Love Missed

You don't have to sacrifice your feelings for me

Marisa's words about her who wants Lusi to be married by Juna are like an extraordinary decision and it is impossible for Juna to heed the wishes of his wife who is beyond reason.

Juna knows she loves Lusi but that was before, not for now let alone marry her. If it's out of pity, it's not an excuse. There is still a lot to consider in life not just origin.

"Marisa's? I thought that Lusi had been a mental disorder all this time but you were even more crazy. Your decision is almost unnatural Marisa" said Juna aware of his wife who took a surprising decision.

"I'm serious, I'm serious I want you to marry Lusi. I don't want Lusi to suffer, especially what I know you love him, let alone the limits in this life. Nothing but to unite the love of you two" said Marisa kekeuh with her stance.

"Keep what good you are to be my wife, you are the one I love" Juna explained.

"I feel sorry for her" said Marisa.

"Other than that?" Ask Juna.

"I want Lusi to have someone in charge" Marisa said.

"Obviously that's no excuse"

"I feel that if you love each other, I'm the wrong one in your life" said Marisa.

Juna quickly hugged Marisa.

"If I knew we were coming just to talk about this, you know I wouldn't want to come at all. You for me, maybe I used to love Susi and I admit. But my heart is not for you Marisa" said Juna who did not want to share her love.

"I just want you and Lusi to be married, happy. That's it. I'm ready to be combined if that's the right choice. As a wife I'm not perfect Jun. I just want Lusi to be happy when with you, Lusi's life is perfect he's got everything you've wanted, not like me"

"I'm sure that even Lusi wouldn't want me to marry her" Juna said looking at Marisa.

"What if Lusi wants to be married by you" said Marisa.

"There's no way she'll want to"

"Why not?" Marisa.

"I don't have to explain why?"

"But if Lusi wants to, I want you to agree" said Marisa.

Marisa immediately pulled Juna inside to meet Lusi, because Marisa felt her presence was not what it should be. Marisa feels that Lusi can give her life back when she is with Juna. Being honest with what Marisa saw earlier made Marisa could not bear to see Lusi and as if Marisa had to give everything.

And the last thing Marisa feels is, Lusi has what Marisa doesn't have - a child. At least if Juna can be married to Susi Juna can get children immediately, and there are also children of Lusi who take care and are responsible if Lusi married again.

"Alright then we talk about this to Luci, if in fact it is true that Lusi wants to be married by Mu Juna. I want you to marry her, I can't see Susi sad and suffering like this" Marisa said with her faith.

"You're weird, you're really weird, well if that's what you want, we'll ask Lusi now" Juna replied.

Then look Lusi who is sitting in the room, Lusi also looks weak and is eating porridge in his hand. Luci is like a sick person but not his body, but more to his mind and soul. Lusi also looked at the presence of Juna and Marisa who entered his room suddenly.

"We're going in" said Marisa, staring at Lusi.

"I haven't answered, but you're in. So come in" said Luci in his weak voice.

"Directly in essence yes" said Marisa who sat next to Lusi.

Juna only looked at Marisa and Lusi with a sharp look. Juna looked confused and wondered if his wife would actually say that.

"So this" said Marisa again.

"I want you to marry Juna" said Marisa.

Susi who was eating was immediately choked with what Marisa said.

"Ohuk.uhuk.." Lusi was shocked by what he had just heard from Marisa's mouth.

Lucia immediately drank.

"Lusi I want you to marry Juna, just the way it makes you happy and back to how it used to be" said Marisa holding Lusi's hand.

"You are crazy" said Lusi shocked.

"I'm serious" Marisa said.

"I'm more serious. Marisa listen to me. Thank you for your offer, I thank you for your attention. But sorry, I am not like this to be pitied let alone to be made a second wife by anyone" said Luci who refused.

"Lusi, I know you and Juna love each other. I'm just worried that you might despair and kill yourself. I shouldn't even be present in Juna's life, it should be you" Marisa said.

"Marisa, you don't have to sacrifice for me. Especially your feelings that you have to sacrifice. No, not like this Marisa. You better go back home, I don't want your meeting and I'm gonna make you think shit about me. And thought I was hugging Juna because I love her, no. Not like that Marisa" said Lusi explained.

"But?"

"But what?"

"I just want Juna to have offspring who knows if Juna is married to you. She is happier, she can have a child from you" Marisa explained with a lowered head.

"Marisa, I'm not banning you if you want to meet Fabio or the child who is now in my womb. You can think of my son as your son. So you don't have to think that. Indeed life is not always smooth, but believe all will be easy if we are patient" said Lusi.

"You better go home, if you want to be the father or mother of my son Fabio I can accept. But if I had to marry Juna, I obviously wouldn't. I don't need love, I just don't want you to sacrifice your feelings for Marisa. I don't want to, thank you you for being good" said Luci.

Marisa hugged Lusi tightly.

"You heard what Marisa Lusi said?" Juna.

Marisa also nodded.

"Well if that's how we go home, because like him, Lusi really needs to look. Met issee yes" Juna told Luci.

"Thank you" replied Lusi.

Finally Juna and Marisa came home at the request of Lusi. Lusi also drove them home to the gate

meanwhile..

Father also accidentally heard the conversation of Lusi and Marisa while in the room earlier. Lusi was immediately met by his father.

"What Marisa said is true maybe you should get married" said Dad.

"Dad, don't talk about the thing that makes me dizzy" Pinta Lusi held her head.

"All right, but if you want to. I could have set yourself up with someone who might make you more sane" Dad said.

"Dad.yah is enough well. I'm dizzy being unwilling to discuss this" said Luci who finally he entered the room after he went out to take Juna and Marisa.