take care of his two children after his first salary drops. But if for now Lusi did not dare to hire babysister considering that at this time Lusi does not have enough money to pay it.

After it was felt that everything had started to settle down, Lusi had just ordered an ojek online.

After the online ojek came, Lusi also went up.

But in the middle of the road suddenly there is a road repair that Lusi does not know and must direct an alternative path to get to the office.

Finally, the online motorcycle taxi took another path that made Susi have to turn around, and pass another road that turned out to be quite far.

During the trip, Lusi felt anxious because he would most likely come late especially considering that in the period of work discipline training was number one.

Lusi can only resign if he will get into trouble again.

It had just been three days of work, but Lusi had just had unwanted things happen.

"Cepet kang yes the way" said Luci to the driver of the motorcycle taxi.

"It's top speed" he said.

"I don't know if there's any road improvement up ahead" Lusi said.

"I also don't know neng, I hope it can be fast"

"Yes kang" replied Lusi pa8srah.1

This motorbike does not want to be flat but it is already standard speed like this" said kang ojek.

"Yes kang" replied Lusi can only resign.

Because Lusi also can not force the taxi driver's vehicle to be faster because the motorbike is old age and also the most preferred safety factor.

Resignedly....

Lusi can only give up.

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Meanwhile, the office...

Not usually Mr. Hilman comes to the workspace owned by employees. Mr. Hilman looked at the still-empty work desk of Lusi, he was curious about the woman who had just hypnotized him last night and now made him worry again that Lusi was not there.

"Where do you know Lusi?" Ask Hilman to Tasya.

"I don't know much sir"

"What because last night he was exhausted so he couldn't get in. Is there any word from him that he can't get in today" asked Hilman who appeared to be asking the new employee.

"No sir yet"

"Try your phone"

"I don't know the number sir"

"I'll ask Pandu to call" said Mr. Hilman.

Finally, Mr. Hilman left the work desk, but within 15 minutes it seems he was still curious and came back again.

"Where the hell is this child making curious, he should if not enter or why-why give news do not hang like this!!!" Said Mr. Hilman showing his anger.

"Father angry or anxious"

" i am upset at women who make me anxious like this" said Mr. Hilman.

"Prophe sir may be the streets jammed"

"Can't!! jammed it's not the reason he's coming in late, look at me. Back at midnight, the morning work can come on time!!!!!"

"Mother angry?"

"I'm not angry I'm just worried if he comes. Immediately tell my room" he said with rough footsteps and left.

"Yes sir"

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Then before long it seemed that Lusi came with a little run and reached his desk.

"Oh sorry late" said Susi and immediately opened the jacket she was wearing.

"That's Mr. Hilman getting angry" Tasya said.

"Anged?"

"She try to get into her room"

"Haduh. lest I want in sp. huhuhu alright. It's okay if Mr. Hilman gets angry. The road again was severely jammed and there was a repair I was confused. Very angry, huh?"

"Look at the game itself" Tasya said

Then Lusi also walked towards the room of Mr. Hilman. Lusi also sat in front of Mr. Hilman by lowering his head feeling guilty for coming late.

"I'm sorry sir today I'm late, it makes you angry" said Lusi.

"It's okay. I'm just worried about why-why you. I'm afraid that if you leave me that's all" said Mr. Hilman.

"Get out of the father what do you mean, sir?"

"I'm not leaving I'm still working here sir"

"That's why I don't want you to go" said Mr. Hilman staring fixedly at Lusi without blinking.

"Sir?"

"Sir" said Lusi once again disperse the view of Mr. Hilman.

"Oh sorry" said Mr. Hilman who realized he was looking at Lusi for too long.

"Mother why daydream?" Ask Lusi.

"Who I said daydreaming"

"Should it?"

"Oh. I'm sorry, maybe I just didn't focus"

"Alright if there is nothing else to talk about, I go back to work sir" Lusi told Hilman.

"Lusty?" Said Hilman who didn't let Lusi just walk away.

"Yes sir"

"Your face is so pale"

"Pale?"

"I'm worried you why-why, I take you to your table yes" said Mr. Hilman standing holding onto the shoulder of Lusi. Lusi also asked Mr. Hilman to release his hand by lowering his hand on the shoulder of Lusi.

Lusi also felt strange with the nature of Mr. Hilman who seemed to be excessive to him. But Lusi repeatedly tried to stay positive thinking.

"You're beautiful Lusi like my daughter" explained Mr. Hilman.

"Yes sir, thank you"

"This is for you, you always remind me of my daughter. It's donuts plus coffee he often drinks ice coffe and donuts. You take yes you can eat while working" said Mr. Hilman looking smiling looking at Lusi.

"Your face is pale I'm afraid of you why-why, you're okay right?" Ask Mr. Hilman again.

"Thank you very much, I'm good sir"

Lusi came out of Mr. Hilman's room and did not suspect anything. Lusi did think the kindness of Mr. Hilman was good for him because he was like his daughter and not others.

Susi was out of the room Hilman with two glasses of ice coffee and a dozen donuts. Lusi wants to accept because Lusi feels Mr. Hilman sincerely gives it and he will also share it with the office team in the same room.

Instantly Tasya was shocked to see that Lusi could not and even brought a donut in his hand.

"Beethe the fire" said Tasya.

"Liat dong what the hell is this"

"Donat, donut. Waahhh, berentar was not from the room of Mr. Hilman" said Tasya who approached Lusi at work.

"Why is that?"

"Beuh this ajib, he was angry but fitting to meet why donut love" said Tasya astonished.

"Yes, nothing just eat this windfall can not be refused. You eat Tasya, we eat together" said Lusi.

Tasya looked at Susi.

"Lusi you feel no, if the nature of Mr. Hilman is the same you are different, maybe he has something like you" said Tasya who felt that there was something else.

"Sir Hilman just said that I look like his son no more. So it's impossible for him to think about anything else"

"Relatedly"

"You don't exist, nothing. Maybe he's good because I've had a meeting yesterday no more"

"Oh it could be, he likes something as a sign of gratitude. Yes, maybe what is given to you is just an expression of gratitude and I hope it is"

"Well, you understand and understand" said the unsuspecting Lusi.

"Okay, I want to go ahead and have a job"

"Ready, you bring the ice with you donuts" Lusi asked.

"I took it, thank you" said Tasya.

Then Lusi ate the donut with all the coffee he got from Mr. Hilman, Lusi ate with office friends. Lusi ate without putting the slightest bit of suspicion let alone talk about feelings.

Lusi felt that if Mr. Hilman was kind and sincere, there was nothing else.

Thereafter...

On the sidelines of working hours Lusi seemed to casually open Instagram on his phone.but without guessing on his home column he saw a post belonging to Liana's account featuring family togetherness that looks happy.

It looks like Gery is holding baby Alena and embracing his wife, Liana. And the location pinned in the photo ig in a city of London. A very distant city.

Instantly Lusi's heart felt a deep pain and accidentally his tears spilled slowly.

Lusi also saw the photo like a hard slap on his face. Although Lusi is actually happy to see Gery and his small family are happy. Lusi slowly wiped away her tears.

But at that moment Lusi felt..

sad. sad to hit the unstoppable. Lusi may seem like a bad person crying over the happiness of others. But Lusi could not cover up the pain in his heart so much pain and sadness.

Lusi was sad about everything..

Susy...

Instantly Lusi instead of stopping to drop his tears, even more sobbing on his desk work. Lusi's chest feels so tight.

Tasya also saw a downcast Lusi crying on the workbench and immediately approached Lusi at that moment.

"You why Lusi?" Tasya asked who saw Lusi crying.

"I'm sad, I'm just sad" said Luisi.

"Why?"

"I am saddened by my own life Tasya hiks" said Lusi who was still bowed in tears.

Then Tasya hugged Lusi at that time, and grabbed him. Tasya also saw a phone Lusi seen a photo that displays the happiness of his small family. Tasya realized that.

"Prophey, Lusi, you will be happy" Tasya said.

Lusi nodded too.

Susi who is still in Tasya's deck, Tasya stroked Lusi's shoulder to sow a crying Lusi.